IM AVERAGE.

My grades, my clothes, my looks, my skills, my LIFE is all average.

I never thought of my self as unique, or pretended I was a main character to some drama~ or action movie. I knew I wasn't special.

The 13 almost 14 years of my life were not interesting enough for me I guess, for me to care anyways. When I was little my family did a lot of traveling. Me, my brother & sister, my parents moved to a city in China called Shanghai when I was 2. When I tell most people about this they are usually amazed and in awe however I didnt think it was cool at all, thats why I don't like telling people about it. To be honest...it was lonely.

I didn't make much friends, not because I couldn't understand, I spoke Chinese fluently, but it was hard for me. I wanted nothing more but to go back to America, or more specifically California where I previously lived. My mom sent me and my sister back finally when I was 8. After that everything went downhill and I lost interest in a lot of things in my life.

My brother's name is "Pearson" but we call him Pierce. He is 4 years older than me.

My sister's name is "Elaine" we call her Lain-e. She is 2 years younger than I am.

And of course me, my name is "Kalee".

When we were dropped off at my aunt's house to live there for the year we were only supposed to stay for my third grade year, then 3rd grade became 4th grade, and 4th grade became 5th...

Me and my little sister hadn't seen our parents for 3 years. My brother and mom then came to see us, but then Mom left again after telling us that... our parents are divorced. Apparently that was already known by everybody in the past 3 years. My Dad remarried and already had a 2 year old little baby boy named Miles.

I wasn't surprised or sad... I didn't shed a tear and still haven't to this day. I ended up loving my new little brother. Everything was as normal as could be for me. I would be lying if I said I didn't hate either of my parents because I did have a grudge against my mom. Not for the divorce, but for always leaving us alone and for all of her empty promises.

The only time I was ever confessed to was one time in the third grade. That's when I had to learn you can't spare others feelings, you have to give a straight forward answer for them to understand. My personality isn't very interesting just as everything else there is to know about me. I am usually shy when first speaking to someone, but when I get used to you I can be loud obnoxious and kinda annoying. I keep my true feelings to myself and... I have a lot of secrets. Only thing is it could take months or years for me to trust or be comfortable around you, without knoweledgement I guess I built a tall wall around me that were extremely hard to break. Ive been drawing since I was very little, I play in an orchestra at school, and I run cross-country and trackandfield at school. Elementary and Middle school was boring, to me at least. When my 14th birthday started coming up I've already decided to try something different. I signed up for a special course at a completely different school then the one my friends were going to, so I could meet new people, have a fresh start, and maybe...something interesting will finally happen.

My brother did cross country and track-and-field all through highschool and has gotten many awards including a scholarship which is understandable considering he is the fastest on the team. I ran in middle school and gotten a coaches award for track so my brother and the rest of my family expects me to do the same in highschool.

For 5 weeks now I've been getting up at 4 in the morning to 6:50am for cross country. Who's bright idea was it to do this again? anyways the first day I puked on the track so after doing sprints so that was a great way to meet everyone. The coach said it was good because it meant I was working hard, I don't know if that is true but it kinda sound like a bunch of b.s. to me. My aunt insisted that I do summer school to get Drivers ed and health out of the way before highschool so right after practice I go to school until 12:30. One more week until I get a break from school and practice which meant I can sleep in. I dont know how I ended up here, last summer and all the summers before i'd be staying up until 1am doing whatever then waking up around the same time I am getting back from school right now. For me summer never started.

My birthday is coming up and usually I'd just go to the movies or something and have cake but this year we'll be in San Diego going camping for the week of my birthday so I'm spending my birthday with no WiFi. Yay me.

Actually my brother will be going to orientation in San Francisco for college so it will only be me and my sister suffering.

My aunt has been unnecessarily worried about me. I haven't been eating as often which is partially true but ive never really ever had a huge appetite. After I puked at practice I stopped eating anything before I ran which meant I didnt eat breakfast. After school I'm stuck on my phone reading and watching anime so I dont eat lunch. So I dont eat anything until Dinner is what my aunt is thinking. She's wrong though ive been going to this gas station after practice for sandwhiches and tea practically everyday. Seriously the guy behind the counter even recognizes me which thanks for reminding me ive got to find a new place to go to because that's kind of sad.

Besides that I decided to give up on soda. when I walked into health with a soda my teacher gave me crap for it. I only had it to keep me awake in class because I was so sleepy after practice. So now I just buy sweet tea or juice.

Summer is kind of close to being over and I'm not excited for orientation, I really am starting to regret choosing a school where I know nobody at all.

sorry for not continuously writing ive been busy. so bare with me. and thank you two hana for liking my intro, I appreciate it. If I need to make any improvements to make it more interesting pls tell me.