I'm Estella Caels I have really pale but soft skin red eyes and white like a old lady's hair they called me the "cursed child" my father always ignored me and my step brother always doesn't care of me my step mother hated me!! But I have my fiance but why?!! he arranged stranger to climbed on my bed resulting of having a child and they execute me when I was 20!! but God blessed me to be reborn when I was 12!!! I will change my path and as soon as I reach the age of 15 I will not interfere their life be free!!But I need to prepare huge amount to be able to live completely!! The affection that A crave is now gone!!

*suddenly wakes up*

Estella: Haaaaaaa... its been a while since I was reborn but still I'm thankful thanks god

chika: Miss?!! are you okay did you have nightmare again?!! should I call physician?!!

Chika is always loyal and caring for me but I didn't help her when she was slandered and beaten to death...But right it will never happen again!!! I will protect you Chika

*tear suddenly fell*

chika: Miss are you okay??miss?!!

*suddenly barge*

headmaid: my lady time for breakfast the Duke and duchess as well your Young master krien

chika: but.... Hea..headmiss you..you shouldn't barge in like that...

headmaid: this is none of your businesses

Estella: Then what about me. am I not worthy enough to lecture you?

headmaid mind: what happen to her?? she is always timid what happening now?!

Estella: come here headmaid

SLAP!!!

Estella: you shouldn't barge in... don't come again next time here just a point some irrelevant maids

*headmaid is trembling*

headmaid: Bu.....bbuutt the break...fast mmy lady???

Estella: Just tell them that I don't have appetite

headmaid: yes My lady....

walking fast*

Duke: where is Stella?

headmaid: she will skipped this time my Lord

Duke: tell Estella later that she has to go to my office I have something to discuss with her.

"Stella informed that his father is summoning her"

my father always neglected me in my past so why is it now? we'll never mind

Estella:greetings My Lord why you summon me?

*stare*

why he is staring me?! did I do wrong?!! come on!! you're giving me anxiety!!(ノ｀Д´)ノ彡┻━┻

Duke:Why didn't you eat?

tskk just because of that you summon me you're office is freaking far!!

Estella: I just lost my appetite My Lord.

Duke: should I call physician

Estella: No my Lord if you excuse me that will be enough

Duke:ok leave

Duke mind: why she calling me my Lord? did I do something wrong?

*walking in the hallway*

Haa after mother past away you ignored me as well some of maid only chika stand by my side whenever I'm sick or healthy all the way!!! so don't make me laugh my so called father!!

...To be continued...............

ENTER TO HER ROOM*

estella:Now let's make a plan for my future

* I just wanna scaped in this mansion with chika but after we escaped what should we do then? I should make business hmmmmmmm..... ah! chika is good at cooking maybe we can build restaurant ♪～(´ε｀ ) kekekeke that's right! I wanna make chika my business partner I hope when we could able to do that I hope when will be no longer treating herself as my maid but my sister my only family

*tears falling

knock.. knockkk.....

chika: My lady did the Duke called you?! woah so good I hope it will be the beginning for you to live favourable and comfortable hehehehe(＾∇＾)ﾉ♪

*My past self would be happy even if its only stare by Duke

I would be flying as a soft comfy cloud heh! my past self is foolish now that I am reborn again I will no longer be like that I will grasp my freedom no matter what. I should collect my Jewells to sell it.

walking to the cabinet...

where is it... where is it ....

rummage../! rummage!!/....

ahhh this is it yehehyh( ꈍᴗꈍ)

*/suddenly see a necklacel*/

wait thiss thiiss ...... is from . my . mom.... necklace!!

luz de luna guía

means guiding moonlight my mom gave it to me when I was 4 I could barely see my mom because my father the Duke always restricted me to enter because I am the so called "cursed child"

and I was the reason why many chaos has been disturbing his mansion ... ugh!!! really?! what a childish Duke!!

but one I sneaked so I could see my mom

stella: mom Im here to see you!! and I came with an apple I took it from the kitchen hehehehe~

this girl~ you took it for me!?~ AWHH thank you /*kiss/*smoochhh~\ hehehe.....stella here keep this. This is mother's keepsake and mostly treasured carry this all day and cherish it okay?

stella: why Mom? this is yours I will not take mommy's things

but someday Mommy is gonna sleep forever

Estella: why? mommy don't be lazy it's bad

someday darling you will understand.... And this necklace will be the only key to know what is it and also by wearing this mommy is like always with you isn't fun? here wear and do not misplaced it Kay?^_^

yes mom~ hehehehe

* A month has passed and my mother died and my step mom suddenly came and started to abuse me. my hate started to grow and blame my deceased mom because why she leave me alone with no allies in life and I once took of the necklace then I started to forget it unconsciously......sighh~ I was foolish and naive back then.

/*something fall/*

what is this? huh!!!!/*shocked*/ moomss~ portrait and only the remaining one ...(tremble/*

I could barely remember mom figure but not sure in her appearance we have same white hair ....... in nobles circle my mom has nickname as a goddess fairy and has also many suitors ..... ha!! while me?! a cursed child what a joke but at least I have same hair as mom ( ◜‿◝ )♡ I will always remember mom and her gentleness in this white hair of mine

mom I miss you and I love you /*kiss the portrait/* /*wear the necklace/** mom I will keep this necklace ..Mom I will leave this hell like mansion someday mom don't worry I'm gonna leave with chika my maid and hopefully she will accept me as a family

to *****be***** continued................

The next morning ....

**Chika rushes to astra's room nervously panicking

Chika: My lady !! there's a problem**!!

Estella was shocked by sudden shout

Estella: What in the?! Chika?! where's your manners?! I thought I will be having heart attacked by all sudden.

Chika: I'm sorry ma'am but the Young master and the Duchess will be arriving in the mansion because last time the Duchess went to the academy!!

ahh.. that's why..... my step mom love her child so much to the point that every break of his child she would immediately go to the academy and wait for his son to go out.

...how I****ronic....

I would like to take back my words earlier she doesn't love her child that much. hehehe /*laugh evilly/*

She loves the future money that my half brother awaits of.

...How greedy....

I actually didn't blamed my half brother for my death. I didn't even bath an eye on him in the first place. I was just a walking doll in the palace.

...**I exist but they won't bother....

...A living corpse**....

...indeed....

As soon as my brother graduated my step mom slowly made him a puppet easy to deceive easy to manipulate.My step mom never knew why he was easy to deceive until.

...My brother committed suicide...

... At the age of 18...

There was a note written in his feet saying "mom I've done everything for you just to love me but the love that I long for I guess will never be happen. Im done now mom I'm sorry and I love you"

My step mom went insane I don't know if she feel guilt or she went insane because after that father neglected him but because of that the abuses that my step mom done to me was more cruel.After chika slandered and beaten to death I lose all sort of help Butler, headmade and others are just often to watch me being dragged in the hallway and still wearing night gown by my step mom I was just a naive and coward 15 years old back then

...Being pitied...

...but no one is willing to help...

...That will be the last abuse....

But perhaps I could save my half brother and prevent him to be easy manipulated doll perhaps he could help me when I escaped with chika and at least to make my life longer If I could do that I will be free then!.

Estella: Yessss!!! that's it!! hohoho aren't I smart!!ᕙ( • ‿ • )ᕗ

chika: My lady are you okay? Is something wrong? Perhaps you went insane because of this news?!!!

Estella: ಠ_ಠ seriously?! insane? really chika?

chika: but lady Estella. what are we gonna do now?? (changing the topic)

Estella:/*smirk/* of course I will attend. Prepare my dress and let's go down and meet them.

...how could I miss this occasion I've long waited this after being reborn I'm excited....

This is family gathering after all how could I miss this.

DUKE STEP MOM AND DEAREST BROTHER...... wait for me

^^^to be continued...................^^^