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Name - VLADIMIR BOGDANOV (29) Height- 6'5 Nationality- RUSSIAN Occupation - heir to the bogdanov syndicate of Moscow, currently the ruling bratva is his father VLADISLAV BOGDANOV Lover- [dead, died in a car accident] The day vlad lost his lover, he lost a part of him too, he loved his beloved very dearly but destiny was cruel. Habits- imported alcohol bottles Would smoke anything, never repeats a suit again, either armanis or any other renowned brands, hates lilies because it reminds him of his late lover, drinks whenever he feels he misses him, have a huge photo of his late lover in his bedroom....his hands is stained in blood, he fights every night, either to die or kill [was a playboy before he fell in love with him Became a monster when he left him] Friends- kaiz morozov [heir to morozov syndicate] Dmitri Sokolov [heir to the sokolov syndicate] Mother- Irina Bogdanov Father - Vladislav Bogdanov "**I keep his ring on my finger so the world remembers- there was a time I belonged to someone, no the streets**"

Name - KAIZ MOROZOV (29) height- 6'4 Nationality - RUSSIAN Occupation - heir to the morozov syndicate, precisely trained in arms dealing and often joins in mission with vlad Lover- None Habits - addicted to weeds, one night stands, imported cigars, imported liquors, parties, etc

Name - Dmitri Sokolov (29) Height- 6'5 Nationality - HALF RUSSIAN Occupation - mafia heir but trained master mind, if his friends are all fists then he's the brain, he'll trick and trap, he'll talk less but can manipulate Lover - Doesn't believes in love Habits - Appears a saint but his friends know his darker sides Loyal to his syndicate, kaiz and vlad

from AUTHOR - If you're a minor don't read it, and if you don't find it according to your liking then please leave....but don't report it's my humble request

Snow fell thick and soundless over the heart of Moscow turning the city into hushed colourless dream

Vlad remained in his place motionless untouched by the winter's cruelty

Before him hung a portrait - aged at the ages, lovingly restored too many times to count, it captured a smile the world no longer possessed, Eyes that once followed him through every room, Every war, every sin he had commited in the name of survival

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*caressing the photo* you're still so lovely Malysh, so lovely that it hurts.

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*grazed his lips against the photo as if he's feeling his late lover under his lips, as if the warmth is radiating from the frame itself*

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*he inhaled the smoke from the cigerette and exhaled slowly* why are you so pretty even when you're gone? Malysh

His bare skin shivered in the coldness, but maybe he doesn't cares anymore.......maybe because he doesn't have that person who'd wrap the shawl around his body and pull him closer

Suddenly his phone started to ring

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*glances at the phone* the caller reads "Mom♥️"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"hello mom"

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

now now don't be so formal with your mama, can't you relax a bit baby? *she made a whinny tone*

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*his lips cracked into a small smile* isn't dad home?

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

Fine yeah, he isn't and I wanted to disturb someone, I remembered I had a son so yeah

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

Had dinner?

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

Asks the one who skipped

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

Y-yeah

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

You WHAT-

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*takes the phone away from his ear* chill mom-

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

You come back home AND I'LL RUB MY SLIPPER ON YOYR FACE YOU MORON-

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

""

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

*voice softened* vlad

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

Hmm?

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

Don't tell me you're thinking about him again

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

...

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

I knew it *sighs*

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

Vlad it's been three years, you're punishing yourself -

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

It should have been me, in his place mom, he didn't deserved it

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

*gasped* don't tell this, he'll be angry on you too if he heard it

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

vlad my baby I know how much you loved him, and you still do, ofcourse he was so sweet and soft, but baby, time heals

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

He's gone

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

Lies

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

Time never heals mom

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

It only teaches a person how to smile carrying a ghost in his chest

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

Stop chasing the one who already stopped breathing ages ago vlad

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"Careful. I'm not chasing him mom, I'm surviving him, I call it remembering who I was before blood became my routine"

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

Forget him *sobs* please move on vlad-

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"the day I forget him is the day I lose the last thing keeping me human"

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

"I can't you know, I can't endure seeing you like this vlad, I'm a mother it hurts" *sobbing silently*

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"he stopped breathing. I didn't, that's the curse"

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

VLAD

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

""

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"Sorry mom"

Irina Bogdanov (ML's mom)

"I beg you please-"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"I need to hang up, take care, love you mom"

TUT

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*looks up at the portrait* they tells to move on, but how can I? When you were the one who completed me

The portrait was smiling at vlad, eyes crinked at the corner, so peaceful, so real, so loving, so beautiful.....

The man in the portrait had a sharp jawline but softened features, holding lilies and a loose white shirt, smiling showing his teeths forever young forever loved forever smile frozen in time it was the same photo vlad captured himself, from the photo one could judge the man really did loved vlad

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*passed out on bed after consuming alcohol*

Ever fell in love? One sided or double sided?

Note:- all my characters and their photos are taken from pinterest.......I don't personally know them Thank you

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"can't you just literally calm down, wtf are you growling at me for"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"why can't you just pick up, I was literally calling you for past TWENTY MINUTES"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*clenching unclenching his jaw, anger at head*

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"because I was working vlad please, don't shout on me" *soft tone*

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"or are you feeling that I'm gonna cheat on you huh?"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"don't twist this, we need to talk, you're never having that much of time to even talk things out? I TOLD YOU RIGHT WE NEED TO TALK!!!"

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"wait w-why is it coming up again? Are you doubting me? Are you literally -"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"don't twist it, I just asked you to wait was it too much?? And why are you always dodging a Convo huh?"

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"if you're going to push me away then do it properly, tell me to leave and I'll go...WHY DO YOU ALWAYS LEAVE ME HANGING? J-just tell me to get lost then" *his voice broke at the end*

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"Malysh" *tone turning gentle"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"calm down baby, and you're going no where you heard me?"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"I'm just trying to keep you alive"

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"no!!! You're trying to keep me at a distance because maybe when I'll leave it will hurt less"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"don't say that" *sternly*

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"then stop choosing the streets over me"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"you knew who I was when you loved me"

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"and you knew I won't survive loving you halfway"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"just come back safely, we'll talk I promise"

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"you always promise when you're afraid"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"I'm because I love you"

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"I'm tired of waiting...guessing.....where I stand with you"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"you stand with me. Always. Don't say it like that"

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"you say that when you're calm but when you're angry, I don't even exist"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"that's not fair, you know the life I live"

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"I know and I choosed you anyway, I just wanted one night, one single night with you where you didn't sound like you're already gone"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"don't start it now.....I already had a long day" *irritated, but softer underneath*

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"where are you?"

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"going home, in car"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"are you driving?"

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"no, it's driver uncle"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"good, message me once you reach home, we'll talk later"

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"can't you just not hang up now?"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"I can't I need to go" *frowns*

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"love you vlad"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"hmm"

Only for the news within half an hour was his lover's car crashed and it burnt into ashes

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*woke up with a jolt, huffing, sweating all over, he looked terrified*

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*tears rolled down his eyes, the same dream*

He has been dreaming about that last phone call for years now

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

"if I'd stayed on the line.....maybe you'd still be breathing and i'd still be the man you loved.........not whatever I became after you"

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*clenched his chest which hurted physically*

The guards patrolled outside, the maids moved in a soundless manner, anything not to provoke their master

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

*stared at the portrait for one last time*

Vladimir Bogdanov (ML)

Miss you kayaan *eyes stinged*

LOST? or Not?

THE HEIRS

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recalling the past