They say that a rose might be beautiful, but beware of the thorns that surround that beautiful flower.

 The only regret I have is ever falling in love with you all my heart was given to you, I.... I.... I...... I thought I was perfect and better for you, but u hated me for what reason exactly???

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An ran cried, his eyes swelling as he stared at the man he called his world. This was the same man who made he defied. Everyone's warning made him believe that he would one day see the brightest colors of the world with him, He stood here arm in arm with an unknown man....

 He looked coldly at An ran who felt the world was spinning, and the betrayal was more brutal

"Why did you do this to me was what echoed in An ran's head,"

He looked at the very man he loved and asked

"Did you ever love me Liang Chen?"

"NO" the word flew out cold and free

An ran smiled bitterly. "I understand Liang Chen. I regretted the day I ever met you. I also regret how I chose to close my ears even when they told me that you were cruel"

"Don't worry, I will leave you,, and please enjoy your love life," He states as, the tiny body in Liang Chen's back as he shielded him away as if he were a vicious monster

'Hahaha,' he laughed bitterly as he walked away absently,

He kept walking without knowing when the rain started he felt unlucky and foolish for believing he could ever win his heart. He has given up what he recited without even hearing the horn of the car as he got hit.

The pain was like a reminder that he was a failure. he felt the pain laughing bitterly.He closed his eyes as his life flashed before his eyes.

He closed his eyes wishing ""would have been nice if I saw a red rose for one more last time?" Ha! What a disappointment," He said as he took his last breath

Why?! Why couldn't you fall in love with me?!

Am I that a monster in your eyes?

Even through death An ran still couldn't stop doubting himself and kept replaying the scenes of his friends warning him to give up and even his dead older brother telling him that side loving a person that doesn't like you always end up in disaster.

'Brother!!!!!' he sobbed painfully

'If I had listened to you guys, all this thing would have not happened. If I have another lIfe, i pray to never meet Liang Chen,' He said bitterly while biting his bottom lip.....

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In a large room was a bed where a body stirred slowly awake. He opened his eyes, shocked and surprised of how he was still alive, The bright light from his window gave him the scene of back again the hazelnut tree was still there and the faint scent of vanilla was there...

'Ha! he sighed. I can't believe I am back, and this time, i will make sure never to be seen by Liang Chen.' He said in disdain that could be visibly seen in his eyes