Dear one,
26.03.26
2:36 am
My love, it feels heavy saying this and thinking about you... I'm finally letting you go, we were never meant to be. This day was meant to be the start of our new life, but I think now it is the time to close the chapter of loving you. It’s scary, my love it is scary to think I might forget the parts of you that are so close to my heart. I’m afraid I’ll lose the dreams that I spend days trying to recover from, that your voice will fade from my memory, that one day I’ll feel foolish for feeling all of this now. I’m afraid the face I loved won’t appear in another chapter, that the eyes I fell for will be forgotten. What’s even scarier, my love, is that I can already feel myself starting to forget….
Both my eyes and my heart feel heavy as I close this chapter..
"Can you just stay with me?"
My love, maybe in another life, you would be the one to hold my hand, kiss my forehead, hold me in your arms, and make me forget everything else
I hate to say this, but parts of me wish to fill this book with our memories. I’m grateful for everything you gave me. Let the selfish part of me just hold on to you for a few more days to show myself that I truly love you. Then, I promise, you won’t even find my name. My love, I promise to disappear from your life like I never existed if that’s better for you… and for me. But some selfish part of me still wishes to call you, my love, one last time… to let you know the truth.
My love, I am stuck with words, so just let it be.
Thank you, my love, for everything.(cut out)
Thanks for everything.
-the one who loved you more than my own breath
