She was laying on her bed and keep staring the ceiling.....she wanted to cry but tears can't flow out from her eyes.Her name is Ruth..... she was just 22 years but she's not lucky in this cruel world.That man broke her heart but she can't hate him because she loved him too much..!!! It's been 4 years but she's still hurting eventhough he left her she can't forget him,how pity?On this day she met him with his wife and son

She's thinking her past....how they met,how they fallen in love.She wanted to marry him but in the end all she's get from him was a broken heart

FOUR YEARS BACK:

Ruth was peeking on him while he's standing on the school corridor.He was Matthew,her class teacher.She have a crush on him when she's a junior student,but she didn't have a guts to approach him.Because of him she even forget her 3 year crush

All her friends and family know that she was a shy girl,they all think she's just a young,naive,innocent girl.Yes, this is true Ruth was charming and well behave,she never have a grudge with nobody and never provoke anyone,she's very obedient.

While Ruth peeking on him her friend Jennifer called her , "hey..ruth...ruthhhh!!!", but she didn't know her calling because she's staring her dream man secrectly.Jennifer shout on her again at last she hear it.."why did you keep peeking at him just ask his pho ne no and have a conversation,dont waste your time...dear!!!"Jennifer teas her again''humph...i don't have gut's for this he's my teacher and i'm his student,noway!!!stop talking nonsense"

Jennifer laughing"Hey sweety,i'm just joking the class will start soon let's return in our class,let's go" then she's walking towards the classroom

Ruth following her obediently

Ruth standing near the school gate she's waiting for jennifer,"why did she always comes late,i think she's a sleeping pig"she said in her mind.

"Hi Ruth!!! I miss you"jennifer exlaimed "ok..ok...let's go up first "she's dragging jennifer away because she saw Matthew

parking his car.Ruth didn't want to face him because,when he's around she don't know how to talk .Just like her tongue is tied she can't speak any normal words nor she doesn't know where to put her hands and legs, she'll screwed herself.Ruth's happy just seeing him without talking ,for her it was enough to see his face.

Their 2nd terminal examination arrive and all the student are nervous...they concentrated on their lession.

Jennifer was laughing,''Aaahh....Ruth,you're blushing"

Ruth didn't admit,she 's buried her face on her hand"no...it's not I'm not blushing,the weather is too hot"

Then suddenly the bell rang ''ohhh...it's our death bell ruth,let's find our seat.Wait for me when you done,we have to pass" "Fighting jennifer,goodluck to you goodluck to me".Then she's get inside the eaxamination room,she prayed in her heart "God please,don't make sir matthew to duty in our room,please...please..please"She don't want Matthew to see because when he's around she's very nervous and lost all her mind.

The examination held two weeks because there's many gap during the examination,"yeahhh...at last the examination was over were free as a bird"jennifer joying also ruth was very happy to free from examination struggle

At last they can enjoy the weekend freely ,"Ruth,let's eat lunch.This time,it's my treat"Ruth replied"Ok"

Jennifer knew she was upset"ruth, what's the matter"....Ruth stared another examination room for a while and she takes a deep breath "I...i didn't see sir Matthew today, I want to see him" she's drawing circle on the wall but she startled because of jennifer action.Jennifer taking her hand and dragging her towards the room where Sir Matthew was duty,Ruth struggle but jennifer was stronger than her

When they reach the room,the door was wide open.There was just Sir Matthew,all the students in this room are finish their exam.Sir Matthew was arranging the answer papers,when he heard a noise outside the room.

When jennifer saw there's no student in the room she's dragging Ruth inside"Good evening sir"Jennifer said and she knocked Ruth by her arm "Ruth,greet the teacher"

Ruth thought to herself"Jennifer,you're a dead meat....I'm gonna kill you....ohhgod please gave me strength".

When ruth produce just silence jennifer knocked her again "come on ruth why don't you greet teacher he's waiting you"

Ruth was panic she lowered her head,her cheeks were burning red like a fire "goo....goo...good evening miss,ahhhh....no...no...i mean sir"

At this time she just want to dig a hole and hid inside forever,Matthew slightly raised his lips.

"ok...what's the matter you two" matthew smiled at the two girl "sir,we think you're busy and we wanted to help you.Sir how can we help you just tell us"jennifer showing her biggest smile

Ruth can't say a complete words because of embarassment she's just muttering...Matthew knew she was shy"Alright,please take this files to my office"matthew said.Jennifer have a diffrent idea in her mind and smiled"Sir,I'm so sorry i almost forgot that i have an important task to do...ruth is also here she can help you...sir may i go".Matthew keep his poker face "Alright you can go".Ruth tried to follow jennifer but jennifer told her to stay and help matthew she have no choice she's standing silent while matthew arranged the papers there was an awkward silence in the room but Matthew brake the silence"ruth, can you help me?" "huhhhh...me...." ruth pointing at herself "Matthew nodded , "oh...ok how can i help you"