Finding My Home
Preview
I feel the air leaving my chest and the very next second - nothing
Numb to the point I don't understand
I feel hands on me, the voices
Kim Taehyung
*tries to move*
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Nurse: Doctor! He's waking up
Kim Taehyung
[Where am I, what's happening, why can't I speak]
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Doctor: Taehyung refrain from moving
Kim Taehyung
*Opening his eyes*
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Doctor: That's right slowly
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Doctor: You are safe, you are in the hospital
Kim Taehyung
[Safe? hospital?]
Kim Taehyung
*tries speaking nothing comes out*
Kim Taehyung
[The ceiling is spinning]
Kim Taehyung
*falls back asleep*
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Doctor: Let him rest
Kim Taehyung
*eyes flutter open*
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Nurse: How are you feeling now ?
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Nurse: Just a Minute I need to check something, alright?
Kim Taehyung
*Drinks water*
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Nurse: The doctor will be here in a few minutes
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Nurse: How are you feeling now?
Kim Taehyung
What happened??
Kim Taehyung
All I remember is driving and then sirens
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Nurse: Yes Taehyung you were in an accident, and it was pretty major
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Nurse: But you are stable now.The doctor will tell you the rest
Kim Taehyung
[Accident? I was just driving, I don't know how it happened]
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Nurse: We called your emergency contact but no one answered
Kim Taehyung
*Stays quiet and nods slowly*
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Doctor: It's good to see you awake Taehyung
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Doctor: Everything seems to be checked out
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Doctor: you were lucky. It could've been worse
Kim Taehyung
[Am I? lucky? I'm alone after all]
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Doctor: We had to perform a surgery and the recovery will be minimal but you'll need someone
Kim Taehyung
[someone? I don't think I have that someone]
Kim Taehyung
Is it possible I stay here?
Kim Taehyung
Until recovery?
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Doctor: Yes that's what is suggested
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Doctor: you'll be fine soon Taehyung *smiles*
I'm here still feeling numb
But not due to the accident
1.
I see the nurses exchanging looks
I know they can't help it
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Nurse: Taehyungshii you can be discharged today
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Nurse: Do you want me to call someone for you?
Kim Taehyung
No it's fine *smiles* I'll manage
Walking around the park near to the hospital
Kim Taehyung
*a peaceful look*
Kim Taehyung
[I have finally realized, that I have no one]
Kim Taehyung
[Soo many people around me, my family, my friend group everything]
Kim Taehyung
[I'm just a minority just someone they could ask for help]
Kim Taehyung
[The amount of times I've accompanied them during emergencies]
Kim Taehyung
[and no one even picks up the call]
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Old man: Are you alright young man? *looks at Taehyung*
Kim Taehyung
*comes out of his though* huh?!
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Old man: Would you like to keep me company? I'm waiting for someone *smiles*
Kim Taehyung
Sure *smiles politely*
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Old man: Don't mind me asking, but I can't help your smile doesn't reach your eyes son
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Old man: Yes, it seems so
Kim Taehyung
Who are you waiting for?
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Old man: A young man
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Old man: He needed my help.
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Old man: Do you need my help?
Kim Taehyung
No I'm fine thank you for asking though *smiles*
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Old man: Anyway since you accompanied me
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Old man: *stands up* let me tell you something
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Old man: Live for yourself young man *starts walking away*
Kim Taehyung
*Looks at him walking away* Live for myself...?
Kim Taehyung
Can I even do that?
Maids are running here and there
There are decorations up everywhere
No one seems to notice I'm standing here
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Maid: *talking to someone* hurry up fast the young miss will be here soon
Kim Taehyung
*Walks over to his room* [Yeri......]
Kim Taehyung
*Bumps into someone on the staircase*
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Person: watch where you are going
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Person: Oo it's you where have you been? Your brother has been handling everything for at least a month at this point
Kim Taehyung
Mom.........*Looks up at her*
Kim Hye Soo
Well leave I don't have time to talk to you
Kim Hye Soo
Yeri is coming back
Kim Taehyung
Mom I was in the hospital *whispers*
Kim Hye Soo
*doesn't listen to him* pali pali go get ready
Kim Taehyung
*walks to his Bedroom*[is this how I have been living why didn't I notice before...why......?]
I walk with my heart heavy, when did it become like this, I remember when mom used to put me to bed and used to talk to me when did I slowly vanish from her world, when did I become an extra when..
I did everything they asked me to without fail. I managed the business even though that's not what I wanted, I managed the house after dad ...... Dad left but that wasn't my job
I became someone, someone I don't even recognize
Kim Taehyung
*standing in a corner*
Kim Taehyung
*watching everyone talk and laugh*
Kim Taehyung
[My friends are here]
Kim Taehyung
[I should go say hi]
Kim Taehyung
*pats his back* Hello
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Oo heyy where have you been we all missed you at the party last week
Kim Taehyung
I had an accident
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*laughs* very funny Taehyung
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You should've let us know if you weren't coming
Kim Taehyung
[They don't even believe me]
Kim Taehyung
I think someone's calling me
Kim Taehyung
I'll be back soon
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Alright*continues talking*
Kim Taehyung
*walks over to the balcony and closes the door behind him*
Kim Taehyung
*breathes deeply*
Kim Taehyung
[I made everyone my life, and I am pathetic for it]
Kim Taehyung
[Haha it's soo fucking funny]
Kim Taehyung
[I can't live like this not anymore]
Kim Taehyung
[I need to do something]
Kim Taehyung
[I'll leave yea]
Kim Taehyung
[I can leave......]
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*enters the balcony*
Kim Taehyung
Yeri *whispers*
Kim Yeri
Why are you hiding out here?
Kim Taehyung
Just needed some air Noona
Kim Yeri
What happened Tae
Kim Yeri
Why do you look soo lost?
Kim Taehyung
Noona can I ask you something?
Kim Yeri
Of course tae *smiles*
Kim Taehyung
Did you notice I wasn't here for a few weeks *asks weakly*
Kim Yeri
Yea mom said you had gone somewhere *smiles*
Kim Taehyung
Noona can I ask for a favor
Kim Yeri
Of course why such formalities *smiles and pats his head*
Kim Taehyung
I'm leaving *whispers*
Kim Yeri
what *turns to look at him*
Kim Taehyung
I'm leaving *says a bit louder*
Kim Taehyung
You and Hyung can have the company and property I'll only take my savings, but I can't live like this Noona I can't * says quickly*
Kim Yeri
What are you saying Tae
Kim Yeri
I don't understand
Kim Taehyung
I was in an accident Noona, and I was alone
Kim Taehyung
I called all of you
Kim Taehyung
And none of you picked up
Kim Taehyung
No let me complete
Kim Taehyung
I don't know when I lost myself Noona
Kim Taehyung
I lived for all off you
Kim Taehyung
But I forgot to live for myself
Kim Taehyung
Hyung got to live his dream
Kim Taehyung
What about me noona
Kim Taehyung
*walks away without turning back*
Kim Yeri
Tae wait *tries going behind him someone calls her*
Kim Taehyung
*walks to his bedroom*
Kim Taehyung
[I finally did it]
Kim Taehyung
Name : Kim Taehyung
Age: 26
Family: Mom, Sister, brother, dad left when he was in college
Likes: His family and......
Dislikes:.........
Kim Taehyung
Hello readers
Kim Taehyung
I hope you guys love this story
Kim Taehyung
I Love you guys
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Taehyung finally feels free, free from the shackles of responsibility, free from the shackles of sadness, free from living for someone else
For the first time he feels like he did something right by himself
He smiles with such joy that it is unexplainable
Unexplainable that the happiness he's feeling is due to going away from "home"
Kim Taehyung
📲 Hello yes I'd like to book a one way flight please
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📲 Yes sir where would the destination be?
The name of the country comes out more peacefully then he expected
Kim Taehyung
[I'm going to live for myself]
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*knocks on the door*
Kim Taehyung
[Huh? who's it] *opens the door*
Kim Hye Soo
What drama did you create this time
Kim Hye Soo
Rushing out of the party in such a manner
Kim Hye Soo
What will people think *says while walking into his room*
Kim Taehyung
I don't care *whispers*
Kim Hye Soo
What did you say?
Kim Taehyung
I don't care mom
Kim Taehyung
I don't care anymore
Kim Taehyung
All you need to know is
Kim Taehyung
Hyung and noona will manage the company
Kim Taehyung
I can't live like this Mom
Kim Taehyung
You don't understand
Kim Hye Soo
How can you be soo ungrateful Kim Taehyung
Kim Hye Soo
I raised you for these many years, and you're abandoning me ?
Kim Hye Soo
What grave sin did I do to receive a son like you?
Kim Hye Soo
You think you can just leave?
Kim Hye Soo
I have rights on you
Kim Hye Soo
You ungrateful son
Kim Hye Soo
*storms out of the room*
Kim Taehyung
[I knew she wouldn't understand me]
Kim Taehyung
[I just wanted to see for myself what I'm leaving behind] *sheds a few tears*
I knew they just wanted me to keep things in order but I didn't believe it cause I didn't want to. now that I've come in turns with reality it hurts, it hurts as my heart is crying for all the times I didn't choose me
Kim Taehyung
📲 ah yes hello *tries to sound normal*
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📲 The flight has been booked sir it's around 1 50 Am tomorrow it's as soon as you've requested have a safe journey
Kim Taehyung
📲 Thank you *hangs up*
I'm leaving everything behind
Around 12 am without anyone knowing
I am sneaking out it feels surreal I don't accept what I'm doing not when I packed my bags, not when I got into the taxi , not even when I reached the airport
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*drops their passport while passing Taehyung*
Kim Taehyung
Excuse me you dropped your passport
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Ohh thank you soo much *grabs it and walks away*
I make my way towards my plane
Kim Taehyung
[soo here begins my journey]
Kim Taehyung
Hello everyone
Kim Taehyung
i hope you enjoyed this chapter 😁
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