I just wanna go to sleep but no. My brain just has to go on and on and on about the stupidest things. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of constantly thinking but never thinking about the right stuff. I'm tired of being clumsy. I'm tired of messing up every sentence and every word I speak. I'm tired of messing up everything. I'm tired of everyone else growing up and getting a job and I can't no matter how much I want to. I'm tired of being so anxious about getting a new job and what i'll have to do and that i'll be too dumb and get fired. I'm tired of the fact that I can't ask questions. I'm tired of not knowing what i'm doing in school. I'm tired of not having the words to express myself and then when I try people take it the wrong way. I'm tired of losing friends because I can't say or do anything right. I'm tired of having the "crazy" "lazy" parents. I'm tired of staying somewhere else all the time because when I'm home or alone my mental health is terrifyingly low. I'm tired of not being able to tell anyone any of this because they won't understand or know what to say. I'm so tired of everything…

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