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Love an Illusion

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Alex Volkov

Alex Volkov, 31, is a force of nature in human form. He stands 6'3" tall, his broad shoulders and chiseled physique speaking to hours logged in the gym and a life that demands physical dominance. His skin has a warm brown undertone, kissed by the sun but often shadowed by the dimly lit spaces he inhabits. Dark black hair is cropped short, emphasizing the sharp angles of his jaw, cheekbones, and nose - a face carved for power, not smiles. His eyes are deep, dark brown, like cold coffee in a cup you can't look away from; they slice through air, assessing, calculating, and dismissing in a split second. A faint scar hooks above his left eyebrow, a souvenir from a fight he won, adding a touch of menace to his already imposing presence. His full lips are usually set in a firm line, giving nothing away unless he's interested - and "interested" for Alex means obsessed or furious. He moves with lethal grace, every step deliberate, like the world is a chessboard and he's always three moves ahead. Clothes hang off him like tailored armor - crisp suits, black leather jackets, or gym sweat that still looks like a threat. His voice is low gravel, rumbling with authority whether he's giving an order or speaking low to himself. Scents of leather, smoke, and fresh sweat cling to him, an olfactory warning of what he is: a man who takes.

Voss

Voss, 23, is a whisper of a person, as if the wind might blow him away. At 5'8", he’s slight, with a softness that invites people to touch him gently, to protect rather than confront. His skin is fair, almost translucent in the right light, mapping the faint blue veins on his wrists and the shadows under his eyes like a watercolor painting of fragility. Blonde hair drifts in messy, light waves around his face, soft strands that beg to be tucked behind an ear. His eyes are an unearthly blue blue. They’re ringed with dark lashes that make his gaze look both bruised and too big for his face, full of things he hasn't said aloud. His nose is straight, lips a pale pink that tremble easily when he's startled. A constellation of tiny freckles dots his cheeks and nose, like someone sprinkled them there carelessly. He’s fragile-looking, but not weak - more like a finely made thing that’s survived things it shouldn’t have. His hands are narrow, nails bitten short, and they tremble sometimes when he’s overwhelmed. He wears hotel-issue uniforms that hang a bit loose, like they’re draped over a puppet whose strings are frayed. His posture is collapsed inward, as if trying to take up less space might make him invisible. His voice is soft, a little husky, like he doesn’t use it much. The scent of laundry detergent and stale air clings to him, the smell of places he tries to blend into. Overall, Voss looks like something beautiful left out in the rain - rumpled, but not broken yet.

Hotel-(episode 1)

It was a usual Saturday when Voss left his part-time job at the grocery store and walked steadily toward the hotel.

*Flashaback*

Voss was a miserable soul. His parents never loved him; they only saw him as a means to an end. He had dropped out of high school after enduring years of neglect, being deprived of food and locked in his room for hours. Through all the suffering, the only spark that kept him going was his longing for love the love he had craved for years.

His biological parents never wanted him. After he finished high school, they even tried to sell him multiple times, but Voss refused to let that happen. Both his parents abused him relentlessly. There wasn’t a single night when his body wasn’t covered in bruises. They were addicted to drugs. His mother had once worked at a grocery store, but after stealing a valuable item, she was fired. To Voss, both parents were equally cruel.

One day, when they were about to sell him to an old woman for a few million, Voss managed to escape. Homeless and broken, he wandered the streets, silent and distant, carrying loneliness in his eyes. That winter night, he lay down on a footpath in the cold wind. Suddenly, an old hand touched him. Startled, Voss woke up in fear, expecting someone to hit him. But it was just an elderly woman. As he tried to leave, she gently held his hand.

“You must be cold, right?” she said softly. “Come, let’s have some tea.”

She pointed toward a small house. Her name was Esabella, an old lady living alone since her husband died in a military war. She had a niece who visited occasionally, but most of the time, she was by herself. Moments later, Voss sat at her table, holding a cup of hot tea. Esabella watched him closely the boy looked so lonely, as if all the sorrows of the world had settled in his eyes.

In a gentle voice, she asked, “Want to talk?” Voss looked up blankly, surprised by her kindness. No one had ever spoken to him like this. Then she said again, “It must have been very hard for you.” At that moment, something inside Voss broke. Tears streamed down his face, and he cried silently for a long time. Esabella didn’t ask any more questions. She simply watched him, feeling as if she were looking at a fragile glass doll that could shatter with a touch.

That night, Voss slept in her house. The next morning, Esabella served him breakfast and told him about a few jobs that offered accommodation. The grocery store owner was her friend, and he arranged a small room attached to the store for Voss in exchange for his work. To cover other expenses, Voss also took a job at a hotel. Life began to feel a little more peaceful. A month passed, and Voss occasionally visited Esabella, who remained kind to him.

Present

After reaching the hotel that day, he changed into his waiter’s uniform and started his work.

Of course. Here is the paraphrased text, corrected for grammar and written in clear, engaging language.

Voss's Perspective:

Voss’s duty that day was to attend to the hotel guests. While delivering an order, he stumbled upon Asher shooting a man. A stray bullet struck Mr. Patel, the elderly hotel manager who was just weeks from retirement. Witnessing this was the final straw for Voss; his patience shattered.

"What in the world!" he yelled, storming toward Asher. "You've broken every rule! You shot an innocent man in a hotel." Voss had never liked Mr. Patel's strict manner, but the man's impending retirement demanded a certain respect. Besides, his friend Josh always said no one should be subjected to such violence. Now, trembling with a mix of rage and fear, Voss found himself standing up to the killer.

Asher's cold gaze locked onto him, the gun still smoking in his hand. The other hotel staff froze, but Voss didn't back down, his fury burning hotter than his fear. "You can't just gun people down here. Get out, now!"

Asher raised an eyebrow, his expression unreadable either amused or annoyed. The air grew thick with danger as Mr. Patel's blood spread darkly across the marble floor. Voss had just picked a fight with a man who owned the night.

Asher's Perspective:

Asher was at the hotel for business meetings, as he often was. He was a man shaped by a difficult past. Having grown up without a mother who was killed by his father's rival, Asher was hardened by his father, who taught him that strength was everything. Love was a foreign concept, though his kind-hearted grandmother wished she could shield him from this violent life.

Their confrontation was interrupted when another hotel employee, who knew Voss, rushed in and tried to pull him away. Voss shook him off, his focus entirely on Asher. He grabbed Asher by the collar.

"How dare you do this to innocent people! They have a right to live their lives! If you have so much rage, take it out on someone strong and powerful like you! Why them?!"

A single tear of frustration and grief spilled down Voss's cheek.

Asher's eyes darkened. He hadn't wanted to kill anyone else, but this man was getting on his nerves. How dare he challenge his authority and lay hands on him? As Voss held his collar, Asher's blood began to boil.

**SLAP!!**

Driven by his rising anger, Asher slapped Voss with tremendous force. The blow sent Voss stumbling back, his head hitting a nearby wall before he collapsed to the ground.

His voice was hoarse as he commanded, "Izrael, clean this mess up and get this guy into the room. Now."

Without another word, Asher turned and strode into the private room, leaving the tense silence of the corridor behind.

WHY ME (Episode-2)

Asher stormed into his room, consumed by a fury that was unfamiliar to him. He was a man who never faced criticism, those who dared to speak against him were typically eliminated without a second thought. Yet today, his mind was in turmoil; he found himself unable to kill the person standing just outside.

“Why?” he thought, anger turning inward. “He should be ruthless. Why can’t he bring himself to do it?”

Meanwhile, Izrael watched the young man, Voss, who was crying silently from the pain. He felt a pang of sympathy for him. Voss had clearly provoked the wrong man, a man for whom killing was a simple solution. The waitresses nearby whispered among themselves, “How miserable. He never even spoke to us, and now he’s angered the owner of the hotel, the mafia boss. He’s dead meat.” Izrael shot them a sharp glare, and they hurriedly scattered.

“Little boy, you will have to face the consequences,” Izrael said. Hearing this, Voss, who was already blaming himself for acting in the heat of the moment, felt his heart sink further. Silent tears fell as it seemed all his old wounds were torn open again. Izrael then took his arm and pushed him toward the door to Asher’s room.

Asher was sitting on the bed when the door opened. His glare fell upon Voss, who entered the room as if his feet were made of lead. Voss did not resist; he simply went in. Gathering all his courage, Voss spoke in a broken voice, "I’m s… sorry, ma…ster. I will b..be more careful." Tears streamed from his eyes.

Asher looked up, his eyes full of rage. "There is no 'sorry' in my dictionary," he stated. A chill ran down Voss’s spine. The young man fell silent, looking blankly at Asher. Internally, Voss was despairing. “Why again?” He had escaped from his parents, so why did he have to face this kind of treatment all over again?

Asher stood up and grabbed Voss by the face. "Why don't you beg for my forgiveness again?" he demanded. Voss looked back at him with empty eyes. When Asher’s gaze met Voss's, it was Asher who felt a sudden chill. A jolt went through him, and he suddenly shoved Voss away. With the light push, Voss stumbled, hitting his head on the corner of a side table. Blood flowed from the wound, and he passed out.

Asher, who had been astonished by what he saw in Voss's eyes, quickly gathered himself and turned back. He pulled Voss up, who had been slumped on the ground with his head against the table. "Hey, you, wake up!" he said. All of a sudden, Asher felt as if someone were squeezing his heart. But again, he wondered, “Why?”

"Izrael, take him to the hospital. Leave him there; we will deal with it after returning from Italy," Asher commanded, as he had a business trip to Italy that same day. Izrael felt confused. Asher always killed those who went against him, so why was he sparing this one? Puzzled, Izrael left Voss at the hospital, and a few hours later, Asher flew to Italy.

After being admitted, Voss regained consciousness five long hours later. It was already past five in the morning. He saw that he was not in the hotel but in what seemed to be a hospital. Suddenly, a nurse entered the room. "Sir, how are you feeling?" she asked. Voss looked at her in confusion before asking, "Where am I?"

"Sir, you are in XXX Hospital," she replied.

Voss thought to himself, “What? XXX Hospital? Isn't that the most expensive hospital? And this room looks like a VIP ward.” He hurriedly tried to stand up, and the nurse quickly held him. "Sir, what are you doing? Please lie down; you are not well."

"I'm sorry, I cannot pay the hospital dues. Please let me go," Voss pleaded.

"Sir, all your dues have been cleared already," the nurse informed him.

Voss felt relieved, but was then suddenly shocked as he remembered everything that had happened. He wondered, “Why would he send me to a hospital? I’m just someone insignificant.”

In the morning, the doctor discharged him, saying, "You are too weak; please take care of yourself. Also, your body shows some unusual symptoms. Please get a full body checkup soon." Voss heard this but ignored it. He returned to the grocery store where he worked and told the owner he had a minor accident. The kind store owner gave him a few days off to rest properly.

After that day, Voss thought everything over and decided to quit his job at the hotel and find work elsewhere. Since he had angered the hotel owner, he thought it was best to stay away. However, before Voss could go to the hotel to quit, he was told he was fired. The hotel manager, upon learning of the incident, had fired Voss to gain favor with the hotel owner, Asher, who likely did not even know the manager existed.

It had been fifteen days since Voss had been to the hotel. He found a new job as a waiter in a small gay bar, as the pay was higher than other available work. His hotel pay had been almost the same, but with this new job, he could easily cover his monthly expenses without needing other jobs.

Today, he was going to meet Esabella. Voss was always happy to see her occasionally, as she was the only one who loved Voss. Voss had not told her everything, but he had shared enough of his struggles for Esabella to grow to love him more. When she learned how Voss had been enduring so much for years, she had no words, only tears in her eyes. She hugged Voss and promised to always be there for him, which deeply touched his heart. Over time, his love for Esabella grew. She was like a mother to him. His biological mother had never treated him well, but Esabella treated Voss as if he were her own son.

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