Until I See You Again
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It was raining heavily..There was greenery everywhere,its that time of the year..yes..the monsoon..it brings many old memories with it...the memories like how I used to be a happy soul..the one who used to cheer everyone up..the one who never cared about anyone else's harsh words because all it would take was just the monsoon...the smell of the wet soil would heal my soul and add new energy into me..like it was everything i needed...but everything changed...it has been almost a year..since he left...and almost everything changed..he was..my everything
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I cant go back nanc..not like this...not until I see him again...not until I ask him the reason behind it..Please I want to see him...Just once...please ask him to meet me for once please...*sobing heavily*
Nancy
U need to stop this allie(my nickname)..U r going to hurt yourself like this..I can't see you like this..you need to accept it..he's left you..for someone else...
Aliana
Nanc..U know I love him..I never loved someone so badly..Nanc tell me...what should i do...am i that ugly..should I..should I change myself...I'll do anything just get him back to me...I cant live without him...i cant *Sobbing breathlessly*
Nancy
You are beautiful the way your are allie..you dont need to change yourself for anyone...you deserve someone better allie..you need to forget him...he cheated on you allie..its not your fault why are you blaming yourself for this..?
Aliana
Nanc If i am beautiful..why did he leave me...tell me...if i am pretty..why did he choose someone above me...nanc..tell him i would change myself completely...i would change myself for him..i would do anything...please...please..please...😭
Nancy
*Pull her close to hug her and tries to comfort her* ssh sshh...please i cant see you like this...😥
Aliana
*Hugs her tightly and cry *
Aliana
*its been almost a year since he left..but here i am still trying to heal myself..still figuring out..what was my fault..i gave him everything..my love my heart....what did i got in return...betrayal..*
Aliana
(I have always stayed simple..i dont like over dressing..i dont even know how to put makeup on..and thats why i thought who would love someone like me..why would someone even look at me..there are many pretty girls out there..and me..i am nothing compared to them...)
Nancy
Allie...you know today is our last day for the university right...we cant miss this baby...lets go...if we got late..we might miss the counselling session...and we have our first trial interview after few weeks..remember..
Aliana
Yeah..coming...just give me a moment..
Nancy
Allie..Are u okay...
Aliana
Yeah i am fine..*fake smiles*
Nancy
You know i am your best friend right..i know when you are genuinely happy and i also know when you pretend to be happy...
Nancy
Allie its a big day for us...we have been looking forward to this since we entered the university...We would soon be applying for our dream job..as journalists..it was our goal..
Aliana
Yess...i know...its just...
Nancy
ohhh shit ....sorry i dont mean to cut you off like that..but if we dont leave right now...we would face severe circumstances..and already mr shelmon doesnt like me at all....
Aliana
What no...he's good nanc..dont say like that..
Nancy
ofcourse..because you are the topper of this sem..ofcourse he is gonna be good with you...not someone average like me...i can face severe circumstances if i stay here and talk to u for even a second...so...run
*She grabbed my hand and we ran off*
[I know she is weird but she has been my best friend since childhood and she has been for me through all ups and downs of my life...she is very important for me...i dont know how i would have deal with the major heartbreak if she wasnt there with me]
Aliana
see you have been over reacting for nothing..he did not even cared about when we reached the class..
Nancy
yeah yeah..it was because u were there with me..if it was have been just me..he would have hanged me to death..infront of the whole class
Aliana
😂😂 You are ridiculously dramatic
Nancy
Atleast i am alive...wait a minute...it was our last class...
Nancy
Wooohhhhooooooo....*dancing without caring about the crowd in the hall way*
Aliana
*i cover my face with my hand*...stopppp...you are embarrassing me infront of everyone..
Nancy
Allieee...I wont have to deal with that motherfucker again...No more long assignments...No more answering the questions...No more getting late....Woohhhoooooo
Aliana
*face drops instantly*
Nancy
woah woah...am i that embarrassing...sorry...i didnt meant to make you sad...((T_T))
Aliana
Its not that...its just..
Aliana
we wont stay together anymore...
Nancy
U are right...we have to leave the dorm until..TOMMORROW..
Aliana
nanc...how am i going to survive without you..
Nancy
I would visit you every day dumbo...Its not that you are leaving the country..
Aliana
I am going back to my home ((T_T))
Nancy
((T_T)) alliee...noo...u can stay here..we could rent a apartment together...just dont go...
Aliana
I have to...i promised my mom ((T_T))
Nancy
*hugs her with teary eyes...trying best to hold back tears*
Nancy
hey you are making me cry too *cries too*
Aliana
I'll miss you nanc...((T_T))
Nancy
(how am i going to survive without this dumbo((T_T)) )
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