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Anything But His Heart

PROLOGUE

The Handkerchief

Ten years ago

The garden was drowning in moonlight.

Mu Chen sat on a stone bench, his back against a weeping willow, his shirt soaked with blood. Not his own not entirely. The gala upstairs hummed with champagne laughter and clinking glasses, but down here, in the shadows, the world was quiet.

He pressed a palm to his ribs. The knife had glanced off bone. A flesh wound. Nothing fatal. Nothing that would stop him from walking back inside and shaking the hand of the man who had just tried to kill him.

That was the game, after all. Smile. Bleed. Smile again.

He closed his eyes.

Just for a moment.

"You're going to ruin your shirt."

The voice was soft. Young. Female.

He opened his eyes.

A girl stood three feet away, clutching a glass of juice. She couldn't have been more than eighteen slender, plain-faced, dressed in an off-the-rack dress that screamed hand-me-down. Her dark hair was escaping its clip. Her eyes, though. Those eyes were the color of warm tea, and they were looking at him without fear.

Without the usual hunger.

"You're bleeding," she said, stepping closer.

"Go back inside."

"You're Mu Chen, aren't you?" She didn't wait for an answer. She set down her juice, pulled a handkerchief from her small clutch, and knelt beside him. "My stepmother says you're dangerous."

"I am."

"Then why are you sitting alone in a garden bleeding?"

He had no answer for that.

She pressed the handkerchief against his ribs. Her hands were gentle. Shaking, but gentle. "This will stain. It's my mother's."

"Then don't waste it on me."

She looked up. Their faces were inches apart. He could smell jasmine her soap, maybe. Or just her.

"My mother says a kind deed is never wasted," she said quietly. "Even on dangerous men."

Mu Chen stared at her.

No one had touched him like this in years. Not with care. Not without asking for something in return. His own family saw him as a weapon. Business rivals saw a target. Women saw a wallet.

This girl? She saw a man bleeding on a bench.

"What's your name?" he asked.

She hesitated. Then: "Lin Wan. No one important."

She finished tying the handkerchief a clumsy knot, but it held. Then she stood, picked up her juice, and walked back toward the mansion.

At the door, she paused.

"You should see a doctor," she called over her shoulder. "And maybe smile more. You look less scary when you're hurt."

Then she was gone.

Mu Chen sat alone for a long time.

He touched the handkerchief. Lin Wan.

He didn't know it yet couldn't have known it but in that moment, something inside him cracked open. Not love. Not yet. But the beginning of an ache that would follow him for ten years.

He would find her again.

He would make her remember.

And he would never, ever let her go.

Chapter 1: The Vanishing Bride

The call came at 4:47 in the morning.

Lin Wan was already awake. She was always awake at this hour, staring at the water stain on her rented apartment ceiling, listening to the neighbor's dog scratch the wall. Sleep had become a luxury she couldn't afford not with her mother's hospital bills stacked on the kitchen table like a suicide note in spreadsheets.

But this wasn't the hospital calling.

It was her stepmother.

And she was screaming.

"Lin Wan! Where is she? Where is your sister?!"

Lin Wan sat up slowly, rubbing her eyes. "Auntie, it's five in the morning. I haven't seen Lin Yue in weeks."

"She's gone! Her room is empty! Her phone is off! The wedding is in six hours and the bride is GONE!"

The wedding.

Right.

Lin Yue was supposed to marry Mu Chen today the Mu Chen. Billionaire. CEO of Mu Holdings. The man whose face graced every financial magazine and whose name made old money families tremble. The man who had apparently chosen Lin Yue out of nowhere six months ago, sweeping her off her feet with private jets and diamond chokers.

Lin Wan had never met him. She had only seen photos. Sharp jaw. Cold eyes. A smile that didn't reach anything.

"I don't know where she is, Auntie. Have you tried her friends?"

"I've tried EVERYONE! The Mu family is already setting up. Five hundred guests. Live cameras. The Prime Minister is coming, Lin Wan! And your worthless sister has FLEED!"

Lin Wan pinched the bridge of her nose. None of this was her problem. It was never her problem. She was the invisible daughter the one from the first wife, the one who worked three part-time jobs, the one who lived in a shoebox while Lin Yue dripped in Chanel.

"You have to come," her stepmother said suddenly. The screaming had stopped. Now her voice was low. Calculated. "You have to come to the venue. Now."

"Why? I can't find her either."

"You're going to wear the veil."

The world went silent.

"I'm sorry?"

"You heard me. You're the same height. Similar build. With the veil down, no one will know. You just need to get through the ceremony. One hour. Then you can disappear."

Lin Wan laughed. It came out hollow. "You want me to impersonate my sister. At her wedding. To one of the most powerful men in the country. Have you lost your mind?"

"Your mother's treatment is due next week."

The words landed like a slap.

Lin Wan's hand tightened on the phone. "You wouldn't."

"The Lin family pays for her care, Lin Wan. And if this wedding falls apart, the Mu family will destroy us. No wedding means no money. No money means no hospital bills. Do you understand?"

She understood perfectly.

Her mother's life had always been a bargaining chip. And Lin Wan had always been the one forced to pay.

---

Two hours later, she stood outside the Imperial Grand Hotel.

The building glittered like a diamond stabbed into the city skyline. Red carpets. White roses. Security guards with earpieces. A line of black Maybachs curled around the entrance like sleeping dragons.

Lin Wan looked down at herself. She was wearing a borrowed dress too tight, too short, the wrong shade of ivory. Her stepmother had thrown it at her with a sneer: "It's all I could find in the car. Don't embarrass us."

She hadn't even had time to brush her hair properly.

You're not really going through with this, a voice whispered in her head. Turn around. Walk away. Let them burn.

But her mother's pale face floated behind her eyes. The oxygen tube. The trembling hands. The way she still smiled and called Lin Wan "my brave girl."

Lin Wan walked inside.

---

The bridal suite was chaos.

Her stepmother Madam Lin paced in circles, barking orders at terrified assistants. Her father sat in a corner, staring at nothing, a glass of whiskey shaking in his hand. Makeup artists stood frozen. A wedding dress hung on a gold rack, monstrous and beautiful, dripping with pearls.

"Finally!" Madam Lin grabbed Lin Wan's arm. Her nails dug in. "Where is Lin Yue's phone? Did she leave any message? Any note?"

"I told you. I haven't spoken to her."

"Then why would she do this?! That ungrateful, selfish—"

"Enough."

Her father's voice was quiet. Broken. He looked up at Lin Wan with red-rimmed eyes. For a moment, she almost felt sorry for him. Almost.

"You don't have to do this," he said.

Madam Lin whirled on him. "She DOES have to do this! Or do you want to explain to Mu Chen why his bride vanished? Do you want to be ruined?!"

Lin Wan looked between them. Her father lowered his gaze. He always lowered his gaze.

"Fine," Lin Wan said quietly. "I'll do it. But you will double my mother's treatment fund. And you will never threaten me with her health again."

Madam Lin's eyes narrowed. Then she smiled — a thin, ugly thing. "Agreed. Now put on the dress."

---

The dress was too big.

They pinned it frantically, shoving padding into the bodice, hemming the train with safety pins and prayers. The veil was even larger — a waterfall of lace that cascaded to the floor, hiding everything above Lin Wan's trembling chin.

When she looked in the mirror, she didn't recognize herself.

A stranger stared back. A bride. A ghost wearing her sister's skin.

"Don't speak," Madam Lin instructed, shoving a bouquet into her hands. "Don't lift the veil. Don't make eye contact. Just walk, repeat the vows, and get through the reception. Then you disappear. Understand?"

Lin Wan nodded.

Her heart was pounding so hard she thought it might crack her ribs.

---

The music began.

Here Comes the Bride. The organ's chords rolled through the ballroom like thunder. Five hundred guests rose to their feet. Cameras flashed. Every eye turned toward the grand doors.

Lin Wan stood on the other side, alone.

No one walked her down the aisle. Her father had refused "I can't look at Mu Chen knowing the truth

Chapter 2: The Stranger at the Altar

The doors swung open.

Light flooded Lin Wan's vision chandeliers, candles, a sea of faces turned toward her like sunflowers tracking the sun. Five hundred guests. Each one a dagger of judgment dressed in silk and diamonds.

Don't lift the veil. Don't speak. Don't make eye contact.

Her stepmother's instructions echoed in her skull like a curse.

Lin Wan took a step. Then another. The ivory heels were two sizes too big; she had to clench her toes to keep them from slipping. The dress dragged behind her, its pearl-encrusted train whispering against the marble floor like a warning.

Just get to the altar. Say the words. Disappear.

She kept her eyes down. Through the lace veil, everything was blurred shapes and colors smeared together like an old photograph. She could make out the aisle, lined with white roses. She could see the priest in his gold vestments. And at the very end, a tall figure in a black tuxedo.

Mu Chen.

He stood perfectly still. Unlike the other guests, he wasn't craning his neck or whispering to his neighbor. He simply waited. A statue carved from ice and expensive tailoring.

Lin Wan's heart hammered.

He doesn't know. He can't know. The veil hides everything.

She forced herself forward. One foot. Then the other. The music swelled around her, that ancient wedding march that had accompanied a million brides down a million aisles. None of them had been frauds.

When she finally reached the altar, she stopped.

Mu Chen did not offer his hand.

The priest cleared his throat. "Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today—"

Wait. Where was the part where the groom lifts the veil? Wasn't that supposed to happen before the vows? Lin Wan's mind raced through every wedding movie she'd ever seen. The veil lift came at the end. Usually. Sometimes. She couldn't remember.

It doesn't matter. Just stand here. Survive.

"…if anyone can show just cause why these two may not be lawfully joined together, let them speak now or forever hold their peace."

Silence.

Lin Wan exhaled.

Then Mu Chen moved.

He stepped forward not toward the priest, but toward her. His hand reached out. His fingers, long and pale, caught the edge of her veil.

No.

She grabbed his wrist before she could stop herself.

Every guest in the ballroom gasped.

Mu Chen's eyes dark, endless, unreadable dropped to her hand on his wrist. Then slowly, deliberately, they traveled up to where her face hid behind the lace.

"Remove your hand," he said.

His voice was low. Quiet. The kind of quiet that precedes an avalanche.

Lin Wan's fingers trembled but didn't let go. "Not until the vows," she whispered. Only he could hear. "The veil stays until the vows."

A lie. A desperate, pathetic lie.

Mu Chen's lips curved. Not a smile. Something colder. "You think I don't know?"

Her blood turned to ice.

He knows. He knows. He KNOWS.

But he didn't call out. He didn't summon security. Instead, he gently — almost tenderly — peeled her fingers from his wrist. Then, with one fluid motion, he lifted the veil.

The lace fell back.

Lin Wan's face was exposed to five hundred people.

And to Mu Chen.

She expected rage. Humiliation. A shout of "Impostor!" that would echo through every tabloid in the country.

What she got was worse.

He smiled.

"Ten years," he murmured, so softly that only she could hear. "And you've learned to marry in someone else's place."

Ten years?

She didn't understand. She had never met this man. She would have remembered those eyes — obsidian and ancient, like they had seen too much and felt even more.

"I don't—" she started.

"You don't remember." He tilted his head. "That's fine. You will."

He turned to the priest. "Continue."

The priest blinked. "The… the vows, sir?"

"The vows."

Lin Wan stood frozen. The veil was up. Her face was visible. Every wealthy, powerful person in the room could see that she was not Lin Yue. But no one said a word. No one pointed. No one gasped.

They don't know what Lin Yue looks like, she realized. They only knew the name. The family. The fortune.

But Mu Chen knew. And he didn't care.

The priest began reciting the traditional vows. "Do you, Mu Chen, take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife?"

"I do."

His answer came instantly. No hesitation. No warmth either. Just a fact stated plainly, like signing a delivery receipt.

The priest turned to Lin Wan. "And do you, Lin—" He almost said Lin Yue. He had the wrong name on his sheet. But Mu Chen shot him a look so sharp that the priest swallowed hard and simply said, "Do you take this man…"

This is madness.

Lin Wan looked out at the crowd. Somewhere in the back, she spotted her stepmother, pale as death, gripping her father's arm. Her father wouldn't meet her eyes.

Her mother's hospital bills. The treatment fund. The threat.

"No wedding means no money. No money means no hospital bills."

"I do," Lin Wan whispered.

The priest beamed. "Then by the power vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride."

Kiss.

She hadn't prepared for that.

Mu Chen stepped closer. His hand cupped her chin — not roughly, but with a possession that made her stomach flip. He was tall. She had to tilt her head back to look at him.

"First lesson, Mrs. Mu," he breathed against her lips. "Never grab my wrist in public again."

Then he kissed her.

It was not a romantic kiss. It was a brand. Firm, brief, and utterly devoid of affection. His lips were cool. Controlled. When he pulled back, his expression hadn't changed at all.

The audience applauded.

Lin Wan's legs felt like water.

What have I done?

---

The reception was a blur.

Champagne toasts. A cake cutting she barely remembered. Endless hands to shake and cheeks to air-kiss. Mu Chen stayed by her side the entire time, his hand resting on the small of her back — a constant, burning pressure.

He didn't introduce her as Lin Yue. He simply said, "My wife." No name. Just ownership.

At one point, a woman in crimson silk approached — beautiful, sharp-featured, with eyes that dissected Lin Wan like a laboratory specimen.

"Mu Chen," the woman purred. "You didn't tell me your bride was so… different from the photos."

"Shen Rui." Mu Chen's voice cooled another few degrees. "This is my wife. My wife, this is no one you need to remember."

Shen Rui's smile didn't waver, but her eyes turned venomous. "Congratulations. I'm sure it will be a long marriage."

She walked away.

Lin Wan turned to Mu Chen. "Who was that?"

"My past." He released her back and stepped away. "And not your concern. The reception ends in one hour. My driver will take you to the mansion. We'll discuss the contract tonight."

"The contract?"

He looked at her then really looked. For a split second, something flickered behind his cold mask. Hunger. Regret. A question he couldn't ask.

"You didn't think love was part of this arrangement, did you?" he said.

Then he walked away, leaving Lin Wan alone among five hundred strangers.

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