I don't like crowd,  I'd rather be alone somewhere and never come back.

I don't like noice, I'd rather be in a forest and hear the breeze gently pass through the leaves or the cricket make its sound

I don't like "Human", I'd rather wish to be a useless stone so no one can notice me.

Don't invite me, just leave me.

Don't fight near me, i don't know what to do.

And Don't scold me when I cry, cause that's the only thing I know.

Don't try to take me out in the light, that's what I'm more afraid of.

Darkness is where I belong, don't pull me out, ever.

Leave me, leave me alone Forever!

Let me indulge myself in solitude instead of facing this cruel world all alone.

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1.2

I'm Sorry.

I'm not kind.

I'm not perfect.

I'm just me.

Why?

I don't understand myself,

yet you say you understand me well.

How?

If there's a Chance,

Let me see the "light" you saw in me,

Maybe than only would I know myself better.

There are millions of turmoil wracking my mind ever second.

No!

You can't help me out.

You can try, but at your own risk.

Don't get hurt when it ruin you as well.

Don't get attracted to me,

I only know how ruin ones light.

Please forget me.

But

If, even after all of this,

lf you still wish to hold my Hand,

I'll never let you Go.

Ever.

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These are just Free verse Poetry, no rhymes, no meter… Just pure feelings and emotions.

AND

This is not a Novel.

(I'm sorry, hontoni Gomenne)

And firstly, I'm clearing this out.

These are all my Original pieces, not stolen.(though not good)

Please appreciate it if you can, I'm not a thief,

If by any chance you come across with something similar with mine,or what i wrote, than i don't know...

This is Just a Secret Drawer of a girl who wish to escape from the cruel part of the world ...

Oh! and I won't only write about Escapism 🙃

I write what ever comes to my mind.

Maybe, some of you may resonate with it, some may criticize it, some may ignore it.

It can either be my safe place or my other nightmare, let the future show me.

My grammar and punctuations may hinder you while reading, so I'm apologizing in advance.

Lastly, thank you for reading….

Even if no one reads it, I don't mind..

You can also read my other chat story if you'll like to…it's named "The Unknown Heirs!"

Just a fictional story, with rich kids, kinda same plot, and what not~ well it was my first chat story, and I'm trying to complete it after leaving it for 2+ years… I'll surely complete it this year 🌱.

-Dokoke