The late afternoon sun cast long shadows across the classroom floor. Hiroki was meticulously packing his worn-out copy of The Great Gatsby when he felt a tap on his shoulder.
He turned to see Ryo, his childhood friend and perpetually energetic classmate, staring at him with a grin that was somehow both conspiratorial and deeply searching.
"You're the last one again, Hiroki," Ryo teased, leaning against the desk. "Trying to absorb the knowledge directly from the air, or just admiring the chalkboard?"
Hiroki sighed, pushing his glasses up his nose. "I was just checking my notes, Ryo. I have a History quiz tomorrow."
Ryo’s grin didn't falter. "Right, history. So, tell me, what year did you start staring at Takae?"
The question hit Hiroki like a textbook dropped from the ceiling, but his reaction was complicated. His cheeks immediately flushed a deep crimson, not because of Takae, but because Ryo was looking at him with such intense scrutiny.
"W-what are you talking about, Ryo?" Hiroki stammered, his voice cracking. He tried to slam his bag shut, but fumbled the zipper. He's watching me too closely. He can't find out who I really look at.
Ryo chuckled, a deep, knowing sound. "Oh, come on, don't pretend. Every time Takae-chan laughs at one of Mr. Tanaka’s terrible jokes, you look up. You always seem to 'check your notes' whenever she's near."
Ryo leaned in closer, his proximity making the air feel electric for Hiroki. "Do you like Takae?"
The silence that followed was thick, heavy, and extremely awkward. Hiroki knew he had to confirm Ryo’s assumption—it was the safest lie. Takae, the beautiful and effortlessly kind girl, was the perfect cover.
"She... she's nice," Hiroki mumbled, forcing himself to look away. "Yeah, I guess... a little."
Ryo straightened up slowly, his smile fading slightly, replaced by a subtle tension in his eyes. "Just 'a little'? That’s not like you, Hiroki. When you like something, you usually obsess over it—like your vintage fountain pens, or that Roman history text."
"It's different!" Hiroki insisted, perhaps too loudly. "She's just a classmate. It's a normal crush." He grabbed his bag, desperate to end the interrogation.
"Look, she's walking past the door right now," Ryo said, his voice flat.
Hiroki glanced up, seeing Takae passing by, chatting happily with her friends. He managed a quick, fleeting look before snapping his eyes down. Safe. Look at Takae.
Ryo burst out laughing, but it sounded strained this time. "Smooth, Hiroki. Real smooth. You can't even look her in the eye." He slapped Hiroki on the back, but the contact lingered for a beat too long.
"I need to go," Hiroki muttered, walking quickly towards the door.
Ryo called out, "Fine! But if you like her, you have to talk to her! I’ll help you!"
Hiroki didn't turn back, but the original question echoed in his mind, sharp and insistent: Do you like Takae?
No. The truth was, every time Ryo looked away, Hiroki's eyes had been on Ryo himself, documenting every movement, every expression, every fleeting smile. That was the obsession Ryo should be worried about.
The next morning, the classroom buzz was centered around the upcoming Culture Festival. Hiroki, trying his best to look inconspicuous, was intensely reviewing History flashcards while keeping one eye on Ryo, who was busy coordinating the class activities near the front of the room. He didn't want Ryo noticing who he was really watching.
Ryo slid into the seat next to him, his energy practically vibrating. "Okay, Operation: No More Awkward Silence is a go."
"What are you talking about?" Hiroki asked, annoyed.
"The Prep Committee needs someone to grab supplies from the faculty office," Ryo whispered excitedly, leaning close enough that the scent of his citrus cologne filled Hiroki's space. "Look! Takae is volunteering. This is your chance!"
"My chance for what? To look even more socially awkward?" Hiroki grumbled, wishing Ryo would move back.
"To talk to her, genius! Just be next to her. That's the first step," Ryo insisted. Before Hiroki could protest, Ryo raised his hand and spoke loudly, drowning out the other noise in the room: "Mr. Tanaka! Hiroki and Takae would be happy to go get the boxes for you!"
Mr. Tanaka, distracted by a stack of paperwork, merely nodded. Takae, with a polite and gentle smile that could disarm anyone, turned towards Hiroki. "That's kind of you, Hiroki-kun. Shall we go now?"
Hiroki froze, feeling Ryo’s expectant, slightly manic gaze burning into his back. He knew he couldn't deny the request without giving away his elaborate cover story. "Yes. Boxes. Glitter. Paper. Let's go," Hiroki stammered, hating himself for how stiff he sounded.
The walk to the faculty office was the longest three minutes of Hiroki's life. He walked exactly half a step behind Takae, his mind a complete blank on any topic of conversation that wasn’t Roman architecture.
Takae, sensing the heavy silence, tried to break the ice. "The maid café sounds fun, doesn't it? Ryo-kun seems very enthusiastic about his role."
"Yes. Ryo. Enthusiastic. Always," Hiroki replied stiffly, mentally screaming at himself. Why can't I form a coherent sentence about Ryo when Ryo is all I ever think about?
"And you're doing well in History, right?" Takae continued sweetly. "I always see you studying."
She noticed me. The thought was fleeting, immediately followed by the guilt that he should feel happier about this attention. "I-I try my best. History is... factual."
They arrived at the storage closet. Takae smoothly pulled the door open. Inside were two massive cardboard boxes.
"Oh wow, they're bigger than I thought," Takae said, looking a little worried. "They look heavy."
"Don't worry, Takae-san," Hiroki said, seizing the opportunity for some non-verbal communication of capability. "I'll take the heavy one."
He grabbed the nearest box, positioned himself under it, and lifted. It was a dense, surprisingly weighty box. His arms immediately began to shake, and his glasses started to slip down his nose.
"Hiroki-kun, are you sure?" Takae asked, concerned, reaching out a hand as if to steady him.
"Fine. I'm fine. Just... adjusting," Hiroki grunted, staggering slightly.
Then, disaster struck. The bottom of the old cardboard box gave out with a tearing sound.
A tidal wave of multicolored construction paper, glue sticks, and thousands of tiny, sparkling bits of glitter rained down upon them both. The glitter, catching the hallway light, looked like a tiny, humiliating, and very sparkly explosion.
Takae shrieked in surprise. When the dust settled, Hiroki was completely covered, a thick layer of gold and pink shimmer clinging to his dark hair, his uniform, and even his eyelashes.
Takae was staring at him, her eyes wide, a tiny constellation of pink glitter dotting her cheek.
Hiroki stood amidst the wreckage, a human disco ball of failure.
"I'm... I'm so sorry, Takae-san!" he gasped, trying to brush the glitter off his face, only succeeding in spreading it further.
Takae didn't laugh immediately, but her lips were twitching. She reached up and gently flicked a piece of gold glitter from Hiroki’s ear.
"It's okay, Hiroki-kun," she said, finally letting out a soft, amused laugh. "I think you just turned into a beautiful, sparkling butterfly."
Hiroki felt his face burn brighter than all the glitter combined. He had managed to spend time with the girl he was supposed to like, only to embarrass himself completely. But at least Ryo would stop bothering him now.
The morning sun filtered through the high windows of the classroom, illuminating the dust motes dancing in the air—and the lingering remnants of yesterday’s disaster. Despite his best efforts and three different shampoos, Hiroki was still subtly sparkling. Small, defiant flecks of gold and pink glitter remained caught in his dark hair and wedged into the hinges of his glasses.
He kept his head down, pretending to be absorbed in his History textbook, but he could feel a gaze burning into the side of his face. It wasn't Takae's gaze. It was Ryo’s.
Ryo was leaning back in his chair, his usual energetic persona replaced by a brooding, silent observation. He hadn't said "Good morning." He hadn't joked about Hiroki’s messy hair. He just watched.
"You look like a sad, shiny trout, Hiroki," Ryo finally spoke, his voice dropping an octave lower than usual. There was no laughter in his tone, only a strange, sharp edge that made Hiroki’s heart skip a beat.
Hiroki frowned, adjusting his glasses. "Thanks. I'm well aware. And it was your fault for volunteering me for that errand in the first place. I told you I'm not good at... lifting things."
"I was trying to help you!" Ryo retorted, suddenly standing up and closing the distance between their desks. He loomed over Hiroki, blocking out the sunlight. The familiar scent of Ryo—a mix of citrus soap and something warm and masculine—invaded Hiroki’s senses, making it impossible to focus on the Punic Wars.
Ryo reached out. Before Hiroki could recoil, Ryo’s fingers were in his hair. The touch was firm but surprisingly careful as he plucked a piece of pink glitter from near Hiroki’s temple. Hiroki froze, his breath hitching in his throat. Ryo’s face was so close he could see the amber flecks in his eyes.
"You’re a mess," Ryo whispered, his thumb grazing the skin of Hiroki’s forehead for a second too long. "If you go around looking like this, Takae is going to think you're... I don't know, a fairy or something."
"Is that a bad thing?" Hiroki managed to squeak out, his face flushing a deep crimson.
Ryo’s expression darkened, a flicker of something that looked suspiciously like jealousy crossing his features. "It’s distracting. You’re supposed to be a serious student, not a walking craft project."
Just as the tension reached a breaking point, Aoi, one of Takae’s best friends, bounced over to their corner. She looked between the two boys, a knowing, mischievous glint in her eyes.
"Hiroki-kun!" Aoi chirped. "Takae-chan wanted me to ask you something. Since you two made such a... sparkling mess yesterday, she felt bad. She’s meeting a few of us in the library after school to reorganize the festival supplies, and she specifically asked if you could come. She said you were 'charming' while trying to catch the falling paper."
Hiroki felt a wave of genuine shock. Charming? Takae thought that was charming? This was exactly what he had pretended to want—a direct invitation from the girl he was supposed to be crushing on.
But as he opened his mouth to give a polite "yes" to maintain his cover, a heavy hand slammed onto his desk.
"He can’t go," Ryo interrupted, his voice booming and possessive.
Aoi blinked, her smile faltering. "Oh? Why not, Ryo-kun? Takae-chan said it would only take an hour."
"Because," Ryo said, his grip on Hiroki’s shoulder tightening slightly, "Hiroki and I have a... a non-negotiable study session. For History. He’s the only one who can help me pass the midterms, and we’re already behind. Right, Hiroki?"
Hiroki looked up at Ryo. Ryo wasn't looking at Aoi anymore; he was staring down at Hiroki with an intensity that demanded compliance. It wasn't the look of a friend helping a friend; it was the look of someone marking their territory.
"I... I guess we do have a lot to cover," Hiroki stammered, his mind reeling. Why is he lying? Ryo never studies this early for midterms.
Aoi shrugged, though she didn't look entirely convinced. "Suit yourself! I’ll tell Takae-chan you’re booked. But don't blame me if she finds another 'sparkling butterfly' to help her out." She winked and disappeared back into the crowd of students.
The silence that followed was heavy. Ryo didn't let go of Hiroki’s shoulder.
"You're coming to my place after school," Ryo commanded, his voice leaving no room for argument. "No Takae. No glitter. Just us."
Hiroki nodded slowly, his heart hammering against his ribs like a trapped bird. He was terrified that Ryo was starting to see through his lie, but even more terrified of how much he actually wanted to be alone with Ryo.
"Fine," Hiroki whispered. "Just us."
Ryo finally let go, a small, triumphant, yet troubled smirk playing on his lips. As he walked back to his own seat, Hiroki realized with a start that the gold glitter Ryo had plucked from his hair was still tucked firmly between Ryo’s fingers, as if it were a prize he wasn't ready to throw away.
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