REBORN TO LIVE A BETTER LIFE ~ [ TAEKOOK ]
Second Chance ~ ⁰¹
Taehyung was laying on the bed , weak and boneless.. Blood was painted as a beautiful mess in his white bedsheet... His nose and mouth was bloody because of coughing blood so much- He even lost the time how many times he coughed blood... It's been so much that at last Taehyung lost all the strength to get up and go to the washroom instead he coughed out blood in his own bedsheet , laying on his own blood...
Taehyung's eyes were half closed and lidded , he could not hear or feel anything anymore... The extreme and immense pain he was feeling always dwelled slowly from his sense leaving him numb... Taehyung was suffering from rejection , rejection from his own wolf... No matter how much time Taehyung called out his wolf Evegeiny's name he never got a response... Evegeiny never replied , never responded... He fall in a deep slumber... He was hurt... He went silence after suffering so much from his mate... From the mate Taehyung loved so much and in the middle of this foolish love Evegeiny suffered...
Taehyung never did anything to make Evegeiny feel better... Taehyung never said anything to his mate for being so disloyal and hurtful and in the middle it was Evegeiny who suffered...
And so now it was Evegeiny's revenge from Taehyung... It was a punishment for Taehyung... Evegeiny went silent leaving Taehyung all alone and in an immense pain that Taehyung can't endure alone...
Kim Taehyung ~
E...eve... E..eve.. Please...
Taehyung mumbled out weakly but it was of no help... Evegeiny already caged himself in his own bubble of peace leaving Taehyung , rejecting Taehyung , abandoning Taehyung... He couldn't endure the pain and rejection from his alpha anymore... He chose his own peace..
As Evegeiny abandoned Taehyung , Taehyung suffered from a great pain.. Taehyung has always been weak and his body couldn't take the rejection from his own mate... Taehyung felt himself getting thrown against the wall harshly and hardly even through he was laying on the bed , he felt a truck rolling over him.. That's how much his body was hurting... Taehyung felt himself levitating in the air , he felt something rearranging his guts in the worse way... He felt someone pulling away his heart from his chest alive and raw...
It was painful... It was soul wrenching ~ The pain was something no one can ever endure... Never...
Kim Taehyung ~
** Slowly closed his eyes **
Taehyung felt his conscience slipping away slowly from his body as he closed his eyes... So it was over... He couldn't take the pain... It was middle of the night , At first Taehyung thought the blood vomiting was from stress and then it got serious.. It got painful... And then Taehyung realized his wolf abandoned him... But it was too late- Taehyung couldn't call for any help... He was locked in his own room with no power and strength left in his body... No one came cause he couldn't call for anyone...
And the one who could have felt his pain , his alpha never actually cared enough to bond with him... Never...
And now slipping through ocean and air... His soul slipping away from his numb body- Taehyung only thought of one thing what would have happened if he hadn't accepted his alpha from the bottom of his heart ? What would have happened if he choose the other options ? What would have happened ?
Only if he could get a second chance...
A New Staring ~ ⁰²
The morning sun rays hit Taehyung's face like a splash of cold water.. Nothing warm and nothing comfortable... Taehyung opened his eyes , abruptly sitting on the bed as he breath heavily... Taehyung clunged on his chest , intertwining his own fingers against his chest as he keep breathing heavily... He felt like he was stabbed thousands of time on his chest... He felt maybe the pain didn't stop even after his death... Death ? He was supposed to be dead , Right ? Then why did I wake up ? Why is he breathing now ? What happened ?
Was it all a dream ? A nightmare ?
Kim Taehyung ~
H-haha... ** Let out broken laugh while rubbing his fingers against his cheeks **
Taehyung brought his fingers to his cheeks , tracing his fingetips against his cheeks feeling the warmth and flesh under his fingers... He is warm , he felt blood rushing in his body... He isn't cold like a dead body...
Kim Taehyung ~
I-i am alive... I am alive.... ** Breathing heavily **
He was alive... Taehyung held his own arms , pinching his flesh to feel the pain and squeezing his wrist to feel the pulse... He is indeed alive... Taehyung brought his back to his chest trying to feel his heartbeat... Taehyung laughed out as he felt his heart beating under his palm... Of course the pain was something worth dreading but he was at least alive... He did not lose it all... He did not forget the pain his mate caused him... He did not forget how he experienced death cause of his mate and he never will... He never will...
Kim Taehyung ~
** Clenched on the bloody bedsheet **
Taehyung clêñched his fingers on the bedsheet seeing the blood on the bedsheet that was not wet anymore... It indicated the pain Taehyung went through last night , The wrenching pain and the soul shaking death... This bedsheet was a witness to it all...
Kim Taehyung ~
Thank you , Moon goddess... ** Mumbled under his breath while closing his eyes **
Taehyung was so glad... He was so happy that Moon goddess did not abandoned him... She gave him a second chance... She never abandons her children...
Taehyung felt a drop of tears falling from his closed eyes , his heart wrenched out in pain as he remembered how his mate treated him... So disgustingly ! And Taehyung still stayed by his side... Still... Taehyung opened his eyes and wiped his tears.. No more ! He will not tolerate no more... He will never forgive the person for whom he lost his wolf..
How much a wolf got hurt to abandon his own human ? No , Taehyung can not describe it in worlds... It's not something he can ever explain... He can ever thought of... But he will not do any mistake from now on... Maybe it is considered a sin to endure so much pain from his mate- Yes , It should be considered a sin..
Kim Taehyung ~
I am sorry , Evegeiny... I am so sorry...
It will be a new staring for Taehyung from now on... A new begining...
Mate ~ ⁰³
Taehyung stood up from the bed , his legs shaking as he was about to stumble... Taehyung held the headboard of the bed for support as he stood... Taehyung closed his eyes and took a deep breath trying to collect all his courage and strength to face his disloyal mate again ~ Taehyung leaned forward and held the bedsheet , clenching on it as he pulled it away from the bed letting the pillow fall of from the bed- Taehyung clutched the bedsheet against his chest.. He felt a sharp pain in his chest as he thought of the pain he suffered from last night... Taehyung walked towards the cabinet , pushing the bloody blanket there as he closed the cabinet not wanting his parents to know about the horror he went through last night...
Taehyung walked out of the room , his legs shaking cause of the pain and weakness , he was walking with the support of the wall... The whole mansion was silent , there were no maids in sight... There was a party last night so probably everyone is busy cleaning the garden and the living room... Taehyung's room was on the same floor as his mate but some room away-... Taehyung stopped finally as he is standing in front of his mate's room now... Taehyung felt his heart clêñching in pain , how can he do it ? How can he leave the man he loves so much ? How can he ? But he will not fall apart anymore.. No more ! He will not hesitate...
He will not suffer for the person who never cared about him , who does not care of him , never thought of his emotions nor was by his side...
Kim Taehyung ~
** Took a deep breath ** Control yourself , Taehyung...
Kim Taehyung ~
Moon goddess gave you a second chance to live a better life-... Not to suffer like the past... ** Mumbled under his breath **
Taehyung knocked on the door.. His fingers shaking , he felt his heart beating so fast that it started to hurt... Taehyung heard a sleepy hoarse voice from inside asking him to enter... Taehyung gripped on the doorknob as he twisted it before opening it , pulling the door aside as he entered the room...
Taehyung walked inside with slow steps and there he saw his mate , Jeon Jung-Guk... Jung-Guk was laying on the bed , his upper body nakêd while his lower body was covered by a thin blanket... It was very clear that he was fully naked... There was a female omega laid beside Jung-Guk , she was laying on her chest , snuggling to the pillow , her long hairs messy against the pillow... She looked nâkéd too... And it was very clear to Taehyung and he knew they had sêx... It's not something new.. Jung-Guk is like that only , he doesn't hesitate or care about anything ~ He brings to his bed who ever he likes...
The whole room was filled with the smell of shared pheromones and sêx... It was suffocating for Taehyung... He felt his vision getting blurry but he held himself tight , controlling his emotions... It's so hurtful to him... Even through he is reborn , it's not easy to forget the person whom he loved so dearly his whole life... Jung-Guk raised his head from the pillow and smiled brightly like a child looking at Taehyung ~
Kim Taehyung ~
Jung-Guk...
Jeon Jung-Guk ~
Good morning , Taehyung ! ** Smiled brightly **
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