Christopher sat down on the sand by the seashore, looking at his "friends" having fun. They didn't even try to include him in their fun. he sighed and took out his personal diary from his bag and started writing.

The diary was always full of how his friends always ignored him as he always tried to fit in. even the one he called his "bestfriend", he also didn't bother to look for him. it was just another normal day for him, being ignored like he doesn't even exist. If he knew it's going to be like this again, he'd have never agreed to come on this trip.

He always asked himself "Do i really deserve this?". He always stayed quiet even tho it hurts him deeply. Always consoling himself that he'd be fine. But there's always a limit to everyone's patience.

After a long day Christopher came home. As usual his dad was home sitting on a sofa being drunk. He asked him "where were you? Do you realise what time is it?" Christopher just looked down on the floor and said

"i was out with my friends. I'm sorry for coming late."

His dad got up and slapped him hard.

His mind went blank. He looked up at his dad. As always he didn't see any affection or love in his eyes. It was that woman's fault. It has been like this since she came into his family . No matter how much he tries to make him convince that she's his mother figure now. But the action his father has shown towards him and his siblings after that woman came tells him otherwise.

His eyes watered yet he refused to cry infront of his father. Nobody deserves to see his fragile side. He has come to hate everyone. Nobody has ever saw the pain he's carrying. He's always going to be alone.

With that he went inside his room even not having dinner that night. Just crying himself to sleep. Nobody's gonna comfort him. He has to do it himself. It's okay though cause it's always like this. He's used to it by now. He doesn't need anyone. He just needs to learn to live on his own.

He was in 10th grade. He definitely can find a way to live his house after college. Till then he has to endure everything. He always motivated himself whenever someone tries to bring down his confidence level. He can't give up. Even though he came into this world without his permission but He has to find a way to survive, Find a way to live happily. He doesn't wants to have regrets in future.

Hello Guys! This is your author Unfazy. This is my first ever work. This story is based on some fiction and reality. English is not my first language so excuse my grammar errors. I really hope you guys will enjoy this story. There will a surprise for y'all after this story ends. Please give this novel a lot of love. I'll try hard to make this story worth reading it. Thank you.

~Your Dear Author Unfazy