Why did I felt the pain when my ex-girlfriend break up with me. Was it fun going out with her or was it love that kept us going. I want to love. If you only knew how much I love you. I tried to fit into your life, but your life was full of darkness and I do not want that kind of life. I know there is a lot of things that are going on in our lifes, but why did you broke up with me. I kept asking myself why me? Whenever I think of you I always thought that I did not belong in this world or in your life. Without you in my life, it's like this world I live in means nothing to me. I can't even look at myself in the mirror because all I see is your face. I know we broke up so why am I thinking about you. Is this true love because ai never experience it since I was a baby. Why me? Why do I always think of you even though you are the one that break up with me. I still asked myself why did we have to break up and she that she might still have feelings for her ex. After breaking up with her I started drinking and went to sleep. I asked her why is she doing this to me and she said that she didn't meant to hurt my feelings. Then I said if I had know that this was going to happened in the first place, I would have said not to you. I said a lot of bad things without rejecting any thing because my love for you in the past five years is over. At first that what I thought, after seeing you I thought that you looked different until I hard someone called your name. I had to stop for a moment to see if that was really you and I finally realized that the girl I used to date and love is now right in front of me saying that she wants to date me again