I loved someone so much more than my life true is I still love him

4 years ago

I'm Daria Lester I love him even since we are young he is Alan we have no parents we rely on each other from when we are 10 year old

He also loved me we promised each other that we get married when we graduated

we always wait until we finished studies even because of that he never touched me even when we lived together because he wants me to stay independent even if he left me someday

I always get sad whatever he said that and for that I never talked with him for week taking like that and he always buy me a ice cream because he knew I will forgive him if he buy me ice cream

Today is our graduation day and tomorrow is our wedding so I'm so happy because I waited for this day for so long he also

So in that happy I drank too much and as always he drank littlebecause he has to take care of me

And he take me to home and made me sleep and he start to leave for his room but I grabbed his hand and pulled him and start to kiss him in lip but he tried to get away from me but I don't leave him

And I said "Alan we are getting married tomorrow so now it's ok to be together "

But Alan said we are getting married tomorrow so let's do anything tomorrow ok now sleep we have to wake up early "

But I said Alan you always get away from me I think you don't love me

Alan" I only love you in this life "

Daria" then let's do it today"

Alan " Daria listen to me you drank you take a rest we will talk tomorrow "

Daria " Alan if you don't do it then I'm going to leave you "

Alan " Daria listen to me"

As he trying to get away from me again I again pull him to me and start to kiss him again at first he don't want to do it but after sometime he also start to do it

And we get together for the first time

Next day morning I wake up and find Alan to sleep next to me and I start to remember what happened yesterday night and I feel so embarrassed

As I feel like hide away Alan waked up and kissed me lightly in lip and I felt my face become so red and get up to go to bathroom

At there I feel embarrassed but I felt so happy that I can't explain in words

After sometime we get ready to go to the wedding hall

I'm so happy that I don't know what to talk we are going to the wedding hall in taxi

I don't know that the most important day in my life will become a most sad day

Because in our way of wedding hall we meet with the accident and I lost him forever

Because he tried to save me and died for me

Three days before

In that accident I also get major injuries and stay at the hospital for three days

After three days I wake up and find Alan is sitting beside me

I found myself alive again and when I tried to call him

Daria" Al."

The one beside him said miss you get into accident and we can only save you and this is our bass Theodore blaze

At that time I felt I lost my world I don't understand what did he mean

Did he said Alan is Alan is died that is impossible they are fooling me Alan is with me he is Alan I know they are joking

Theodore security" miss if you know anyone can you tell me they number so that I can call them and our boss have important meeting "

Theodore" do you have a family member" cold

At that time I understand this is not Alan because Alan never talk like that to anyone he is not Alan

Theodore's security "miss"

Daria " I have no one"

After that they left me in the hospital because they have work and that time I decided that I will definitely get married to Theodore because I want to be with Alan even if that is his face I can live with because I want to see him every day