me shanzan ,the prince of roulane dynasty,a powerful and skilled fighter. With great strength and strong mind ,my heart still lack something.

The warmth of someone's presence,touch and gaze.......... I wish to see him again ,my friend zuilan ,more than just a friend even after 10 years I have the same urge to meet him , I don't know why but I crave his touch and presence, oh god ,just once help me out.

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Shanzan's pov

Ahhh the sun is nice today, helper!!!

Yes master

Arrange my visit to the town ,I want to see the condition of the market and my people.

As u say master ,it will be done.

Ahhh such a busy day , everyone is in hurry,I wonder what's happening there

(a cute man , gracefully dancing and entertaining people for money)

Is...... Is..... He...... Hhh...he.............

zu......zui..........zuilan?

I must be dreaming,is he really my zuilan ,the one I long for the one I crave for ,oh god what's happening.

( before shanzan could approach zuilan ,he disappeared in crowd)

Where did he go?? HELPER.... HELPER

Yes master!

Where the hell did he go? The boy in white clothes,and long black hairs ,I want him , search!!

Yes master!

(while running through streets ,shanzan reached river bank )

This fregnance, I remember this ,it's... It's..... My ...... My zuilan

(shanzan looked back and saw a pretty boy sitting on a stone , washing his black long thick and soft hairs in river)

Zui.... Zui.... Zuilan? Is that you?

( their eyes met and that was the first gaze)

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Zuilan's pov

(I heard a voice behind me , zui..... Zui.... Zuilan? Is that you? I turned back and everything that was stuck in the box of my memories was released , it's shanzan ,my companion, my love , my partner. I froze and was about to smile,but remembered what he did to me ,how can I forgive him ,he is my culprit )

( I stood up and went close to him , his eyes were on me ,full of questions and desperation, but I can't forget his deeds just because I love him )

Sha.... Shan.....shanzan

( I shuttered)

( he came close to me and held my hands tightly)

(Where were you zuilan , how could you leave me ? he asked )

( I chuckled sarcasticly )

u should ask this question to yourself shanzan ,you can answer this better

(I pulled my hands back from his)

(What do you mean zuilan ? He asked )

Don't play innocent with me shanzan , you better leave before I kill u with my own hands

( shanzan's heart shattered after hearing this but he still didn't understand zuilan's rage )

( zuilan , what's wrong ? He held my cheeks softly with his bare hands, I was about to melt in his touch but all the incidents from past played infront of my eyes )

( zuilan kept his hands on shanzan's neck and pressed him vessel making him loose consciousness)

I hope not to see u ever again shanzan.

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