She was in my arm, soaked in blood, heart beat slowly stopping.......

I don't know what to do, I am trembling, I am scared, I can't even speak, I was soaked with her blood.......

The only thing I can think was..

*if she died I can't live either*

I know help is on the way, but I can't seem to yell at them to come faster.....

She is trembling, I am trembling......

Tear is flowing with the rain on my face.....

Her pale face...

Her beautiful bride dress all soaked with blood....

An angel who always stay with me no matter what I am going through....

My one and only queen....

The most beautiful woman ever....

The best sister ever is now...

A very pityful person....

Pale,lip darker,heart beat slower and slower....

But still I can't do anything....

Too shocked, too tired, too emotional.....

She looked at me tired and trying her best to smile as if she was trying to say .....

*it's ok, I'm fine*

No.... You are not....

U are about to die....

It's my fault....

It's all my fault...

This would never happened if it was not for me....

Sis, you can't die, you have to live no matter what. Please....

Ambulance arrived but I can't let her go I hold on to her tightly. And her husband to be shout and say do you want her to die she need to go to the hospital...

When I heard his voice I let go of her give her body to the doctors...

I still can't move it feels like I have become a statue. My mom come and hold me up and said to me 'Honey we have to go to the hospital, it's not a time to dazed of, we have to hurry to save your sister ' .......

I strengthen myself and went to the ambulance but I have no seat there like I never have her heart... Her husband to be shout at me and said ' Come at your car there's no room anymore' .

They shut the door and they left me there all alone....

AGAIN.

I feel stupid and sad at the same time thinking to myself why are you still trying to get in her heart, she fall in love and about to have a husband if it was not for the accident the wedding ceremony will be over already....

Ok not the time to think about this I have to save my sister....

I went to my car and drive as fast as I can to the hospital they admit my sister, when I reach there she was at the operating room....

All of us waiting outside all soaked from the rain with our beautiful wedding dresses...

The doctor came out and said......

I AM SO SORRY......

That hit me hardly I know there Is no hope anymore....

She is gone...

She is gone forever....

" Why didn't I tell her I love her "

" Why "

"Why.........."