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So Close, Yet So Far

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The first thing Lena noticed was the silence.

Not the normal kind — not the sleepy, Monday-morning quiet.

This silence had weight.

It pressed against her ears as she stepped into the hallway, like the entire school had paused just long enough to look at her.

Then the whispers started.

Low. Quick. Sharp.

She walked toward her locker, pretending not to notice.

Her phone vibrated.

Once.

Twice.

Again.

She frowned and pulled it out.

Twenty-seven notifications.

Her stomach tightened.

Most of them were from classmates.

Some from people she barely spoke to.

She opened the first message.

“Did you see it?”

Second.

“I’m so sorry.”

Third.

A screenshot.

Her heart skipped — then dropped.

It was a photo.

Ethan.

Standing near the back gate of the school.

Nighttime.

The streetlight above him casting a golden halo over his hair.

And in his arms —

Maya Lin.

Cheer squad captain.

Her hands pressed against his chest.

His hand resting on her waist.

Their faces too close.

Too close.

The timestamp glowed in the corner.

9:47 PM.

Last night.

The same night he told her he was too tired to hang out.

The hallway blurred.

This wasn’t real.

It couldn’t be.

She zoomed in.

It was definitely him.

The tilt of his shoulders.

The worn leather bracelet on his wrist.

The faint scar near his eyebrow.

She knew him better than she knew herself.

Her throat burned.

“Lena.”

His voice.

Behind her.

She froze.

Of course.

Of course he would appear right now.

She turned slowly.

Ethan Carter stood a few steps away, brows furrowed.

Concerned.

Confused.

Still handsome.

Still hers —

No.

Not hers.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

She didn’t speak.

She just lifted her phone and showed him the screen.

He looked.

And in that split second —

She saw it.

Not surprise.

Not anger.

Guilt.

A tiny flicker.

But enough.

Her heart cracked.

“Lena, I can explain.”

“Is it real?”

Her voice sounded calm.

Too calm.

He hesitated.

That hesitation felt louder than a confession.

“Yes,” he said finally.

The word shattered something inside her.

“Yes.”

Not denial.

Not fake.

Not edited.

Real.

Her fingers trembled, but she refused to let him see it.

“Why?”

“It’s not what you think.”

“That’s not an answer.”

He ran his hand through his hair — a nervous habit she’d seen a hundred times.

“It just happened.”

It just happened.

Like slipping on wet pavement.

Like spilling coffee.

Like she meant nothing.

She let out a breath that felt like glass.

“What are we, Ethan?”

The question hung between them.

Heavy.

He looked away.

And that hurt more than the photo.

“We’re friends,” he said.

Friends.

The word felt like a slap.

Ten years.

Ten years of walking home together.

Ten years of late-night calls that lasted until sunrise.

Ten years of “goodnight” texts that always came last.

And he called it—

Friends.

“Friends don’t look at each other the way you look at me,” she whispered.

His jaw tightened.

“You’re making this bigger than it is.”

“Bigger?” she echoed softly.

He exhaled sharply. “I never said we were anything.”

No.

He hadn’t.

They never defined it.

Never confessed.

Never labeled.

They just—

Existed in that space between friendship and love.

And she had been stupid enough to believe it meant something.

“So you can hold her like that,” she said.

“And it doesn’t matter.”

“It doesn’t.”

Her chest hollowed.

“And I don’t?”

Silence.

Always silence.

He looked frustrated now. Cornered.

“I never chose you,” he said.

The words came out sharp.

Defensive.

But they landed.

They landed like a blade.

I never chose you.

The hallway noise faded.

Someone laughed in the distance.

Someone whispered her name.

But all she could hear was that sentence.

Ten years.

And he never chose her.

She nodded slowly.

Because crying here would mean losing completely.

“Okay.”

He blinked. “Lena—”

“It’s okay.”

Her voice didn’t shake.

She didn’t let it.

She stepped around him.

He didn’t grab her.

Didn’t stop her.

Didn’t choose her.

By lunch, the photo had spread everywhere.

Instagram stories.

Private group chats.

Anonymous confession accounts.

The captions got worse every hour.

“Guess Lena wasn’t enough.”

“Golden boy exposed.”

“Friends, huh?”

She sat in a bathroom stall and stared at the tile wall.

Cold.

White.

Cracked near the edges.

Her reflection in the mirror looked unfamiliar.

Her eyes seemed older.

Harder.

She remembered being six years old.

Ethan stealing her crayons and then punching a boy who called her weird.

“I’ll always protect you,” he had said.

Always.

She laughed quietly.

Always had limits.

Her phone buzzed again.

Unknown number.

“You really thought he’d wait forever?”

Attached was another photo.

Closer.

Maya smiling this time.

Her nails painted red.

Her head tilted like she’d already won.

Underneath:

“Some girls don’t hesitate.”

The humiliation burned hotter than heartbreak.

This wasn’t random.

This was intentional.

Someone wanted her to see it.

To hurt.

To know.

The next day, she didn’t sit next to Ethan.

Didn’t look at him.

Didn’t answer his texts.

He called three times that night.

She didn’t pick up.

On the fourth day, he stopped trying.

That hurt more than everything else.

Because it proved something.

He could let her go.

Just like that.

A week later, she received an email.

Subject line:

Congratulations — Scholarship Awarded

Her hands shook.

A full scholarship.

Overseas.

Her dream.

The thing she and Ethan used to joke about.

“You’ll leave me one day,” he had said once.

“I’ll drag you with me,” she’d replied.

They’d laughed.

She clicked Accept.

Her last day at school arrived faster than she expected.

The hallway felt different now.

Quieter.

Or maybe she just stopped caring.

He was waiting near the entrance.

Of course he was.

He looked tired.

Like he hadn’t been sleeping well.

“Lena.”

She kept walking.

He stepped in front of her.

“Don’t leave like this.”

“Like what?”

“Like we’re strangers.”

She studied him carefully.

Same eyes.

Same voice.

Same warmth.

Except—

It wasn’t hers anymore.

“You said we’re friends,” she reminded him.

His jaw tightened.

“That’s not what I meant.”

“Then what did you mean?”

Silence again.

Always silence.

She smiled faintly.

“I understand now.”

“You don’t.”

“I do.”

He reached for her wrist.

Gently.

Like he had a thousand times before.

For a second, everything felt the same.

Familiar.

Safe.

Dangerous.

“Stay,” he whispered.

Her heart betrayed her.

It wanted to.

It always had.

But she remembered.

I never chose you.

She slowly pulled her hand free.

“You already did,” she said.

And this time—

She didn’t look back.

End of Chapter 1.

A warning (1)

Lena stared at the piece of paper in her hand.

The words were simple.

Three short words.

Stay away from him.

But for some reason, they made her chest feel tight.

“What does it say?” Mia asked, leaning closer.

Lena quickly folded the paper again.

“Nothing important.”

Mia squinted at her.

“Lena.”

“What?”

“You’re a terrible liar.”

Lena sighed and handed the paper to her.

Mia unfolded it and read the message.

Her eyes widened.

“Stay away from him?” she repeated. “What the—”

She lowered her voice.

“Who wrote this?”

“I don’t know,” Lena said quietly.

“Maybe someone is messing with you.”

Lena shook her head slowly.

“It doesn’t feel like a joke.”

Mia looked around the classroom.

Students were talking, laughing, scrolling through their phones.

Everything looked normal.

Too normal.

Her gaze slowly moved toward the back of the room.

Enthan was sitting at his desk, leaning back in his chair.

His expression was calm, almost distant.

He looked like someone who didn’t care about anything happening around him.

“Do you think it’s about him?” Mia whispered.

Lena didn’t answer.

Because she already knew the answer.

Of course it was about him.

The message literally said “him.”

And right now, there was only one person she could think of.

Enthan.

“Maybe someone likes him and doesn’t want you near him,” Mia suggested.

“That’s ridiculous.”

“Why? Girls like him. A lot.”

Lena looked away.

That part was true.

Enthan Carter had always been… popular.

Not the loud, charming kind of popular.

But the quiet type.

The type that made people curious.

And curiosity could be dangerous.

“Still,” Mia said, “this is creepy.”

Lena nodded slightly.

“Yeah.”

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

Then suddenly—

The classroom door slammed open.

Everyone turned their heads.

It was Ryan.

He was breathing heavily, like he had just run across the entire school.

“Did you guys hear?” he said loudly.

“Hear what?” someone asked.

Ryan looked around dramatically.

“There was a fight behind the gym this morning.”

The classroom instantly buzzed with excitement.

“A fight?”

“Who?”

“What happened?”

Ryan lowered his voice slightly, enjoying the attention.

“Apparently… Enthan was there.”

The room went quiet.

Lena’s heart skipped a beat.

Mia immediately turned toward the back of the classroom again.

Enthan hadn’t moved.

He was still sitting there, looking completely uninterested.

Almost bored.

“Was he fighting?” someone asked.

Ryan shrugged.

“I don’t know. But people said he was definitely there.”

Lena felt a strange feeling in her stomach.

That didn’t sound like Enthan.

Or maybe…

She didn’t know him as well as she thought.

The teacher walked in before anyone could ask more questions.

“Alright, everyone sit down.”

The class slowly returned to their seats.

But the whispers didn’t stop.

Lena tried to focus on her notebook.

But the words on the page blurred together.

Her mind kept returning to the message.

Stay away from him.

Why?

What was she supposed to stay away from?

Enthan?

Or something connected to him?

She slowly glanced toward the back of the room.

At that exact moment—

Enthan looked up.

Their eyes met.

For a second, Lena felt frozen.

His gaze was steady.

Quiet.

Like he was trying to read something on her face.

Then his eyes moved down slightly.

Toward her hand.

Specifically…

Toward the folded paper she was holding.

Lena quickly looked away.

Her heart was beating faster now.

Did he see it?

Did he know about the message?

The rest of the class passed slowly.

When the bell finally rang, students immediately started packing their bags.

Mia stretched.

“I’m starving.”

“Already?”

“It’s almost lunch.”

Lena closed her notebook.

As she stood up, something strange happened.

Someone bumped into her from behind.

Hard.

Her books fell to the floor.

“Hey—”

But the person who bumped into her was already gone.

Lena frowned.

“That was weird.”

Mia knelt down to help pick up the books.

“People are always rushing after class.”

But when Lena picked up the last book, she noticed something.

Another piece of paper.

Smaller this time.

Her stomach dropped.

Slowly, she unfolded it.

Mia leaned closer.

“Oh my god.”

Two words were written on the paper.

Too late.

Lena felt a chill run down her spine.

“What is this supposed to mean?” Mia whispered.

Before Lena could answer—

A shadow appeared beside them.

“Move.”

The voice was low.

Lena looked up.

Enthan was standing there.

His expression was slightly annoyed.

Mia immediately grabbed Lena’s arm and stood up.

“Sorry.”

They stepped aside so he could pass.

But Enthan didn’t move.

Instead, his eyes moved from Mia…

To Lena.

Then slowly—

To the paper in her hand.

His expression changed.

Just slightly.

But Lena noticed.

“Where did you get that?” he asked quietly.

Lena blinked.

“What?”

“The paper.”

His voice was calm.

But there was something tense underneath it.

“I found it,” Lena said.

Enthan’s jaw tightened.

“From who?”

“I don’t know.”

For a moment, the hallway felt strangely silent.

Students were walking past them, talking loudly.

But Lena felt like she was standing inside a bubble.

Just her.

And him.

Enthan suddenly reached forward.

He took the paper from her hand.

His eyes scanned the words.

Then his expression darkened.

“Did you get another one before this?” he asked.

Lena hesitated.

Then slowly nodded.

“Yes.”

“What did it say?”

Mia answered before Lena could.

“Stay away from him.”

Enthan closed his eyes briefly.

Like he was annoyed.

Or maybe frustrated.

“Idiot,” he muttered.

Lena frowned.

“Excuse me?”

But before she could ask anything else—

Enthan grabbed her wrist.

The movement was quick.

Unexpected.

“Hey!” Mia protested.

But Enthan was already pulling Lena away from the hallway.

“Wait—what are you doing?”

He didn’t answer.

Students stared as they passed.

Lena’s heart pounded.

Finally, he stopped behind the staircase.

The hallway here was empty.

Enthan let go of her wrist.

Lena stepped back immediately.

“What is wrong with you?” she said.

“You shouldn’t be holding those.”

“What?”

“The notes.”

Lena crossed her arms.

“Maybe you should explain instead of acting weird.”

For a moment, Enthan didn’t say anything.

Then he ran a hand through his hair.

“You need to stop talking to me.”

Lena blinked.

“What?”

“You heard me.”

Her chest tightened.

“Why?”

“Because it’s better for you.”

“That doesn’t answer my question.”

Enthan looked at her.

His eyes were serious now.

More serious than she had ever seen before.

“Just trust me.”

Lena laughed slightly.

“Trust you? You barely talk to me.”

“That’s the point.”

“What does that even mean?”

Before Enthan could respond—

Footsteps echoed in the hallway.

He immediately stepped back.

His expression returned to the calm, distant look Lena was used to seeing.

Like nothing had happened.

Like the conversation never existed.

“Forget this conversation,” he said quietly.

Then he walked past her.

And disappeared down the stairs.

Lena stood there, confused.

Angry.

And strangely hurt.

Mia ran down the hallway a few seconds later.

“There you are!”

“What happened?” she asked.

Lena looked toward the staircase.

“I don’t know.”

But deep down…

She knew one thing.

Those messages weren’t random.

And somehow…

Enthan was involved.

The rumor

Lena stood there for a few seconds after Enthan disappeared down the stairs.

Her mind was still trying to catch up with what had just happened.

You need to stop talking to me.

His words echoed in her head.

“What was that about?” Mia asked, slightly out of breath.

Lena blinked and looked at her.

“I honestly have no idea.”

Mia frowned.

“He just grabbed your wrist and dragged you away. That’s not exactly normal behavior.”

“I noticed.”

“Did he say anything?”

Lena hesitated.

“Not really.”

Mia raised an eyebrow.

“Lena.”

“He just told me to stop talking to him.”

Mia stared at her.

“Seriously?”

“Yeah.”

“That makes zero sense.”

“I know.”

They started walking toward the cafeteria together.

The hallway was crowded now.

Students were laughing, talking, and rushing to lunch.

But as Lena walked past them, she noticed something strange.

People were looking at her.

Not just glancing.

Staring.

Whispering.

At first she thought she was imagining it.

But then two girls near the lockers suddenly stopped talking when she walked by.

One of them covered her mouth, trying not to laugh.

“What’s going on?” Lena muttered.

Mia looked around.

“Okay… this is weird.”

A group of boys near the vending machines glanced at Lena.

One of them whispered something.

The others started grinning.

Lena felt her stomach twist.

“This is not normal.”

“No kidding,” Mia said.

Just then, Ryan appeared again.

He walked straight toward them, holding his phone.

“You guys need to see this.”

His tone was serious this time.

Not dramatic.

Not joking.

“What?” Mia asked.

Ryan showed them his phone.

On the screen was a post from the school’s anonymous gossip page.

Lena’s heart dropped the moment she saw the photo.

It was blurry.

But still recognizable.

The picture showed Enthan holding Lena’s wrist in the hallway.

Exactly what had happened a few minutes ago.

Under the photo was a caption:

“Looks like the quiet girl finally caught Ethan Carter’s attention.”

And below that—

Hundreds of comments.

“Wait… since when?”

“I thought he didn’t talk to anyone.”

“She’s actually pretty.”

“Isn’t she the girl from class 3B?”

“Did they fight or something?”

“Or maybe they’re dating??”

Mia’s eyes widened.

“Dating??”

Ryan scrolled further down.

“Oh wow… it gets worse.”

Another comment said:

“He was also involved in a fight this morning. Maybe she’s the reason.”

Lena felt her face grow hot.

“This is ridiculous.”

“I know,” Mia said quickly.

“But people love rumors.”

Ryan sighed.

“The post already has like two hundred shares.”

“Two hundred??”

“Yeah.”

Lena grabbed the phone from his hand and looked at the picture again.

Her chest tightened.

Someone had been watching them.

Taking pictures.

Posting them online.

But why?

“What’s wrong?” Mia asked softly.

Lena pointed at the screen.

“This wasn’t random.”

“What do you mean?”

“The notes.”

Ryan blinked.

“What notes?”

Mia quickly explained.

“The creepy messages she got earlier.”

Ryan’s expression changed immediately.

“Wait… someone told you to stay away from Ethan?”

“Yes.”

“And now this photo appears online?”

Lena nodded slowly.

Ryan looked uneasy.

“That’s not a coincidence.”

The cafeteria suddenly felt louder.

More chaotic.

Like the entire room was buzzing with gossip.

Lena could feel people glancing at her from different tables.

Some curious.

Some amused.

Some judging.

“I hate this,” she muttered.

“Just ignore them,” Mia said.

“People will forget in a few days.”

Ryan shook his head.

“Not if more stuff shows up.”

“Thanks for the encouragement,” Mia said dryly.

They sat down at their usual table.

Lena barely touched her food.

Her mind kept replaying everything.

The notes.

Enthan’s reaction.

And now this rumor.

Something about the situation felt wrong.

Like pieces of a puzzle that didn’t quite fit together.

“Do you think Ethan posted the picture himself?” Ryan asked suddenly.

“No,” Lena said immediately.

Mia looked surprised.

“You’re very sure.”

“He wouldn’t do that.”

“How do you know?”

Lena paused.

She didn’t actually know.

But the way he reacted earlier…

He had looked genuinely upset when he saw the note.

Like he recognized it.

Like he knew who sent it.

“I just don’t think it was him,” she said quietly.

At that exact moment—

Someone dropped their tray at the table next to them.

Everyone turned.

And there he was.

Enthan Carter.

Standing a few steps away.

His eyes slowly moved around the cafeteria.

Then they landed on Lena.

He had probably already seen the rumor.

His expression was unreadable.

Ryan leaned closer to Mia.

“Wow. This is awkward.”

Mia whispered back.

“Extremely.”

For a moment, it looked like Enthan might walk over.

But instead—

A tall girl stepped in front of him.

Her long black hair fell perfectly over her shoulders.

Her uniform looked almost too neat.

Too perfect.

Lena recognized her immediately.

Chloe Harper.

One of the most popular girls in school.

Chloe placed a hand lightly on Enthan’s arm.

“Are you okay?” she asked sweetly.

Her voice was loud enough for people nearby to hear.

“I saw the post.”

The cafeteria became quieter.

Everyone was listening.

Enthan glanced down at her hand.

Then back at her face.

“I’m fine.”

Chloe frowned slightly.

“But rumors like that can ruin someone’s reputation.”

Her eyes briefly moved toward Lena.

Just for a second.

But the message was clear.

Someone’s reputation.

Not his.

Lena felt her chest tighten.

Mia leaned closer and whispered:

“I don’t like her.”

“Join the club,” Ryan muttered.

Chloe sighed dramatically.

“People really believe anything they see online.”

She finally removed her hand from Enthan’s arm.

“Don’t worry,” she said softly.

“I know you’d never date someone… random.”

The word random hung in the air.

Lena looked down at her tray.

She suddenly lost her appetite completely.

Enthan’s gaze moved toward Lena again.

Their eyes met across the cafeteria.

For a moment, neither of them looked away.

Then—

Enthan spoke.

His voice was calm.

But clear.

“Chloe.”

She smiled.

“Yes?”

“I don’t remember asking for your opinion.”

The table near Lena went silent.

Chloe’s smile froze.

“What?”

Enthan picked up his tray.

“And you’re wrong.”

He turned slightly.

His eyes met Lena’s again.

Then he said something that made the entire cafeteria explode with whispers.

“I don’t mind the rumor.”

And with that—

He walked away.

Ryan nearly choked on his drink.

“Did he just—”

“Yes,” Mia said slowly.

“He absolutely did.”

Lena sat there, stunned.

Her heart was beating faster again.

This situation was getting worse.

Much worse.

And somehow…

She had the feeling that this was only the beginning.

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