Yo!!bonts family...so why I'm here??, ofcourse to tell you guys my side of stories although I'm not really gud at it tho and believe me when I say that but it doesn't matter,you see, I'm already here with you guys...so, before getting all inside my life story let me give you a brief description about my place.

I'm a small town girl from seppa,east kameng district,Arunachal Pradesh;for many people who doesn't know this place existed...its ok I kinda like it that way..although we are part of India we are very different in cultures and figures as compared but we are an proud indian .

《Some visuals for you to make you guys realise how we look like

I was so downer and petrified that day just thinking about how on the earth would I get adjusted into that big wannabe rich people castle,here,I'm not being judgy it's just that I'm not really into people with money..I mean comeon its good to watch in screens but reality check guys, its hard..whenever I'm around them I feel suffocated as I'm being judge for not living up to their standards and result:I'm uncomfortable in my own body. so I prefer being around normal people,you know what I'm saying right!!

so all my journey from seppa to itanagar I was busy in my own thoughts of thriving.

so here we finally reached the city but it felt so gloomy cause this time I was alone rather than being with my family. we entered through the large gate coloured in gold, surroundings were very large as compared,surrounded with trees and flowers but I wish their would have been vegetables rather than flowers..and the pavements were nicely cemented with lamp post and yeah about the house it was not wow in architecture but it was huge!! and guess what I couldn't see any people just cars and cars...source for air pollution.

"Miss, where should I keep the trolley?" Driver bhaiya asked. And I'm like put it in my head...how the hell in the world would I know where..I mean it's my first time coming here how am I supposed to know where I'm gonna stay and above all nobody was their to receive me or at least someone to aid me increase my insight about the house map...the driver was gone and here I was with my trolley ...I didn't had any idea so I just entered and walk through the house ..it was quiet impressive decorations in interior..I'm not gonna go in detail about the interior structure it's boring and who read those details..i don't!!my personal experience ,not talking about you bonts people.

so in this between one of the house worker passing by noticed me and asked me if I was the one who was arriving today for the stay, I nodded to her,acting all smiley and happy. she showed me the way to my new room.."OK. then I will keep going, but listen don't roam around their are lots of meetings going around the four walls and sir hates being inturrepted during his works and I believe you won't want to see him throwing tantrums on your first visit." ,I nodded.

I entered my room and it was huge and smelled like...dead..but my heart skip a bit for a sec. cause I never had my own personal room at home and I always dreamt of having one. I started arranging everything, put my things in the cupboard and ya that's all. I didn't had much clothe so the cupboard was so empty. I took shower and change myself into pair of boxer and xl t-shirt. I lied down my bed and instantly my eyes closed.

There was sudden increase in temperature and it seemed the bed contract and due to uneasiness I opened my eyes but the room was too dark for visuals, so I tried to reach the lamp nearby the bed "AAHHH......AAHhhh..." their was a ghost sleeping beside me....before I knew anything I was outside my room, trembling in fear , bible in hand mumbling "praise the lord , praise the lord.."

I was surprised even after such loud screaming no family members came out except for the maids...-what happened madam- they asked, before I could tell them anything "what the heck was that sound ??" and that's the moment I instantly believed in destiny and every magical thing in the damn world ...that face...the perfect f*cking face..his marble brown iris.. vague by his messy hair covering his forehead almost touching his eyes...rubbing his right eye with his perfect asthethic manicured fingers...and before I could notice anything else he turn his back and headed into his room..what the!!I almost screamed with excitement, his room was just next to me...but wait waaaaatttt he didn't even noticed me like seriously!!!

Everyone departed after his incoming and I was on bed wide awake...just thinking about him.

you must be wondering love at first sight...no bonts...I have been crushing on him since I was 13...and I'm now 18,its basically the same feeling of meeting BTS members personally. I have literally never met him...I just would drool over him through the screens and my brain...but now he is here,neighbouring room..how can I sleep, tomorrow how will I walk through him, look at me..fats sagging all around my body ,my ugly face and, and....there's lot..I gonna f**cking die of humiliation.

So that's all for today ..I suffered that night to sleep but now I'm feeling really sleepy so..i will continue the story sometime later if u guys support me or otherwise I don't know...

Laters people ,