Reborn: To Love My Husband
AUTHOR'S NOTE
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How are you all doing?
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It's been a long time since we met.
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First of all, my apologies to all of my dear readers for deleting all of my ongoing and completed works and disappearing so suddenly.
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To be honest, I had so much on my mind at that time and believe me it was not at all positive things I would say.
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At that moment, I was feeling so worthless, useless, and to be honest everything done by me was looking shit and what not.
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I was hating myself and everything connected to me.
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I wanted to burn all my edges and maybe become something or someone...but seriously I don't know what I wanted or what I was doing.
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I just wanted to erase all of it.
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And I began using too much of instagram
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Like all of the energy that was left was drained into doom scrolling the reels.
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And after all that, I had one more reason for hating myself and that was that I disappointed you by deleting all the works even when you had given so much of your love to me.
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Believe me, I completely stopped writing, it was like I had never written anything.
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And when after sometime I tried writing again, I wasn't able to.
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I would delete it all.
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I seriously don't know what was happening to me anymore.
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I had some messages to start writing again, especially this fanfic.
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I tried but deleted it again.
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I began with something new and ended up deleting that too.
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I, in fact made a new account and on that account also I tried writing something new again and deleted that too.
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Something must be seriously wrong with me.
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Anyway, today I suddenly wanted to write again.
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I decided to start with this fanfic
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I also have a plot for a new fanfic and will write that too, I hope so!!!
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Soooooooooo, I hope that I have finally came out of my writer's slump.
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And I wish to be forgiven by you all. 🥺
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I know it will take time, after all I have broken your trust.
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But I hope that I will win it back soon!!
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And please forgive meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
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Also,I am much better now, less negative thoughts and I am gonna keep my mind straight!!!
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Out of the gutter of my self loathing
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I am gonna love myself and be happy!!!!
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I am gonna cherish myself!!!
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I MISSED YOU ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMUCHHHHHHHHHHHH 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘🥰
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ALSO, TRY TO FORGIVE ME 😗😗😗😗
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Also BTS ARE BACK WITH ARIRANG 🌚😌🥳😭 I LOVE THEM SOO MUCHH
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THE ALBUM IS SUCH A BLAST!!! 😌
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THE KINGS ARE FINALLY BACK 😏🙌🏻
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By the way, I am in my second year of college and in fact the second year is also almost completed!!!
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Just wanted to share with you all. 😁
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LET'S GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER AGAIN, AND TO MY NEW READERS TOO, LETS GET TO KNOW EACHOTHER.
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I know it's been a long time
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but I did love to know about you all, have lots of chat and fun together 🥰
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So I will begin with myself.
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- I am a girl who just turned 20 last month.😌
- Loves BTS
- Doing undergraduate in Psychology.
- I don't have a favourite colour but I have found that my wardrobe has more clothes in shades of blue colour than any other colour, so I guess it might be blue.
-I also love reading thriller novels, light novels, manhwas, manhuas, watching movies, animes. 🤔 That's it for now.
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Tell me about yourself too, I will wait for the messages. 😌
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Again, please try to forgive me and try to trust me again. 😊
~ Prologue ~
My TAEKOOK HEARTU WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY SEEING THIS PICTURE ON HOSEOK'S POST 😭😭😭😭😭 I WAS LITERALLY DANCING IN HAPPINESS LIKE YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 😭😭😭 I WAS EXTREMELY HAPPY THAT I CAN'T EVEN EXPRESS IT 😭😭😭 LIKE THE WAYYY THEIR FINGERS ARE INTERMINGLED AND HOW THEY LOOK LIKE A MARRIED COUPLE 😭😭😭 WITH THE HUSBAND TAEHYUNG HOLDING THE WATER BOTTLE AND THE WIFEY JUST SMILING SHYLY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 MY SHYLASSSSS I AM SO HAPPY FOR THEMMMM. 😭😭😭🤌🏻
On the rooftop of a high rise building, bullets were flying in every direction.
There was nowhere to hide.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
My wife, you have to live on well!
Jungkook was heavily injured as he held Taehyung in his arms, he whispered to him as both of them fell off the building rapidly with a sharp whistling noise of the wind in their ears.
Mid-air, Taehyung felt Jungkook adjusting their positions to protect him from the impact, he could also feel Jungkook staring at him like he wanted to capture all of Taehyung before his last moment as much as he could.
A loud noise followed soon after.
Jungkook had cushioned Taehyung from the fall.
Taehyung lifted his head with some difficulty as he laid on top of Jungkook. His lips were trembling.
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Jung... Jungkook?
Jungkook did not responded.
Taehyung reached his trembling hands up toward his nose and found that he was not breathing.
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 He... he is dead?
Taehyung’s lifeless eyes widened as the thought occurred to him. However, as usual, all he could see was pitch-black darkness.
The sticky liquid clinging onto his fingertips was the blood flowing out of Jungkook's lips.
Even though Taehyung had lost his sight, he understood that Jungkook had protected him with his own body. His body had been crushed and his bones were shattered.
But Taehyung remained completely unharmed.
A loud cry of despair escaped his lips.
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Ahhhhhh! Jungkook, you idiot!
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
If...If only you have left me behind, you would have been able to escape safely!
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Yet...yet.. you insisted on protecting me. I am blind and half-paralysed. Was sacrificing your life for mine worth it? Was it worth it?
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Taehyung was crying miserably.
Ever since they became engaged at a young age, Taehyung had fervently avoided him and stayed away from him.
Throughout their ten years of marriage, he had viewed Jungkook as a cunning snake. He had made countless attempts to cause trouble for him and escape.
Both before and after their marriage, he had caused innumerable problems for Jungkook and made his life extremely difficult.
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 In return, Jungkook had punished me in rage, pinning me down and taking me forcefully! And I had hated him to death.
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Yet, now...now that he is truly dead, why is my heart aching so painfully. It feels as if it is bleeding profusely.
It was at this moment that Taehyung finally understood, no matter who he was and how he looked, Jungkook had devoted his entire life to loving him and prioritising him over everything else.
Taehyung finally understood that Jungkook had already snuck his way into his heart a long time ago.
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 He was powerful and invincible, an existence that wasn’t meant to collapse. How could he die just like that?
A warm thick liquid dripped down from Taehyung's eyes into his lips. The taste of blood spread through his mouth.
He was crying tears of blood.
Taehyung was so badly entrenched in pain that he was shedding tears of blood.
He had been blind to fall for the wrong man. It was befitting that he lost his sight and became such a sorry figure!
And right now, he, the blind and half-paralysed omega, could not even take one final look at him.
A group of footsteps were soon approaching.
There were sharp cries, loud shouts and threats of death that had continued following them.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
My wife, you have to live on well!
His husky, low and heavy voice seemed to continue ringing in Taehyung's ears.
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Those were his final words.
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Even after losing his life, his arms remained tightly wrapped around Taehyung's waist as though he was frightened of losing him.
Taehyung had a unique ability. He could hide himself amongst the crowd and escape the pursuit, so if he wanted right now, he could escape successfully and fulfill Jungkook's wish however...
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Jungkook loved me so much. Then how can I leave him to face death alone?
And now there was no way for Taehyung to fulfil his final request.
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Without you...how can I go on living anymore?
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
How can you be so cruel to ask me to go on living when you won't be there for me anymore?
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Taehyung slowly lowered his head and leaned against Jungkook's firm chest. His body was no longer moving, but it still seemed to carry his warmth.
With a powerful thought, a wave of energy flowed in his body concentrating at the centre.
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
In life, I have let you down...
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
In death, I will cling onto you.
Jeon Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 If there is a way to turn back time, I will choose not to love Yugyeom, but to properly treasure Jungkook and his love and never separate from him.
With that last thought Taehyung took his last breath, as the energy concentrated at the center exploded.
~ Chapter 1 ~
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 It hurts!
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 It really hurts.
Amidst the sharp pain, Taehyung gradually opened his eyes.
The moment he opened his eyes, the sight of a man’s face leaning close to him filled his vision. His brows were deep set and his eyes were distant. With his tall nose bridge and thin lips, he was an unbelievably handsome man.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Jungkook!
This was the very face he had wanted to see moments before his death.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Could it be that God had pitied me and granted me the final wish? Is this my opportunity to see him again after being blind for so long?
Taehyung did not dare to blink as he stared at him with wide eyes.
Jungkook sensing his gaze, thought
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
💭 He must be resenting me for forcefully taking him.
His expression darkened immediately. However, Taehyung seemed unaffected by his ice-cold, heavy gaze. He continued staring at him with his wide eyes.
Taehyung was fearful of missing even a second of this opportunity.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 F*ck, I have been blind for so long. Now that I can finally see him, regardless of whether this is a dream or if I have become a spirit, I need to take him in fully!
Jungkook lifted his hand and pinched Taehyung's chin.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
What is it? Do you wish to kill me?
The aching pain from his chin caused his brain to instantly become fully alert.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 How can I feel pain if I am already dead?
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Also right before my death, I was clearly laying on top of him. Why am I suddenly below him? And, why does he appear to be alive?
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 He is alive!
Taehyung's eyes widened at the realisation as Jungkook flipped over to get off the bed and stood with his back facing him.
He picked up the clothes from the chair and rapidly put them on.
In a few moments, he was properly dressed in his suit. He turned back with a chilly expression on his face.
The room seemed to turn colder because of his frigid aura. But his gaze was heated.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
Don’t think that I will feel guilty of this. You asked for it!
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Those words are so familiar!
His harsh words caused Taehyung to collect his haphazard thoughts.
Taehyung scanned the room and found it to be a hospital ward. There were torn remains of a hospital gown on the ground. It had been trashed thoroughly. The chair by the window, the light gray curtains and the hospital bed he was laying on, everything looked familiar.
Even that faint crack on the left side of the wall was identical to that of the hospital room where Jungkook had taken his first time, ten years ago!
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Could it be that I have returned to ten years ago?
The aching pain in Taehyung's body confirmed the truth!
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Heavens, Jungkook is still alive, and so am I. This is a miracle!
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 At this moment, I have yet to become paralyzed. My eyes are also unharmed.
Agitated tears soon blurred Taehyung's vision. Jungkook looked at the tears brimming in Taehyung's eyes. His gaze was frighteningly cold as though he wanted to cut him into pieces.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
What are you crying for! I told you before, you are my omega. Since you dared to betray me, you have to bear the consequences of your actions!
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 In my previous life, I had eloped with Yugyeom, the man I loved at this time. However, we met with an accident along the way. Yugyeom fell into a ‘serious’ coma and was admitted into the hospital while my wrist was injured.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Under my request, the doctor arranged for Yugyeom to be placed in the same hospital room as me. Each of us had our own bed and were separated by a thin curtain. Afterwards, Jungkook took me forcefully in the same hospital room!
Although the hospital room appeared to be spacious, behind the curtains next to them, was in fact, Yugyeom’s bed. He was still resting there.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 He could not see through the curtains, but he could still hear us.
Taehyung recalled the first time Jungkook took him forcefully in his past life. That experience had been too difficult. As a result, after they were married, he remained scared of him for long.
In fact, after Taehyung lost his innocence, the shame had caused his mind to almost collapse. He wanted to kill Jungkook!
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 And I had even attempted to do so. (sigh)
Taehyung glanced at the fruit knife on the bedside table.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 In the previous life, I had taken that knife and charged toward Jungkook. Even though he had managed to back away, I had still caused injury to his abdominal area. Afterward, he did not seek proper care for his stab wound. In the years that followed, whenever it rained, the old injury would ache.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 I guess that he wanted to remember how badly I had hurt him, and how strongly I hated him.
At this moment, he regretted those actions deeply. Taehyung sniffles and glanced down at his own body...
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 My weight right now... is at least 178 kilograms. I am even heavier than a cow!
Furthermore, on his small frame, his upper body, his arms and his legs... were multiple layers of fat...
His skin had been quite fair in the past. However, in order to cause Jungkook to dislike him, he had intentionally tanned himself to reach a darkened state. The sight of his current figure was sufficient to burn his own eyes. He was amazed at Jungkook’s ability to eat him.
Taehyung lifted one hand to touch his face and immediately felt the little bumps on his skin. Even without a mirror, he could guess how ugly he appeared with all those pimples.
Right before he lost his sight, he had realized that after losing some weight, allowing his darkened skin to recover and seeking the proper treatment for his acne-covered face, he actually was quite a beauty.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 In this life, I need to quickly lose weight and recover so that I can obtain those good looks.
His mind was suddenly filled with images from the past life. He took another glance at the knife and rushed to pull the blankets up. He wrapped his naked body up tightly, leaving only his head peeking out.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 First of all, I really want to put something on...but...
He glanced at the ripped hospital gown on the ground. Jungkook had torn it into shreds. There was no way for him to use it again.
Jungkook noticed his gaze on the knife. He immediately narrowed his cold eyes.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
💭 Now he wants to stab me.
At this moment, his expression was frighteningly dark.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
💭 He had eloped with Yugyeom behind my back, and now, he was even thinking about killing me!
Jungkook curled his fists tightly and dug his nails into his skin.
He resisted the urge to strangle Taehyung to death, but the suppression was too much and the veins on his forehead began to show.
Taehyung heard the sharp cracking noise from Jungkook’s joints.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 He clearly wants to punch someone. 😣
Jungkook's combat skills were undefeatable and his shooting skills were also frighteningly good. Moreover, he was a true, natural-born business talent. The companies under his name were involved in almost every industry and he directed a large financial group that was ranked first globally.
He had a complex background and since they were young, he had been the country’s ultimate male idol!
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 I really could not survive his punch. His fists are tougher than steel. Even a single punch would take away half my life.
Taehyung rushed to shout at him.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Don’t hit me!
It was only after the words escaped his mouth that he recalled,
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Regardless of how much trouble I caused for him, he had never once raised his hand against me in the past life.
Jungkook’s lips curled up and his crazed eyes were filled with rage.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
You’re still afraid of being hit?
Taehyung nodded his head frantically.
Jungkook narrowed his eyes and watched him in a searching manner.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
💭 Something seems to be amiss with him.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
💭 I have forcefully taken him in front of the man he loved. Isn’t he supposed to be screaming and shouting at me?
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
💭 Earlier, he had been so agitated that he cried and bit me hard. My chest and arms are covered in scratches and bite marks from him.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
💭 I thought that he would continue with his insane behaviour. However, why does he appear much more composed now.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
I’m not so low as to hit you.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
If you can’t bear to hit me, you should say so directly.
Taehyung's lips seemed to carry a faint smile. His smile made Jungkook feel as though something was seriously wrong with him.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
💭 Could it be that he had gone mad from the mental blow?
Taehyung was genuinely happy.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 We are both alive, how wonderful is this?!?
Taehyung felt deliriously happy to the point where he wanted to jump on top of him! To hug him and kiss him!
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 However, right now, I am still undressed. I couldn’t possibly jump on him while I am naked. Furthermore, the current him hates me thoroughly and is extremely enraged by my actions.
Taehyung thought somewhat pitifully,
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Since God wanted to give me a second chance, couldn’t he have brought me back a little earlier? If that had been the case, I would never have eloped with Yugyeom
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Forget it. Obtaining a second chance is already a great miracle.
Jungkook’s expression turned colder.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
💭 He is right. I truly could not bear to hurt him even though he has betrayed me!
Taehyung watched his expression turn darker than coal. He understood that he had to overcome this difficult obstruction.
From what he recalled, in order to punish him for eloping, he would soon lock him up in the Hoein Villa.
That was the residence he owned outside the city center.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 I do not wish to be locked up again.
Thus, he began to coax Jungkook with soft words. He said softly,
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Don’t be angry...
Jungkook stared at his cute face for three seconds and felt that he must have gone mad from anger.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
💭 Or perhaps, he is intentionally putting on an act to fool me, so that he could find an opportunity to kill me.
He did not change his expression.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
💭 Since he wants to play the long game, I will go along with him.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
Do you think that your actions are simple enough to only invite my anger?
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
What did I do?
Taehyung mumbled in a low voice.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
I met with a car accident while I was in Yugyeom's car. Why are you so angry?
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Even if you beat me to death, I will never admit that I had eloped with Yugyeom, even though that had genuinely been the case otherwise, our relationship would really become doomed.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
💭 Besides, from what I recall, in order to secure his own life, Yugyeom never admitted to the truth about what had happened.
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
You dared to do it, yet you won’t admit to it?
Jungkook seemed to instantly be overtaken with rage. The already frigid room was becoming even colder.
Taehyung endured his heavy aura to ask him innocently.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Admit to what?
Jungkook gritted his teeth and said,
Jeon Jungkook {Enigma}
You dared to elope with Yugyeom. You are looking for death!
If this had been in the past, Taehyung would already have been trembling in fright. Right now however, he was strangely unafraid of him. He raised his eyebrows and said,
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Who told you I eloped with him?
Jungkook's face was dark and he stood there silently.
Taehyung knew clearly that it was his own good sister, Kim Jisoo, who had given him this news.
Since he did not wish to answer, Taehyung did not press him to do so.
Kim Taehyung {Rare Omega}
Umm... no matter how you’ve misunderstood me, can you please help me get a fresh set of clothes so that I don’t have to have this conversation bare naked?
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