A LOVELESS BOND
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I loved him and gave him my everything—my youth, my dreams, my future, my body, my purest love. I poured parts of myself into his hands that I can never get back. I stayed, I trusted, I believed........
Yet in the five years of our marriage, he never looked at me the way he looked at him, never smiled at me the way he smiled at him, never spoke my name with the softness he saved for him.........
He never reached for me the way he longed for him, never held me like I was the one he truly wanted, never listened to me the way he listened when he spoke
He never chose me the way he had already chosen him in his heart. I stood beside him as a wife while loving a man whose heart was never truly mine.
The cruelest part was not that he loved him—it was that every day, I had to live beside the proof that he never loved me the same.
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
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Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
Hoping he would change......
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
But that day never came
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
I waited for him but he never came
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
waiting to be held, loved maybe just recognized as his partner
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
But no I was never his partner...... I was just a deal..... for his and my parents benefit
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
5 years have passed i don't know what to do anymore.....
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
You will think why don't I leave? I'm a fool right?
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
But where will I go if I leave him i have nowhere else, no job, no money, friends....
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
To my parents? I tried but they send me back
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
I'm trapped in cage build with lies
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
Plus.......
Eirian Vale Blackwood [RO]
Coming
I'm Eirian and these are my kids Oero and Coco the fruit of a drunken mistake 5 years ago....
Just one night and few weeks later I find out that my carrying my beautiful babies.
They are the best thing that has happened in this marriage..... Truly a blessing...... In my cursed marriage .....
My husband, there father hardly pay any attention to me... but still he is a good to them ..... good not the best........Thankful for that atleast
He is present physically he does what a father should but mostly distant..... My kidz notice but they don't ask questions (my smart babies). They are used to there father's indifferent behaviour
I wish my kidz can grow up in a full and loving family but it's not completely possible but smtg is better than ntg right?
And for the sake of my kids i won't leave..... Untill I can stand on my own feet
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