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Blood and Belonging

Chapter 1 : The whispers of a the sound child

The sun was dipping low over the De Anya compound, casting long shadows between the neatly lined houses. On the porch of the main house, Mary Eliza De Anya sat with her chin in her hand, watching her father, Mikael, laugh as he walked with Nico.

The news had hit the family like a shockwave: Nico was pregnant with their second child. While the adults were celebrating, the outside world—and some of the more gossiping relatives—had already started their chatter. “The firstborn is always the trial run,” she’d overheard an aunt whisper. “Once the second comes, Mary will just be another face in the gallery.”

A shadow fell over her. She didn’t have to look up to know it was Mateo. He smelled like the wind and the engine oil from the bike he’d been tinkering with at Yuki’s place next door.

"You’re doing that thing with your eyebrows again," Mateo said, hopping over the railing to sit beside her. "The one where you try to think yourself out of existence."

Mary Eliza sighed, leaning her head on his shoulder. "They’re already talking, Mateo. Like I’m a placeholder until the 'real' heir shows up."

Mateo snorted, nudging her. "Let them talk. You’re a De Anya, and you’re my best friend. If they try to forget you, I’ll just make enough noise for the both of us."

The sound of Mateo’s voice was the only thing that could cut through the fog in Mary Eliza's head. He didn’t just say things to be nice; he said them because he meant them. That was the Yuki in him—blunt, honest, and fiercely loyal.

"You’re lucky," Mary Eliza murmured, watching a stray cat dart between her father’s house and Yuki’s. "At your house, you're the one and only. You don't have to worry about a 'New and Improved' version of yourself arriving in nine months."

Mateo leaned back on his elbows, looking up at the darkening sky. "Maybe. But I also don't have a Mikael and a Nico for parents. My dad is great, but your house? It’s like a constant soap opera of affection. A second kid just means there's more love to go around, Mary. It doesn't mean your share gets smaller."

"Tell that to Aunt Estella," Mary Eliza retorted, her voice dropping to a mimic of the older woman’s sharp tone. "Oh, Mary Eliza is so sweet, but wait until the boy arrives. A son for the De Anya name! That’s when the real legacy starts."

Mary squeezed her eyes shut. "I’m a De Anya too. My name is on the mailbox just like theirs."

"And your name is the one I'm going to scream from the roof if they try to skip you at dinner," Mateo joked, though his eyes stayed serious. He reached out, bumping his shoulder against hers. "Look at them."

Across the lawn, Nico had stopped walking. He was leaning against Mikael, his hand resting almost subconsciously on his stomach. Mikael was looking at him with an expression of such pure, unadulterated joy that it made Mary’s heart ache. It wasn't that she was unhappy about the baby—she loved her family—she was just terrified of becoming a ghost in her own hallway.

"They're happy," Mary admitted softly.

"They are," Mateo agreed. "But they’re happy because of you, too. Don't let the neighbors’ gossip turn your home into a prison. Come on. My dad’s firing up the grill. If we get there first, we can steal the best steaks before the 'grown-ups' realize we're gone."

Mary Eliza finally cracked a smile, the weight on her chest lifting just a fraction. Mateo always knew that the best cure for an existential crisis was a bit of rebellion and a lot of protein.

As they jumped off the porch and headed toward Yuki’s house, Mary Eliza caught her father’s eye. Mikael waved, a bright, beaming gesture that she tried to return with equal energy. She wanted to believe Mateo. She wanted to believe that a second child was an addition, not a replacement.

But as the front door of the main house opened and more relatives poured in with blue and pink balloons, the whispers seemed to grow louder than the laughter.

Family dinner

The grill was sizzling, and the sun had finally tucked itself behind the horizon, leaving the De Anya-Le Fang compound glowing under string lights. Yuki wiped a smudge of charcoal off her forehead, looking every bit the matriarch of her own domain. She handed a platter of steaks to Mateo, who began weaving through the outdoor tables like he was born for the chaos.

"Alright, everyone sit!" Yuki commanded with a grin. "Before Mikael tries to 'help' and accidentally organizes my spice rubs by alphabetical order."

Mikael laughed, pulling out a chair for Nico. "I wouldn't dream of it, Yuki. I'm too busy making sure the guest of honor is comfortable." He settled Nico into his seat with a level of tenderness that usually made Mary Eliza smile, but today, it felt like a spotlight she wasn't standing in.

As the family gathered—uncles, cousins, and the inner circle—the conversation inevitably drifted.

"So," Aunt Estella said, leaning across the table toward Nico. "We’ve heard the rumors. The De Anya name needs a strong heir to carry the weight. Have the doctors given you a hint yet? Is it the boy we’ve all been waiting for?"

The table went quiet for a heartbeat. Mary Eliza felt Mateo’s foot nudge hers under the table—a silent I’m here.

Nico smiled, his hand instinctively resting on his stomach. "We just want a healthy baby, Estella. Boy or girl, they’ll be a De Anya. That’s enough."

"Of course, of course," Estella waved a hand dismissively. "But Mary Eliza is so... delicate. A son would really solidify the estate's future. It would change everything for the family legacy."

Mary Eliza felt the steak in her mouth turn to cardboard. She looked at her plate, her vision blurring slightly. She wasn't "delicate." She was the one who helped Mateo fix his bike. She was the one who knew the family history by heart.

"Actually," Yuki interrupted, her voice cutting through the chatter like a blade. She leaned against the grill, tongs still in hand, eyeing Estella. "The 'legacy' is doing just fine. Mary Eliza has more fire in her pinky finger than most of the 'heirs' I’ve met. If anyone thinks a new baby makes her 'yesterday’s news,' they clearly haven't been paying attention to whose house they're eating in."

Mikael reached over, grabbing Mary Eliza’s hand and squeezing it tight. "Your aunt is just old-fashioned, Mary. You’re our first, our heart. Nothing changes that."

Mary Eliza nodded, trying to force a smile, but the "whisper" was still there. It was in the way the other relatives started debating baby names, and the way the conversation moved on to the future—a future that suddenly felt very crowded.

Mateo leaned in close to her ear. "Hey," he whispered. "Eat your steak. Tomorrow, we’re going to the old lookout point. Just us. No babies, no 'heirs,' no Estella. Just the originals."

Mary Eliza looked at her cousin—her best friend, her brother in every way that mattered—and felt a spark of the "happier" relation they had promised to keep.

Chapter 2: The sprit of Havana

The party downstairs had faded into a low hum of clinking silverware and distant laughter, but the silence in the house felt heavy. Nico moved through the hallways with a slow, deliberate grace, his hand trailing along the mahogany banister. He had checked the library—Mary’s usual sanctuary—but the velvet armchairs were empty. He’d knocked on her bedroom door, only to find her bed perfectly made and untouched.

He knew exactly where she was. Some habits were written in the DNA.

Nico climbed the narrow wooden stairs to the attic crawlspace and pushed open the heavy skylight. The night air was crisp, smelling of jasmine and the faint, lingering smoke from Yuki’s grill. There, perched on the edge of the shingles with her knees pulled to her chest, was Mary Eliza.

She didn't turn around. She didn't have to. The air between them hummed with a specific frequency—the Havana fire. In Nico, it was a protective, simmering heat; in Mary, it was a restless, emotional tide.

"It’s a long way down to be thinking such heavy thoughts, mi vida," Nico said softly, settling himself onto the flat part of the roof a safe distance from the edge.

Mary Eliza wiped her face quickly, her eyes reflecting the distant city lights. "I just needed to breathe, Papa. The air downstairs... it felt like there wasn't enough room for me to take a full breath."

Nico sighed, the sound catching in his throat. He felt the flutter of the new life beneath his ribs—the very thing causing his daughter such grief. "Aunt Estella has a way of sucking the oxygen out of a room. She thinks legacy is a matter of counting sons. She’s wrong."

"Is she?" Mary Eliza finally looked at him, her expression raw. "Everyone is looking at you and Dad like you’ve finally achieved something perfect. Like I was just the prologue to the real story. I feel it, Papa. That Havana connection you always talk about? Right now, it just feels like I’m burning up from the inside because I don't know where I fit anymore."

Nico reached out, taking her hand. His skin was warm, radiating that steadying heat. "Listen to me. When I was young, I felt that same fire. I felt like I had to scream just to be heard over the De Anya name. But look at me, Mary. I am who I am because I am a father. Your father."

He guided her hand to his stomach, letting her feel the quiet, rhythmic life there.

"This baby is a gift," Nico whispered, "but you are the one who taught me how to love something more than myself. You have the Havana soul—the passion, the depth, the strength. A thousand sons couldn't replace the way you see the world. You aren't the prologue, Mary Eliza. You are the foundation."

Mary Eliza leaned her head against his shoulder, the fire in her chest cooling into something manageable. For a moment, the whispers of the relatives were silenced by the steady heartbeat of the family she already had.

"Does the burning ever go away?" she asked quietly.

Nico pressed a kiss to the top of her head. "No. But you learn to use it to light your way, instead of letting it scorch you. And you have Mateo. And Yuki. And us. You are never, ever going to be a ghost in this house."

Days later at the gala

The air in the ballroom felt like it was thickening, turning into a heavy, suffocating heat. As Mary Eliza turned to walk away, the "Havana fire" she had discussed with Nico felt less like a glow and more like a blinding light. The gold trim of the room began to blur, and the sound of the orchestra distorted into a dull roar.

"Mary?" Mateo’s voice sounded like it was coming from underwater.

She tried to reach for the marble railing, but her legs felt like lead. The room tilted sharply. As her eyes fluttered shut and she began to collapse, Nico, who had been watching her from across the room, let out a sharp cry. He dropped the glass of sparkling water he was holding—the crystal shattering against the floor in a spray of droplets—and started to run.

But Nico was several yards away. Mateo was right there.

With a reflex born from years of looking out for her, Mateo dropped to one knee and caught Mary Eliza before she could hit the hard floor. He braced her head against his chest, his face pale with worry. "I've got her! I've got her!"

Nico reached them seconds later, dropping to the floor beside them despite his own physical state. His eyes were wide with terror as he checked Mary’s pulse. Once he saw her chest rising and falling, his fear curdled instantly into a white-hot protective rage.

He looked up. Aunt Estella was standing a few feet away, looking more annoyed by the "scene" than worried about her niece.

"Look at what you’ve done," Nico hissed, his voice vibrating with a power that made the nearby guests shrink back. He stood up slowly, the Havana fire in his own eyes burning brighter than anyone had seen in years. "You come into our home, you eat our food, and then you stand here and tell my daughter she is a 'serviceable' placeholder? You whispered poison into her ear until she couldn't breathe."

"Nico, don't be dramatic," Estella began, pulling her shawl tighter. "The girl is clearly just overwhelmed by—"

"The only thing she is overwhelmed by is your cruelty!" Nico interrupted, stepping toward her. "If I ever hear you speak of my daughter as anything less than the heartbeat of this family again, you will find out exactly how 'delicate' a De Anya can be when they are protecting their own. Leave. Now."

Mikael was there then, his hand on Nico’s shoulder to steady him, while Yuki appeared from the crowd to help Mateo lift Mary Eliza. The "happier" generation was hurt, but the elders were closing ranks.

The chaos of the ballroom was muffled behind the heavy oak doors of the private library. The air here was cooler, smelling of old paper and the rain that had just started to beat against the tall windows.

Mateo hadn't let go of Mary Eliza’s hand for a second. He was sitting on the edge of a velvet chaise lounge where they had laid her down, his face a mask of concentrated worry. Nico paced a small circle nearby, his hand resting on his stomach, his breathing finally beginning to even out after the confrontation with Estella.

"She’s waking up," Mateo whispered, his grip tightening slightly as Mary Eliza’s eyelashes fluttered.

Mary Eliza groaned, the "Havana fire" in her chest now feeling like a dull, heavy ache. As the room stopped spinning, she saw the two most important men in her life hovering over her.

"Papa?" she croaked, her voice paper-thin.

Nico was at her side in an instant, kneeling on the floor so he was at eye level with her. He reached out, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear with a trembling hand. "I’m here, mi vida. You’re safe. We’re in the library. The gala is staying on the other side of that door."

"I... I ruined it," Mary Eliza murmured, her eyes filling with tears. "The photographers, the guests... everyone saw."

"You didn't ruin anything," Mikael said softly, stepping in from the hallway with a glass of cool water. He handed it to Mateo, who helped Mary take a small sip. "If anything, you reminded everyone in that room that the De Anya family doesn't bow to gossip. Especially not yours."

Nico took her other hand, his expression fiercely protective. "Estella is gone. I’ve made it very clear that she isn't welcome near you—or this family—until she learns that your worth isn't up for debate. I don't care about the gala, Mary. I care about the fact that you were carrying all that weight alone."

Mary Eliza looked from Nico to Mateo. Mateo gave her a small, lopsided smile—the one he only used when they were kids and she’d fallen off her bike.

"I told you," Mateo said quietly. "If they try to forget you, I’ll make enough noise for both of us. But you don't have to fight them today. We’re going home."

For the first time since the news of the pregnancy, the silence didn't feel like she was being erased. It felt like a shield. She was the firstborn, the one who carried the fire, and as she leaned back into the cushions, she realized she didn't have to be perfect to be seen.

Chapter 3 : the quiet before the storm

The weeks following the gala felt like a long, held breath. The "De Anya-Le Fang" compound had become a fortress of sorts. Aunt Estella had been officially barred from Sunday dinners, and a hush had fallen over the "house by house" neighborhood.

But for Mary Eliza, the silence was louder than the noise.

She spent more time in Yuki’s garage than in her own home. There was something grounding about the smell of oil and the rhythmic clink-clink-clink of a wrench. It was the only place where she didn't have to look at the freshly painted nursery or hear the endless discussions about baby names and pediatricians.

Mateo was under the chassis of his bike, his boots sticking out from beneath the metal frame. "You've been staring at that spark plug for ten minutes, Mary. Either it’s the most interesting piece of metal in the world, or you’re off in Havana again."

Mary Eliza sighed, setting the part down on the workbench. "It’s just quiet, Mateo. Too quiet. Like everyone is walking on eggshells around me because I fainted at the gala. I’m not made of glass."

"Tell that to your dads," Mateo said, scooting out from under the bike. He wiped a streak of grease across his forehead, leaving a dark smudge. "Nico looks like he wants to wrap you in bubble wrap, and Mikael has been researching 'stress-free environments' like it’s his second job."

"I just want things to go back to how they were," she murmured. "Before the 'real' heir was the only thing anyone talked about."

"Well," Mateo said, standing up and dusting off his jeans. "Things aren't going back. They're going forward. But forward doesn't have to be bad. My mom says the best way to handle a change is to be the one driving the car."

He tossed her a set of keys—the keys to the old truck Yuki had let him restore.

"Let's get out of here for a few hours," Mateo suggested. "No compound, no nurseries, no 'heirs.' Just the road."

The Road to the Overlook

They drove toward the cliffs that overlooked the city, the wind whipping through the open windows. For a moment, Mary Eliza felt the "burn" in her chest settle into a steady, warm glow. With Mateo beside her, the world felt manageable. He was the only one who didn't look at her with pity or exaggerated caution.

They reached the lookout point just as the sun began to dip, painting the sky in bruises of purple and gold.

"Do you think he'll be like us?" Mary Eliza asked suddenly, staring out at the distant city lights.

"Who? The intruder?" Mateo joked, referring to the baby.

"The baby," she corrected with a small smile. "Do you think he’ll have the fire? Or will he be... different? What if he’s exactly what the family wants, and I’m just the one who was too 'delicate'?"

Mateo leaned against the hood of the truck, his expression turning serious. "The 'fire' isn't about being perfect, Mary. It’s about being real. And you’re the realest person I know. If that kid has half your heart, he’ll be lucky. But he’s never going to take your spot. I won't let him, and neither will Nico."

Just as Mary was about to respond, her phone buzzed in her pocket. Then Mateo’s phone chimed. Then both of them felt the air shift—that strange, tethered connection they shared with the houses back home.

Mary Eliza pulled out her phone. A single text from Mikael sat on the screen:

It’s time. We’re heading to the hospital. Come home.

The "Quiet Before the Storm" was over. The second child was arriving.

The compound was bathed in the amber glow of the porch lights, but the air felt charged, like the moments right before a lightning strike. Santiago sat on the stone bench, his presence as immovable as the mountains. He held Mary Eliza’s hand, his thumb tracing the line of her knuckles—a silent map of the family history.

"You are worried about your rank," Santiago said, his voice a low rumble that seemed to vibrate through the very earth. "You think that when that door opens and a new life steps in, you are pushed further down the line. You think you become second."

Mary Eliza didn't look up, but her silence was an admission.

"Listen to me, mi nieta," Santiago continued, his grip tightening with a surprising, grounding strength. "In this family, we have many names and many titles. But to me—and to the soul of this family—you and Mateo hold the highest rank. You are the 'Firsts.' You are the ones who taught your parents how to love someone more than themselves."

He looked toward the dark windows of the main house.

"You remind me of your grandmother," he murmured. "She wasn't the 'heir' people expected either. Her brothers were loud, and the world looked at them as the future. But your grandmother... she had a fire that didn't scream. It glowed. When the family faced its darkest winters, it wasn't the 'loud' ones who kept us warm. It was her. She held the keys because she was the only one strong enough to carry the weight without complaining. She was the anchor. Just like you."

The heavy oak door of the main house swung open, and the light from the foyer spilled out onto the driveway. Nico stood there, leaning slightly against the doorframe. He looked small in his heavy coat, his face pale and etched with the exhaustion of the last few hours.

He didn't look at Santiago. He didn't look at the car waiting with its engine humming. His eyes landed on Mary Eliza, and they filled with a desperate, raw honesty.

"Mary?" Nico called out, his voice cracking. "The car is ready. Mikael is waiting."

He took a shaky step toward her, his hand resting on his stomach as if to steady the world. "I... I’m not leaving without you. I can’t do this if my firstborn isn’t with me. I need your fire, Mary. Please."

The "burn" in Mary Eliza’s chest—the one that had felt so bitter at the gala—suddenly turned into a steady, radiant heat. She wasn't a placeholder. She was the person her father needed to survive the night.

She stood up, giving Santiago’s hand one last squeeze. He gave her a slow, knowing nod.

"Go," Santiago whispered. "Show them the rank of a De Anya firstborn."

Mary Eliza ran to Nico’s side, catching him by the arm. He leaned into her, his head resting against hers for a fleeting second, drawing strength from the girl who had started it all.

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