26th of November 2017 was the date when I first saw her post, where she had two of her friends in the photo she was my cousin’s cousin, so she was somehow my cousin too and we were good friends so I commented something sarcastic. After a while I received a notification saying ‘Maisha replied to your comment’ , Maisha one of the friend from my cousin’s post. That was when I and Maisha connected for the first time and I replied back. After a while we were still talking in the replies of comment but way too casually like we were never strangers and the 1 hour of replies and talkingg I finally sent her the request and she accepted and we were talking in DMs.

Our conversation are never boring and we really had a vibe which is why just after 5 days on 1st of December 2017 our numbers got exchanged and we started talking over calls from chats. It didn’t take much for me to start feeling for her and through our mutual friend my cousin I came to know that she too feel for me and which why even though it was early I confessed her my feelings just 2 weeks later and it wasn’t what I expected , even though she feels for me too that she was reluctant to commit and because it was too early whichh is very much understandable.

So we kept on talking and a month later she finally decides to name our bond a relationship. That’s it! That was my first ever relationship after a talking stage and I was on cloud nine. This is the day I feel fulfilled. I don’t have wishes anymore. She is everything I need,I feel whatever I need is all with me. My morning, my evening and my night everything started revolving around her. Well I think it happens with first love.

Everything is going great with Maisha, even though it was a long distance relationship we had few meetings and now not only calls but we were enjoying each other’s company as well. The one thing was not going good was not with her and nor I could realise was my social connection was getting cut off with everyone else. I ignored my friends, my mates and everyone else and for me getting socially connected just meant having her on the other side of screen.

Now my social circle is actually a dot and that dot is enough for me because she is the one who knows my A-Z. From the biggest secret to tiny family talks I share her everything and even that was not enough. Everyday there is something else in my list to share to her. For me she is my diary for life. The diary with most beautiful pages that have soaked my tears of happiness and seen the smile of pain.

Our daily conversation were now on videocalls be it she randomly brushing her teeth or me looking like a panda with big dark circles, nothing really mattered and we could do anything in front of each, this was the level of comfortness between us and this comforting phase gradually unlocked things I never imagined.

Our comfortness got us to next level, from doing weird things on video call to changing clothes we pushed our relationship further leading in exchange of nudes. Watching her change clothes started to excite me and it wass now on a daily basis. Even though watching someone naked inside a phone’s screen wasn’t new for me but watching her was absolutely different. This pulled me futher close to her and by then I had lost everyone but I have her my world.

In no time even my parents came to knew about her and they used to tease me with her name. I did act like I feel irritated when they tease me but deep inside I blushed alot. I can’t wait for us to get graduated and get married but for now we are still in the final yearar of High school, so the fact that there’s no chance of getting married even in next 3-4 years always made me impatient.

By now it wasn’t even our 1st anniversary but it felt like a decade long relationship and then finally we celebrated our 1 year of togetherness on a call. We had voice calls in day time and as soon as it was an eve I crave to see her and she makes a video call. We both were lookingng at each other like a hungry lion but helpless and as usual I had already turn my screen recorder on so that I can keep these moments with me and enjoy anytime I want them.

Well I may be stereotyping this but I was a typical boyfriend who likes to save his girlfriend’s nude, which I actually shouldn’t have but this is what we do in teenage, MISTAKES! And…she wasn’t aware about this. ANOTHER MISTAKE!! But to compensate this I can say it was only for my satisfaction and it was very much safe.

Ok! So everything was going good, going smooth and after a month of 1st anniversary she met my father and he was happy seeing his son’s girlfriend which is kind of weird because brown parents aren’t this cool in terms of love affairs.

6 more months passed by happily for bothh of us….

So, after an Eighteen month relationship, my life started taking turns and in a tragic incident I lost my father on the first day of me joining my college. I was shattered. My dream of becoming someone who doesn’t want to have a business but a job shattered. Being the familyly’s eldest son I have to take on my father’s business and drop my college without actually going to it for a single day. For the fact she met my dad just few days before his death, she without officially being my fiancé attended his funeral and now apart from my parents all of my uncles and aunt knew about her. Everyone said that this is a mourning placee and not a dating park to call his girlfriend but no one thought of my situation.