I got married around some year ago. Our life is full of fun and teasing each other. We tease each other that's why it is fun. In marriage there are some disagreement and some chaos but we manage it. We might get angry with each other, mostly me (always me) but end up laughing with each other. I have never felt this comfort and loved and cared from anyone the way that he love or care for me. He never felt ashamed of doing anything for me either it is tying my shoes in public or massaging me when I am tired or doing house hold chores when I don't feel well. And he never gets angry how much tantrum I show. It's weird but deeply I want to see his bad side. I have given hint, not only hint but said directly that I want to see him being bossy for one day. Even if it is not for one day at least when we are having s*x. But he just smile and said that I shouldn't have that much naughty thoughts in my mind. So yeah it's been some year and he always dismiss that thought. So for now We are family of three me, myself and my sister's son. My sister is in abroad for work and his husband is not good at taking care of his own child. So I am taking care of him until my sister come home. we are happy family of three living in apartment and its normal good society.

So I want to tell you one weird thing about my husband which is not big deal but it is weird. He always wear t-shirts and jeans. That's not the weird part, weird part is he have so many 3 piece suits but I haven't seen him wear at once. I always say that please wear once I want to see you at least once in this suit. He smiles and neglect my request. I have fight over that I asked him why he is being so rude and not accepting my one request. It's just one time thing then I will not ask it to which he said "my personality will change when I wear it. Trust me when I will wear it, you will be trembling with fear. That's not the bad part well I would like to see you like that once in my lifetime. But my biggest fear is you will not look at me same as you do now. And I am not ready for that". He said and then smiled and then left to bring things for dinner time. Now I don't discuss or questions about this rubbish topic anymore. Well I think it's not big deal right.

So I am writing about this because today is Friday night and on Saturday both my husband's and nephew's weekend off. So on Saturday my husband sleep and I took my nephew to a swimming pool outside my apartment. It is weird in that swimming pool it is written after 10 no one allowed. So everybody get out at 10. I also asked my husband can I also get in water with children only children are in pool and all ladies gossiping I don't understand there language so I felt left out. I also want to enjoy with children in water. He strictly said no also said don't dare to defy me this time. I said ok and went back to sleep.

I wake up and get vihan(my nephew's name) ready and make myself ready. Usually I took only vihan' s cloth, but today I also want to swim, so I also take my cloth to swim. I don't have any swimming cloth, so I took my old shirt and short, but I don't take in vihan's bag I wear it under my dress because I know my husband too well if he said no about something he will make sure I am not doing that. Well he rarely says no to anything. As expected when I am ready to leave my beloved husband come to check usually he sleeps, but today I knew he will come to check. He took vihan's bag and look into it and found nothing except his clothes. "If you have checked enough can we go now" I asked. He gestured with his hand and said just come at 10:15. I said ok and mission passed.

I reached at swimming pool there are many children only with there mother come there to swim. because if anyone's father come there with there children the security guard will not allow them. So there is laughter and gossip everywhere. I don't know there language so I only smile and try to ask them can I go into pool. They smile there and nod yes. So there is changing room I changed. I got into swimming pool I enjoyed with kids and having so much fun. Then I hear whistle of guard to get out and I looked at time 15 min still left. I have to get out before I got into any trouble, I shouldn't be that much greedy. My shirt also get transparent my bra is visible and my stomach can be seen. Today is enough when I am thinking and getting out of pool some men entered with commotion. I ran to changing room but one of the bald man come there and forcing it open and starting to say weird things like "let's us also see and feel your body. Let us satisfy you I am sure your husband is unable to satisfy you". I am so scared but I am not alone there are kids also. But vihan just got out of pool and stand there in corner with scared crying face. I am so much blaming myself because of me vihan also got in trouble. He is putting his strength and I am putting mine with other children. So when sometimes while opening and closing gap is formed I could see vihan and then my husband who come close to him and asked something then he put his finger in my direction and my husband looked in my direction with anger and whoever there are outside the changing room he took them with him. I got so pissed for a moment that how someone could leave there wife like that. How could he leave me between these people who are worse than animals. Then I realised that it's my decision so it's my fault no one's to blame. I have chosen this chaos. The room where I am changing my clothes that door has too parts one part I am holding and other part of door is locked from below and at that part some children wants to open the door and some are scared so they are fighting to open or not. If that part got open I am done for sure. I am trying my best to not open the door which will not happen for long time because I am at my limit. I am tired and there is difference between my strength and his strength. When I am struggling here some children opened the door my breath stuck. But still some children are pushing the door close. The men are outside is laughing. One of them said "you loose for now we will give you time for rest to see which children will win. Those who are closing or those who are opening the door". They laughed and the man who is trying to open door moved aside then quickly I bent to close door from below. As I close this door men from outside said 'you children can all go home we will not do anything to you" now as I close this door other door flung open and all children started running and I am waiting when all children will get out then I will focus on that door to close. But when all children got out I got on this side of door and other man on outside of that door and then it flung open.