life was good when she was in grade 9 huge friend group good grades guys asking her out she was in her prime

Maybe that success slipped into her mind and yes she made mistakes like every teenager does but biggest one was breaking his heart.

He was Adrian the first guy who liked her ,her first boyfriend. One random night Abigail decides to ghost him and live her life more freely and happily

But slowly she began to loose everything her friends turned their back on her betrayed her

Her grades stopping low, phone as dry as dessert no friends no grades nobody to love her that was her life now

indeed karma was a b!tch but she swore she was a better person now she corrected most of her mistakes and also tried to reach out to Adrian but he blocked her big guy was finally protecting his peace

Just like everyday she walked into her room exhausted from the cycle of sitting alone and being humiliated by people around her she lost the motivation to live to learn and to achieve because there was nobody to comfort her anymore.

She took a shower and lay on her bed ignoring the messy room which probably wasn't cleaned properly from a month .

She took out her phone and checked her social media again she saw her ex bestfriend having fun with her new friends for whom she sidelined her for she saw Adrian's friend posting photos of him on his birthday.

That was it she was tired of seeing others live their best life when she's struggling to keep her's going she threw the phone across the room and drifted off to sleep

Sleep was her only way to stop herself from overthinking blaming and feeling guilty it not only helped her remove her tiredness but also helped her to escape this cruel long lasting chapter given by karma and for some reason it doesn't seem to end

*time skip*

She was looking prettier than usual her acne and dark circles were gone she was Glowing

she wore a white mid length dress and left the house it was unusual cause her mom didn't nag her today the neighborhood felt peaceful and quiet the sky was a beautiful mix of pink and purple she felt "good" something she never felt in days suddenly she saw a boys running towards her as he got closer she knew it was him he was looking magical Adrian was his name she looked at him with tears in her eyes and says "I'm sorry bae I've been terrible please com back to your baby" he cupped her face and says "i never left babi"

after saying so he leaned down to kiss her and ..

*Alarm rings loudly*

Abigail wakes up with a groan she hated waking up and being in the real world she sat down on her bed and thought " does he still think about me ? Will he ever forgive me ".

from down stairs she heard her mom telling at her to get ready for school

She didn't want to go that place was hell for straight 6hours she had to be alone the teacher were no good they left no chance to humiliate her ,she got ready anyways because staying home wasn't any good for her either her mother would always nag her blame her for everything and still play the victim. Her father never cared, he didn't want to hear anyone else's opinion.

They were like this from the start which may have led to the ugly ending of her one and only relationship with Adrian .

She grabbed her back pack and left for school as she entered her class she saw that every seat was taken except the one at the back segregated from rest of the class she new it was left empty for her so she sat there .

Author POV

the school had just started students talking and giggling group of girls gossiping in the back seats beside her, it made her miss her friends even more. The chemistry teacher entered the class and started teaching. Abigail had to force herself to be awake there, she didn't understand a single word she said

the next one was biology even worse the teacher told everyone to view slides under microscope. She proceeded further to do but the teacher stopped her "Ms Abigail may I know why have you not braided your hair today or perhaps you've done so to get attention from the boys" the question made Abigail annoyed and angry but being the respectful girl she is she simply said " I was late today ma'am also please think before you speak cause I can say a lot more about you " that snapped the bio teachers ego she went straight to the principal and began exaggerating the story but Abigail had no energy to deal with she knew the principal was no good. She entered the class and saw everyone looking at her like an outcast she knew it was Kenny her ex bestfriend who told everyone the false version of the story

The day had finally ended at school she walked home tired. As soon as she enters her house her mom yelled "what have you done today at school Abby?. Have you forgotten the basic manners i taught you that's what I get for raising a disgrace like you, you humiliated me ". Abby had enough now she snapped"I never wanted to be born i never had a choice but you did, you call me a terrible child but you're a terrible mother yk that ?? You abandoned me when I needed you the most now leave me alone " she left the room with tears in her eyes finally she came to her room she cried a lot . She needed help she really needed it she had nobody to go to her bestie was now the one spreading rumours about her her mom was busy playing victim dad doesn't care and Adrian has left . She drifted off to sleep while.thinking about how miserable everything is now

In her dreams

Abigail woke up in her room but it was different it looked clean and organized.She looked around the place she went near the window and was surprised to see that the sun was shining extraordinary today it was smore yellow and warm not the sharp rays that used to hit her face . The neighborhood was not the one she was used to as if someone has shifted her entire room to a whole different world she stepped out of her room into the streets it was beautiful soon she saw a guy smiling at her she smiled back on her way she saw her grandma the only who actually cared about her she hugged her and began crying her granny was smiling she invited her for some cookies inside a beautiful cottage she was about to enter but suddenly a huge bell rang and her everything disappeared.