-kara-

My boyfriend texted me to go somewhere I thought it was just a normal date. He is my first boyfriend and I don't really have Idea how relationship work I just let him drive the boat.

"where are we going? I ask him

" You will see it when we get there "

I still have doubt and I feel nervous so I ask him again I just wanted to make sure

" whare are we going to do? "

" I want us to be together just two of us, will just going to watch a movie"

"I still have doubt but I go with him"

When we got there I was nervous when I see the place this is what they Called "motel" I ask him "why here? He said

" We need some privacy "

He hold my hand and we go to counter to pay, then we got the key of our room I was hesitant to go in but he push me in..

" relax " he said he guide me to the bed and go back to the door to close it.. I stay silent its not that I choose to be Silent but I can't talk the time because of my nervousness I feel like my tounge got numb. Im just looking at him observing all his actions..

He get the laptop from his bag and open it.. I feel relieved..

"Which one would you like to watch? " he ask me

"It's up to you, I'll just watch whatever is it." he played a love story one with a lot of kissing scene and bed scene.

The movie started we just both silence watching the movie, he sat at my back hugging me behind.

The kissing scene come, it feels so awkward. the male lead kiss the female lead passionately holding the back of her head.. He push her closer to him.. Suddenly I heard the swallowing of saliva I want to look back but his face is so close to me.. I feel like my mouth got dry..

Then the bed scene finally come, I don't know what to do I feel hot, I don't understand my body got stiff of what I saw the man in the movie is so aggressive he kiss the woman hard while grabing her boobs with his one hand his other hand is touching her down there. He kiss her from her neck to down there. He take off all her clothes and and lead her to bed, he keep kissing her private part I don't know what is call this my first time seeing like this but it seems he is eating her feminine area..

Suddenly I feel the hot breath on my neck then my boyfriend started kissing me, his hand touching my stomach up and down he make me face him I was so nervous because we haven't kiss yet maybe this is our first time and basically my first time.. My heart beat is so fast I feel like someone is chasing me.

He look at me, down to my lips, I saw the desire in his eyes and also I can't stop my self I want him to kiss me, he hold my chin and move his face closer, I suddenly close my eyes, our lips touch each other it seems like light at first and next become eager I just stay still, let him guide my lips.

he hold the back of my head and pull it closer, he open my lips with his lips then slide his tongue inside my mouth and feels good and hot I can't help but let a small moan "aahhhhhhhh" I don't know but maybe because I moan he become eager.

He is exploring my mouth sipping my tongue and lips it really feels good , while his kissing and devouring my mouth I feel something tingling sensation down there that made me push him..

I saw him confuse and ask " what's wrong? Don't you like it?"

"it's not that, it's just I feel something weird, I don't understand" he Just look at me and smile.

"just let it be, okay? Let's just enjoy this moment, just tell what do you want I'll do it for you.. Kiss me he said, he wanted me to kiss him first this time. I reach his mouth and kiss him he kiss me back I don't know how to kiss I just imitate what he did to me.. Then I heard him laugh I stop and look at him confused, he just smile and kiss me back, his kiss made me lost I feel like I'm floating we kiss and enjoy for almost 1 hour, I love this feeling kissing someone you love it's priceless..

Suddenly he ask me

"would you like to do more?"

"What more?"

"I promise you will like it"

"but.. But.. I'm not ready yet"

"we won't go through that, lets say it's the first stage" I'm still hesitant that time. "you don't have to do anything just stay still"

"okay"

I was sitting on to the head of the bed, he started kissing me hot and passionate, he lick my tongue and devour my whole mouth and his hand started to wander around my body he touch my ****** and pinching and squizing it.. I let a small loan "aahhhh" he move to my neck and started kissing and licking it.

He kiss my neck down to collarbone "ahhhh" I can't help but moan under his touch, he continue touch my ******, the atmosphere becomes hot.. He's about to remove my dress "wait" I stop him out of nervousness..

"don't worry baby,, let me handle things, I can feel you like my touch, I can't wait to make you mine,, but now I want you to feel happy and experience things so you can decide if you will give your self to me..

With that he remove my dress I'm only wearing my underwear now, he look at my body and touch my legs and then kiss me again to my lips down to my neck and my collarbone and he unclasp my bra move down and kiss my ******, he lick my ****** and circle his tongue, it feels so hot that my body arch " ahhhh" his one hand is holding and massaging my left ****** his other hand is touching my legs going up and up until he reach my underwear, he touch my private part with my underwear on it, my body follow his hand it seems wanting more when he notice it. he pull down my underwear and touch my bare skin, I can't understand the feeling it's so good that I hold his hand afraid the he will remove it..

"You like it baby? Huh tell me you like it I will give you more. He said while kissing me and lick my ****** back and forth..

" yes, I like it so much " with his touch I feel lost All I want is to follow him to give me more..

" make a noise baby keep moaning please tell me you like what I'm doing to you," with him persuading me I finally lost my self...

"yes, ahhhhhh, ahhhhhh, ahhhh I love you baby please don't stop ahhh, ahhh it feels so good..." he rub my **** and move it up it down cerciling my ****,, the sensation is so much to handle... I feel like I'm going crazy.... He suddenly enter his middle finger inside me I arck my body in shock its a little hurt...

" ouch it's hurt "

" It won't hurt later baby, do you like what I'm doing? You like it huh? You like me eating your ******? I love your ****** baby it's all mine and also this one your ***** this is only mine,, it feels so good that you're ***** eating my finger.... I move fast you like it hah?

"Yes baby I like so much, please move faster ahhhh, ahhh, ohhhh, yes,,, when I'm about to *** he remove his finger I look at him with frustration," he just laugh and said..

"hahaha what's with that face? I know, don't worry I'll give you more... Just answer my question he said wile massaging my ****** and picking my lips..

" You like me eating your ****** and licking it?"

" yes" I answered shyly

"do you want to feel my tongue her?" he ask as he touch my *****...

"yes"

"That's all I wanted to hear be ready you will feel more pleasure," with that he bend between on my legs and started licking my ****..

"ahhhhhh, ahhhh. Ahhhh baby please don't stop please ahhh ahhh,"

He lick my **** and Enter his finger inside my *****.... I grab his head and push it on my ***** it feels so good... He's eating it like a delicious food.. Everytouch I fell heaven... The sensation is getting more and more that I move my hips... His finger also move faster and faster and Finally I feel something inside me that wanted to explode and it finally exploded in his mouth he eat my ****** and lick every juice left...

I feel very tired he lay beside me and kiss me... How do you feel? " he ask

" I cover my face in embarrassment " he just laugh and said..

" hahaha,, you will get use to it.. " he just hug me ang kissing my lips again and again... Until I fall asleep.