NEVER HAVE I EVER FAKED IT
Never Have I Ever Faked It
There is a guy I have always had a crush on. Liam Mason. We are in the same department and course mates.
I would have said I had no idea when I started to have these feelings for him, but that did be a lie because I remember far too well when it all started.
It was love at first sight.
It was during our second year, some girls had accidentally ruined my painting I was working for an assignment by spilling paint on it, I had set it aside to discard it later only for me to go back to class to pick something I forgot, and I saw him working on it.
He had turned what I thought was already useless to the most beautiful art I had ever seen and that had left a very huge impression on me even though he probably or most definitely doesn't remember doing something like that. I have found myself noticing him since then.
The way he looks so focused when working on his arts, the way he brushed through his hair when he is frustrated and confused, the way he smiles when he likes his works. I could see everything.
Me finding him sick and us getting to talk or even getting to go on a date with him. I could almost say the heavens were on my side until everything got ruined.
He(Kaius) had to ruin everything. Or maybe everything had been ruined a long time ago, and I just couldn't bring myself to believe that.
Liam was my first boyfriend and first kiss yet both never lasted long. And it was all because of him.
His now boyfriend who he loves dearly
It's been over a year since then and I still can't help but feel like I lost something very important to me even though he never seems to be mine in the first place.
He is with his boyfriend, living the best of his life while I am still here, still finding it hard to move on. I thought I'd be okay with him using me for a while, but I guess I got a little bit greedy, and it came to bite me in my ass more than I expected.
And just when I thought I have used up all my luck in love and I will never make myself fall in love with anyone again, one brat came crashing into my life making me question everything once again.
But yet still, the suppressed anger from the past came rushing in. How could it feel if I used this childish lad that came my way to get back at him for ruining my chance of being with my first love?
NEVER HAVE I EVER FAKED IT
Tags: Age gap, PossessiveNESS!!!, angst? Probably🫠.
Black Lotus
Rewriting their story cause why now
Black Lotus
AND This CAN definitely BE READ ALONE.
Black Lotus
Just making this a standalone because lots of people hate the first couples. lol.
Black Lotus
I will make sure to update this on time and not drag it on like the previous one
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Zayn's phone buzzed while he was in his home gym carrying out his morning workout as he dropped the dumbbells he is working on walking towards where he placed the phone as he picked it up to see it's his personal photographer.
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
✉️Zaynnnn
Zayn Payne
📨Where are you?
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩Zayn. I am so sorry man. But I don't think I will be able to come around for the time being, a very important business came up, and I need to travel to X-city for photography.
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩I won't be available to work with you for the next one month.
Zayn Payne
... (Is he kidding me? I need to cover the coverage for the commissioned art and my paintings for my upcoming exhibition)
Zayn Payne
(Now I have to start looking for another photographer at this late moment?)
Zayn Payne
(I really need to start thinking about looking for a competent worker)
Zayn Payne
*groaned, made to drop the phone when it buzzed again*
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩But I have a junior of mine. He is very good at this just like me. He will cover up for me for the time being.
Zayn Payne
(Junior? He is just going to substitute with just anyone when he knows how professional I love my work to be.)
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩I sent him your address, he should be there anytime soon.
Zayn Payne
*turns towards the living room*
Zayn Payne
(That's very soon)
Zayn a little bit annoyed as he walked out of the gym room going towards the front door to open it.
Zayn Payne
*opens the door as he froze on seeing who is standing in front of him* (What is he doing here?)
Rowan Davis
Hi, I am Rowan Davis. I will be your personal photographer for the next one month.
Zayn Payne
*frown slamming the door closed right at his face as he turned back towards his living room*
NEVER HAVE I EVER FAKED IT (Never Have I Ever Kissed My Bestfriend Season 2)
It can be read without the first season
Name: Zayne Payne
Age: 23 years old
Professional artist
Still lovelorn over his ex boyfriend of one week even after a year of breaking up.
Cool, nice, a bit asocial gets flustered easily, cold but very loving.
The only child to a single mom.
His mom is his closest friend.
Name: Rowan Davis
Age: 18–about to be 19 years old
Second year university student
Photography department
Kaius younger brother
A tease, very childish and just annoyingly very childish yet a lover boy, heh. Looks kinda cool and mature but a soft golden retriever guy.
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Zayn is still trying to wrap his head around the situation when his phone buzzes again.
Zayn Payne
*looks at his phone to see the message*
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩Have you seen him? He said he is in front of your door already?
Zayn Payne
📨What's his name?
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩Rowan Davis
Zayn Payne
(Of course he is the one, why am I even asking?)
Zayn Payne
*typing* I don't want hi–
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩Before you start telling me to change him because you believe he is not that good.
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩*sent a link*
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩That's his portfolio.
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩You know the video coverage for that art exhibition you said you loved. He is the one who covered it.
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩He is very good. He is almost on the same oair with lots of professionals.
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩I am still good than him though. *smug emoji* 😎
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩Just let him help you okay. And you are desperate for a photographer right now, aren't you?
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
📩It's just for the main time till I am back. Don't complain.
Zayn Payne
... (Complain? You are the one who just dropped off work without telling me about it first!)
Zayn clicked on the link Ray sent as he went through the guy's portfolio.
Zayn Payne
*really surprised at how good he is*
Zayn Payne
(He really is good even if I can never admit that to him. And it's just for a month maybe I will still be able to have my insanity in check before that time.)
Ding dong!!!! ding dong!!!! ding dong!!!! ding dong!!!!!!! ding dong!!!!!!!! ding dong!!!!!!! ding dong!!!!!! ding dong!!!!!!!! ding dong!!!!!! ding dong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The doorbell had been ringing for a while which Zayn had tried to ignore but now it's been pressed repeatedly which is starting to give him headaches as he storms back to the door pulling it open.
Zayn Payne
What's wrong with you?!
Zayn Payne
Don't you know you are disturbing the neighbours!!!
k Rayleigh (Zayn's Personal Photographe)
Oh sorry. I thought I was so small that you didn't see me earlier when you opened the door so I am trying to make my presence known.
Zayn Payne
...(This brat 💢)
Rowan Davis
And more still...
Rowan Davis
*Looking around* ...no one is here though.
Rowan Davis
*turn back to Zayn as he smiled* And...
Rowan Davis
...you must have heard from Rayleigh why I am here. Can I come in now?
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