Estella Margarita an ordinary woman who is engaged to a man of her parents choice, Rael Killian. and it seems that she loves him. apparently that man loves another woman. on his way to meet the woman he loves, he met her. she asked " what are you doing in front of my friend's house? are you going to pick me up? hehe" he frowned and say " didn't I tell you? I don't love you. the person I love is her, Blair aspen." she's shocked to hear that. she didn't say anything, she gave him a smile, a cold smile and left. his heart aches ' what's wrong with me ' he mused. Estella didn't even get a taxi. she said " ah.. it's raining, its good... right?" she cried. but she didn't give up. she approach him every day with expectations that he would love her. but he drove her away again. that night she kept drinking until she get drunk. she really gave up this time. she hates him. she ran away from home and planned to live by herself with a really high expectations that he will search for her .

"ah manager" said one of the workers. "yes?" she answered. the worker asked "are you okay manager? you look pale. perhaps you should get some rest." she answered " I'm okay thank you for asking". she mused ' it's been 5 years, I wonder how is he doing. haha i must have read a lot of romance book and think that he would come after me'. she coughed ' it seems the disease is getting worse. ha.. cancer huh. maybe I'll die soon haha. there's no time to think about love fantasies'. and then she collapsed. her parents comes to the hospital, they cried. she keeps all things by herself and hide it with just one smile. they didn't even know she have the disease. it's 7 AM. "one month left" she mumbled. she lives her last one month in the hospital. she looks at the window and sleep. not long after that her fiance, Rael Killian comes. she wakes up hearing the sound of the door "ra-el?", with a warm voice "I'm tired.." she said. she smiled, with a bitter smile. she fell asleep. Rael looked at her, until she let out her last breath. he cried. he holds her hand. deep from his heart he said " I'm.. really a coward,right? I'm sorry, Estella. rest in peace".

- not all story have happy ending -