The cool autumn air didn't do much to cool the humiliation that was burning in Leilani's chest. She had just had a great, if short, fifteen-minute conversation with Ben, the guy she liked, outside the campus library. He had told her how nice her new red shoes were, and for a moment, the world seemed bright and full of possibilities. That feeling went away as soon as she turned onto her tree-lined street and saw Aryan leaning against the old oak tree across from her house with his hands deep in his pockets.
She let out a sigh that was full of tiredness. Three weeks had passed since she broke up with him after walking into his apartment and seeing him with Maya, her old friend. The picture was burned into her mind, like a never-ending, sickening loop.
"Please, Lei. Aryan pushed off the tree and walked over to her, pleading, "Just five minutes." A slouch of desperation took the place of his usual confident swagger.
"Aryan, we have nothing to discuss. It's finished. Don't you think the "why" is fairly obvious? With her keys in hand, a makeshift weapon, and a way out, Leilani continued to move.
"It was an error! A dumb, one-time thing. Maya had no significance. Now that he was following her, a neighbor watering their petunias heard him raise his voice.
Her wild curls whipped her face as she spun around, saying, "That makes it worse!" "You wasted two years on "nothing"? You made fun of me for "nothing." Usually so tender, her warm brown eyes flashed with a fire he hardly ever saw. "I'm out of patience. We're finished.
He was crying, and she could see it, but it only made her angrier. They sensed a performance, a manipulation. She looked at the mailbox with its metal door open a crack. She yanked it open in a fit of rage, took out the day's mail, and sighed, holding the little pile of envelopes like a gavel.
"Let's part ways amicably and never see each other again, Aryan. Here, right now!
She turned on the heel of her red shoe and marched up her driveway before he could respond. She unlocked the door and slipped inside without turning around. Her heart pounded against her ribs as she leaned against the closed door. She repressed the physical pressure behind her eyes that made her want to cry. She had shed enough tears for him. A peculiar feeling of closure descended upon her. The chapter was over.
She sifted through the mail and slid to the floor. A catalog, a postcard, and bills. Then a plain brown box without a label. No shipping label, no postage meter, and no return address. It seemed as though it had been dropped right into her mailbox. She felt a twinge of unease, but curiosity soon overcame it. She opened the flaps and cut the tape with her keys.
A pair of shoes was tucked away inside in a bed of white tissue paper. Not just any shoes, but the precise pair of sleek-heeled, blood-red pumps she had been lusting after on the internet for the past two weeks. Her breath caught. They were beautiful. She peered back into the box, looking for anything—a receipt, a note, anything. Nothing was present.
Ben was the object of her first hopeful thought, but she had never spoken of them to him, so it was impossible. Then, still roiling from the encounter, her thoughts turned to Aryan. He had to be the one. A great gesture of apology. a sacrifice for peace. There was nothing else that made sense. Who else would be aware of her secret wish list, style, or size? It was too unsettling to consider the possibility that they were from a stranger. She took one shoe out of the box and shook the idea away. It was flawless. It fit like it had been made especially for her as she slipped it onto her foot.
Over the next few days, Leilani threw herself into the character the red shoes forged. They were armor, not just shoes. With every click of their heels on the sidewalk, she asserted her independence, drowning out the sound of Aryan's cries. She wore them everywhere, their vivid crimson standing out against her muted collection of sweaters and jeans.
She wore them to the quaint, book-filled café downtown where she worked part-time. Mrs. Gable, her manager, smiled despite raising an eyebrow. "Well, dear, don't you look fierce today?" Leilani's confidence was unwavering as she walked around the tiny tables, standing a little taller thanks to the shoes.
She endured their lighthearted taunting by wearing them when she went out for coffee with her friends. "All right, Lei, spill it. Who are you attempting to win over? "Those aren't 'just hanging out' shoes," her friend Chloe had remarked, raising her eyebrows. Leilani simply grinned covertly as she considered Ben. She refrained from disclosing their enigmatic origin because it seemed flimsy and odd to attribute them to Aryan, and doing so would have prompted a discussion she didn't want to have.
On her subsequent, meticulously planned "chance" meeting with Ben at the library, she wore them. This time, a slow, grateful smile spread across his face as his gaze immediately shifted to her feet and back to her face. Once more, the fabled red shoes. I'm beginning to believe they possess magical abilities. This time, their conversation lasted longer, and he requested her phone number. The red shoes felt like a lucky charm as she entered it into his phone, the impetus behind this fresh start.
The initial discomfort regarding the origin of shoes vanished entirely as they became an integral part of her everyday identity. The mystery sender was virtually forgotten as the cardboard box was thrown in the recycling. Now they were only her shoes. Her red shoes, strong and gorgeous.
A distinct sensation, a vague, lingering sense of being watched, started to nudge at the edges of her awareness in the meantime. There was nothing tangible. As she made her way home from the café, she noticed a shadow moving in the background. the impression that someone had just been waiting for her at the bus stop before she got there. She once looked up from the street below and was certain that her bedroom curtain twitched as if it were falling back into place. She attributed it to residual stress from her encounter with Aryan and post-breakup paranoia. There were many sounds and shadows in the city, but that didn't mean they were all intended for her.
The sensation became unbearable one evening as she was making her way home in a light drizzle. The only sound in the world seemed to be the steady click-clack of her heels on the damp sidewalk. She paused and listened while feigning to check her phone. There was nothing for a while. Then another set of slower, heavier footsteps stopped a few yards behind her. She felt a chill of dread that was completely unrelated to the evening chill. The confident click of her shoes became a desperate tap-tap-tap as she accelerated her pace. With her heart in her throat, she dared not turn around.
Her hands shaking, she fumbled with her keys at her doorstep. Leaning against the solid wood and panting, she opened the door at last, slammed it shut, and engaged both deadbolts. The red shoes, now speckled with rain, caught her attention. The color appeared deeper and darker in the dim light of her hallway. Less like crimson and more like blood........
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