That day I went to his house feeling a little. confident because I'm always shy and nervous around him.

I got to his front door and knocked he opened and let me in has i stepped in i felt a wave of nervousness and almost panicking. We were sitting on the couch in the living room having small talks while I watch him play game (he looks so hot ) i said to myself while stealing glances at him I think he noticed but I didn't care.

I watched him play for hours and I was bored (why won't he just pull me and kiss the hell out of me) i said in my head while secretly staring at him with the conner of my left eye.

...Finally after a while the power went out he put down his gaming console and looked at me he then sat comfortably resting his arm on the arm rest looked at me and said *come* my heart raced and i could hear my heart beat in my ears i looked at him eyes widened then slowly stood up and stood in front of him. He pulled me and made me sit on his lap I then gather the courage held his face and kissed him I closed my eyes savouring the taste of his lips he immediately wrapped his hands around me holding me tight like he didn't want me to let go. His hands roam around my back like it was desperately searching for something he pushed his tongue in and both our tongue were fighting for territory then I heard him moan I was so turned on i didn't feel shy anymore I kissed him so desperately I wrapped my hands around his neck dug my fingers into his hair I could feel him getting hard he then cupped my breast with one hand smooching it making me release a moan I was wearing a maxi gown with spaghetti strap he pulled the strap down reviling my breast he broke the kiss to suck my nipple I could feel he was loosing control of himself. He stood up making me wrap my legs around his waist has he placed his hand under my ass not breaking the kiss he walked to the bedroom carefully placing me on the bed he then pulled his shirt off hovering above me he stared dip in my soul before kissing me pulling my second strap revealing my second breast he broke the kiss again then stared at them before sucking and smooching them then slowly went down while staring at me his hand went under my gown grabbing my panties with both hands my heart skipped a thousand beat at the same time has I realized what was about to happen ( I haven't shaved) I said to myself in horror (what if he doesn't like what he sees, what if he's disgusted after seeing my coochie) my mind went wild...

He looked at me and frowned slightly before asking me what was wrong I told him I was insecure which was true he assured me and told me I didn't have to be insecure around him I blushed so hard placing my hand over my mouth to prevent him from noticing.

After reassuring me he pulled down my panties and me spread my legs I covered my mouth with both hands from embarrassment he then started licking and sucking my pussy I've never felt like this in my life his tongue was soft and warm on my pussy I moaned uncontrollably has I searched for something to hold to stop me from falling apart I was moving so much he had to adjust and spread my legs couple of times I bit my lower lip in pleasure he then pushed a finger inside me I covered my mouth to stop myself from moaning loud he pulled my hands from my mouth and said *it's ok you can scream* he continued eating my pussy after a while he stood up took off his trousers and boxer leaving him naked I almost covered my eyes after seeing him naked he climbed the bed hovering above me wanting to push his length inside me but I stopped him i sat up he looked at me confused asking what was wrong i shook my head searching for the words finally the words came out of my mouth *I'm not ready* I said he took a deep breath lay beside me and asked why I didn't want him. I was freaking out , but I knew it was now or never *I'm too young for this* I said looking down not daring to look at his face after what felt like ages I finally looked up Staring at him he looked so confused but I didn't wait for his reply I got down from the bed already dressing up he also got down to dress up *I gave you all the satisfaction I didn't get any is not Fair* he said trying to light up the mood the word's shot me like an arrow in the heart i dressed up quickly he was already done we both went to the living room and sat on the couch he brought out his gaming console and started playing not saying a word and without a glance at me . I sat there in the awkward silence (should I leave? No it might create a misunderstanding or distance between us) I said in my head my heart racing so fast I had to take a deep breath I turned my head and stared at him my eyes became watery I looked down and started playing with my fingers my vision becoming blurry slowly. I noticed him starting at him I looked up he already paused the game my heart hammered against my chest has we made eye contact *are you okay?* he asked *I thought you were angry* I said he dropped the console and held my hands he chuckled *angry? I'm not angry* he said staring at me I was relieved but I still felt sad and a tear was about to drop I tried wiping my eyes but he didn't let go of my hands (I don't want him to see me cry) i said in my head he finally let go and i was abel to wipe my tears *are we good now? I'm not angry really* he said I nod my head *yes* I answered. He brought out two chips from the drawer handed me one *thank you* I said he was about to continue playing then I blurted out *I'm seventeen this year*