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"My mom always says I'm useless. but even if it hurts me I don't reply I just listens. Why? Because she's my mother, I should not talk back to her...... even if it already breaks me inside repeatedly..... " Anonymous 1

Anonymous

"I always give my best, but why can't they see my struggles? My pain? My loneliness? My silent please, for them just to notice. I just want them to finally see my real me, not just my achievements, not only the bright side but also the dark side that not all successful people have a good life, not always happy. Sometimes ....I find myself alone thinking when I'm still a child. I want to go back and laugh again freely. But it's too late, I can't go back in time......" Anonymous 2

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"I'm tired.... I want to rest.... But how can I let my tiredness take over when I'm the only one left to take care of them? I want to rest, but my responsibility won't allow me..... please... someone... just someone.. please help me, I want to rest for a while" Anonymous 3

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"it hurts when I kept quiet... it hurts when I speak... I keep quiet because I'm tired of explaining myself to anyone I know won't even listen. It hurts when that someone didn't even comfort me. it hurts even more when I let myself talk. I know they're wrong, I want to defend myself, I want to fight for myself. But why does it hurt even more? Have I not been hurt enough? it hurts when that someone is your parents, the ones who you look up to. it hurts that's why I choose silence than opening my mouth. because I'm calming down when I don't say anything, I learn how to care and not care about unnecessary things. I learn to not speak all my feelings so that I won't be hurt more." Anonymous 4

Anonymous

"I feel terrible... I feel terrible that I didn't fulfill my duty as a big sister. They learned my actions, my behavior, my attitude, and more. because that's what I show my parents when I'm a selfish bi#*h, and now my siblings act like me when I'm little.. But now that I obey my parents and help willingly, my journey to changing. I notice that they do what I do, that's when I realized that they look up to me. And I won't fail them even if they don't know I'm changing myself so that they'll also do it. I'm happy because, finally I can do better and I know they'll also do." Anonymous 5

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"I want to grow up fast, I want to finish studies, graduate, get job then earn money. I want to help my parents, my siblings. I want to see them live a comfortable life, I want my parents to rest. I want to say 'ma pa. Pahinga na kayo, ako naman magtrabaho para sa pamilya natin'. I want to give them all the things they didn't get when they're younger. But will I make it? am I doing my best? the saying is true that 'hindi naghihintay ang mga pangarap, mga oppurtunidad, at oras.' that's why my very first goal is to change myself first and do all I can give finish the first step for my dreams. Then my dream...... " Anonymous 7

Let all of our emotions out and surrender it all to the Lord with all our heart because he is the only one who can give us true peace that no one can give other than only him.

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With sincerity if you want to share something that your not able to tell any of your closest friends and family just follow me and message me. I want to share everything to everyone that even if a person smiles all day long means that someone is truly happy. we don't know if they're truly alright or they're just pretending to be happy. Even parents don't tell their children because they don't want us to worry, they think they'll be a burden if they say all of those. so please anyone strong enough or have gone through a hard time can do it, because I know 'you' want to inspire the listeners.

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