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THE CHOICE TO EXIST

1.HE CHOOSE HIMSELF

Inside the hollow quiet of the mansion, where even the air seemed afraid to move, a young man sat by the tall window. Winter light spilled across the marble floor, pale and distant—much like the life he was about to step into. In his hands, he held two pieces of paper. Two futures. One bore the seal of a prestigious fashion house in Paris—his dream, once buried, now resurrected. The other was a neatly printed divorce decree. His name was Kim Taehyung. Second son of the powerful Kim dynasty. An Omega. Eight years ago, he had been traded. Not married—traded. The terms had been brutally simple: the Jeon family would extend a financial lifeline to the Kims, and in return, Taehyung would become the bridge that bound them together. He had been standing at the threshold of his dreams back then, acceptance letter in hand, the world of fashion within reach. But his father had looked at him—not as a son, but as an asset—and reminded him of his place. In their world, business was blood. And Taehyung was expendable.
He had fought, at first. Pleaded until his voice broke, until his dignity lay in shattered pieces at his father’s feet. But how does one win against the very people who taught them how to kneel? In the end, he said yes. The marriage to Jeon Jungkook had not been the nightmare he had imagined. Jungkook was distant, carved from restraint and silence, but never cruel. There had been a quiet steadiness in him, a gentleness that came not through words but through small, careful actions. And Taehyung, starved of kindness, mistook it for love. For a while, it was enough. Then Rayan was born—an Alpha. For the first time, Taehyung believed the cage he lived in had meaning. As long as his son’s laughter filled its walls, as long as those small hands reached for him, he could endure anything. But poison does not always come from strangers. Sometimes, it wears the face of family. Christie. His sister. An Alpha with ambition sharpened into a weapon. She stepped into the house like she had always belonged there, her presence loud where Taehyung’s was quiet. She saw the space he occupied—the fragile peace he had built—and decided she wanted it. And Christie never wanted anything halfway. She began with whispers. Soft words in Rayan’s ears, feeding the boy’s growing Alpha pride. Teaching him that power was everything. That worth was measured in dominance. That those who stayed behind, who chose silence and home, were lesser. At first, Jungkook resisted. He corrected Rayan gently. Defended Taehyung in those early days. But Christie was patient. And ambition, when wrapped in confidence, is a dangerous thing. She entered the family business under the guise of helping—efficient, bold, visible. Where Taehyung worked quietly in the shadows, Christie stood in the light, presenting brilliance that was never hers. Because the designs she showcased… were his. Every stolen sketch, every sleepless night Taehyung had poured into creation—she took them all and wore them like a crown. And Jungkook noticed. Not the theft. Not the silence. But the shine. Slowly, almost imperceptibly, his gaze shifted. Admiration replaced indifference. And Taehyung—
Taehyung disappeared. The final fracture came a week ago. On the drive back from Rayan’s school, the car filled with a silence that felt too heavy to breathe in.
RAYAAN ALPHA
RAYAAN ALPHA
“Why did you even come?”
The words cut through the air, sharp and cold. Taehyung blinked, startled. .”
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“Rayan…?”
RAYAAN ALPHA
RAYAAN ALPHA
“I told you not to show up,”
The boy snapped, his young face twisted with something far too harsh for his age.
RAYAAN ALPHA
RAYAAN ALPHA
“It’s embarrassing"
Jungkook’s hands tightened slightly on the steering wheel.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“Rayan. Watch your tone. He is your mother.”
RAYAAN ALPHA
RAYAAN ALPHA
“He doesn’t act like one!”
Rayan shot back.
RAYAAN ALPHA
RAYAAN ALPHA
“He just sits at home doing nothing while Aunt Christie actually works. She’s successful. She’s someone.”
Each word struck like glass against skin.
RAYAAN ALPHA
RAYAAN ALPHA
“You should’ve sent her instead,” (Rayan continued, relentless.) “At least she’s an Alpha. At least she has dignity.”
Silence fell. But this time, it wasn’t empty. It was final. Taehyung didn’t cry. The pain went too deep for tears. It settled somewhere inside him, quiet and absolute, like something breaking beyond repair. It wasn’t the stolen dreams. It wasn’t Jungkook’s fading attention. It was this— Seeing himself reflected in his son’s eyes… and finding nothing there but contempt. That was the moment something inside him stopped. Not shattered. Not cracked. Just… stopped. He stopped waiting. Stopped hoping. Stopped loving in a way that erased himself. For a year, he lived like a ghost—unseen, unheard. But in the dead of night, when the world finally loosened its grip on him, he created. Sketch after sketch. Piece after piece. He poured his grief into fabric and form, his silence into lines that spoke louder than words ever could. And he sent them away. To France. Under a name that wasn’t his. Today, the answer came back. Sitting by the window, Taehyung looked down at the papers in his hands. One was freedom. The other was the cost. He knew what the world would say. That he was selfish. Cold. Heartless for leaving his child behind. But as his fingers tightened around the appointment letter, something unfamiliar rose within him. Not guilt. Not fear. But clarity. He wasn’t just leaving a husband. He wasn’t just leaving a home. He was leaving behind a version of himself that had already died years ago. Slowly, Taehyung stood. The room didn’t stop him. The silence didn’t hold him back. For the first time in eight years— he chose himself. And this time…

2.GO. SEE IF I CARE.

The mansion felt like it was closing in on him. Every corridor, every polished surface, every quiet corner carried the weight of something Taehyung had given up. His dreams. His voice. Himself. Even the air felt heavy—like it knew, like it was watching. He didn’t cry as he stepped into the bedroom. He had run out of tears long ago. The room was exactly as it had always been—cold, immaculate, filled with Jungkook’s presence. Dark wood, sharp lines, a space that never truly belonged to him. Taehyung walked to the mahogany vanity and placed the signed divorce papers down carefully. White sheets. In a room full of shadows. For a moment, his gaze lingered on them. Then he turned away. The wardrobe opened with a soft click. A suitcase followed. He packed with unsettling precision—folding, arranging, placing everything exactly where it needed to be. There was no hesitation, no second-guessing. This wasn’t packing. This was extraction. He wasn’t taking things. He was removing himself. From Jeon Jungkook’s life. From this house. From the person he had been forced to become. Only the clothes he had brought with him eight years ago made it into the suitcase. Nothing Jungkook had given him. No ornaments. No expensive fabrics. No traces of a life that had never truly been his. Downstairs, the front door opened.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“I told you, Christie, the merger is the priority.”
Jungkook’s voice drifted upward—calm, composed, untouched.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“Taehyung? He’s fine. He’s always fine. He doesn’t have much else to do but be fine.”
A faint laugh followed. It died the moment the bedroom door opened. Jungkook stepped in, still holding his phone, the ghost of amusement lingering on his lips—until his eyes landed on Taehyung. On the open suitcase. On the emptying wardrobe. The laughter vanished.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“What is this?”
His voice dropped—low, edged with irritation rather than concern.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“Are you going somewhere?”
No answer. Taehyung walked past him as if he didn’t exist, moving toward the table, picking up a few remaining items and placing them neatly into the suitcase. The dismissal hit harder than any argument. Jungkook’s jaw tightened. He stepped forward, anger sharpening his tone.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“I’m talking to you, Taehyung.”
Silence. Taehyung zipped the suitcase. Only then did he stop. Slowly—calmly—he turned his head.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“I’m leaving.”
For a second, Jungkook didn’t understand. The words didn’t fit into his reality.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“What?”
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“The papers are on the table,”
Taehyung continued, his voice steady, almost detached.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“I’ve signed everything.”
Jungkook’s eyes flicked to the vanity. The pen. The documents. And beside them— The wedding ring. Something in his chest tightened, sudden and unfamiliar.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“I’m taking nothing,”
Taehyung added quietly.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“Except what little dignity I have left.”
A sharp laugh broke from Jungkook. Mocking. Disbelieving.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“A divorce?” he scoffed. “What is this—some kind of tantrum? Because I’ve been busy? Is this how you get my attention now, Taehyung?”
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“I don’t need your attention anymore.”
The calmness in Taehyung’s voice made something in Jungkook falter—but only for a moment.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“The decision is clear. I’m divorcing you. The cage I stayed in for eight years—leaving behind my dignity, my dreams—I’m ending it.”
Jungkook let out a short, incredulous chuckle, shaking his head.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“Dignity?” he repeated, almost amused. “What dignity did you lose here? You’re Jeon Jungkook’s husband. That alone gives you more than most people could dream of.”
His voice hardened.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“And dreams? Look around you. You have everything. A house. Money. Servants. You don’t even have to lift a finger. What more do you want?”
Taehyung laughed. Soft. Hollow.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“The title you gave me?” he said. “It’s not dignity.”
His eyes met Jungkook’s—sharp, unflinching.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“It’s a collar. Like a leash around a dog’s neck. A way to show ownership.”
Jungkook’s expression darkened.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“And this life?” Taehyung continued. “It’s a golden cage. Beautiful, maybe. But still a cage. No wings. No sky.”
A scoff left from Jungkook.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“Wings?” he sneered. “You had wings? Or are you just jealous of your sister now? She’s the one actually achieving something. She’s the one people admire.”
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“She’s your sister, and she’s talented!”
Jungkook snapped when Taehyung didn’t respond.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“If you wanted praise, you should have done something worth praising instead of sitting in silence!”
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“I was silent because you asked me to be!”
The words cracked through the room. Raw. At once. Unfiltered. Eight years of silence breaking all at once.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“I spent my whole life giving everything I had,”
Taehyung continued, his voice trembling despite his stillness.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“To my family. To you. Thinking—hoping—that someone would understand me.”
His breath hitched.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“At least you would.” A pause. “You never did.”
Jungkook opened his mouth, but Taehyung didn’t let him speak.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“Even the child I gave my body and blood for…” His voice dropped. “He looks at me like I’m nothing.”
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“He’s a child, Taehyung!” Jungkook shot back. “He’s impulsive—”
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“He’s your mirror.”
The words landed like a blade.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“He looks at me and sees what you see,” Taehyung said. “Something to use. Something to overlook. He told me he was embarrassed of me.”
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“And you,” .
Taehyung added, quieter now,
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“you said nothing.”
Something flickered in Jungkook’s eyes. Guilt. Brief. Quickly buried under pride
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“So this,” Jungkook said coldly, “this is enough for you to throw everything away? To leave your husband? Your son?”
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“Yes.”
No hesitation. No regret. Jungkook’s face hardened.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“You’re selfish.”
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“Maybe,” Taehyung replied. “But staying would make me worse.”
He lifted the suitcase.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“What about Rayan?” Jungkook demanded. “You’re just going to abandon him? What kind of mother does that?”
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“The kind who refuses to raise a child into becoming someone like this,”
Taehyung said quietly.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“If I stay, I teach him this is love. That breaking someone is acceptable.”
He moved toward the door.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“He wants someone like Christie?” Taehyung added. “Someone strong. Someone ‘worthy’?”
A faint, bitter smile touched his lips.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“Let him have her.”
Jungkook stepped in front of the door, blocking his path.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“If you walk out,”
He said, his voice low and threatening,
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“the Jeon family will erase you. You’ll have nothing. No name. No support.”
His gaze sharpened.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“You’ll come crawling back within a week.”
Taehyung looked at him. Really looked at him. And smiled.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“I would rather starve in the rain as a human being,” he said softly, “than live one more day in this house as your pet.”
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“I’m going somewhere you can’t reach.”
And then— he pushed past him. The door opened. The hallway stretched ahead— and there, standing in it— Rayan. His school bag hung loosely from his shoulder. His eyes flicked to the suitcase, then to Jungkook, then back to Taehyung. For a moment— just a moment— the arrogance slipped. And a child stood there instead.
RAYAAN ALPHA
RAYAAN ALPHA
“You’re actually leaving?”
He asked, his voice smaller than before. Taehyung stopped. He turned to face him.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“You told me you were ashamed of me,” Taehyung said gently. “That you didn’t want an Omega parent who ‘does nothing.’”
He lifted his hand— hesitated— then let it fall.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“I’m giving you what you wanted.”
Rayan’s fingers tightened around his bag strap. Something wavered in his eyes. But pride won. It always did. He stepped aside. Cold. Distant.
RAYAAN ALPHA
RAYAAN ALPHA
“Fine,”
He said.
RAYAAN ALPHA
RAYAAN ALPHA
“Go. See if I care.”
The lie hung heavy between them. Taehyung didn’t call it out. Didn’t argue. Didn’t beg. He simply walked past. Out of the mansion. Out of the life that had buried him alive. The iron gates closed behind him with a deafening clang. Freedom had never sounded so loud. Inside, Jungkook stood frozen. The room suddenly felt too big. Too empty. He looked at the table. At the ring. At the space where Taehyung had stood.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“It’s just a tantrum,”
He muttered to himself.
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
JEON JUNGKOOK. ENIGMA
“He’ll come back.”
He had to. Because Taehyung had nothing without him. …right? But for the first time— the silence of the mansion didn’t feel like control. It felt like loss. Like something irreversible had just slipped through his hands. And for the first time in eight years— Jeon Jungkook felt it.

3.WITHOUT LOOKING BACK.

Taehyung stepped past the iron gates of the Jeon estate—and didn’t stop. The cold night air hit his face, sharp and unfamiliar, yet it felt easier to breathe than it ever had inside those walls. Behind him stood the mansion—grand, untouchable, suffocating. A place that had taken everything from him. And still— some fragile, foolish part of him waited. Just one voice. One pair of footsteps. One small hand grabbing his sleeve and saying don’t go. He slowed. Just for a second. His heart—traitorous, aching—held onto that last thread of hope. Rayan will come. He will run out. He will choose me. …
Nothing. No footsteps. No voice. No one came. The silence behind him stretched long and empty, and in that silence, something inside Taehyung finally… let go. Not broke. Not shattered. Just… released. A cab waited by the roadside, its engine humming softly, indifferent to the quiet collapse of a life. Taehyung turned once. Just once. His eyes traced the outline of the mansion—the towering walls, the lit windows, the place where he had lived like a ghost for eight years. For a fleeting moment, memories rushed in— A softer Jungkook. A laughing child in his arms. A version of himself that had once believed this place could be home. His vision blurred. The tears came then. Silent at first. Then unstoppable. He wiped them away quickly, almost angrily, as if ashamed of them.
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
JEON TEAHYUNG. OMEGA
“No more,”
He whispered under his breath. And this time— he meant it. He got into the cab. The door closed with a quiet finality. And the car moved. For a while, he held himself together. Barely. His hands clenched in his lap, his breathing uneven, his gaze fixed on the passing lights outside. But grief doesn’t leave just because you decide to be strong. It waits. And when it comes— it comes all at once. Halfway through the ride, something inside him cracked open.
A broken sound escaped his throat. Then another. And suddenly— he was crying. Not quietly. Not gracefully. But like a child who had lost everything. His shoulders shook, his breath came in gasps, his hands pressed against his mouth as if trying to hold the pain in—but it spilled anyway. Eight years. Eight years of silence, of swallowing pain, of pretending— it all poured out in that small, moving car. The driver glanced at him once through the mirror, then looked away, offering him the only kindness he could— privacy.
Taehyung’s phone began to ring. Once. Twice. Again. The screen lit up with names he knew too well. His father. His mother. Christie. Again. And again. And again. The calls didn’t stop. Taehyung stared at the screen through blurred vision. He didn’t need to answer. He already knew. They weren’t calling because they cared. They were calling because something had slipped out of their control.
Because the “asset” they had traded had walked away. Because he had chosen himself. A hollow laugh escaped him. His thumb hovered over the screen— then he turned the phone off. Silence. Real silence. For the first time— it didn’t suffocate him. It freed him. The city lights grew brighter as the car moved forward. Time passed, though he couldn’t tell how much. Eventually, the car slowed. Then stopped.
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“We’re here, sir,”
The driver said gently. Airport. Taehyung inhaled deeply, his chest still heavy, his eyes swollen, but something inside him… steadier. Not healed. Not whole. But standing. He stepped out of the car. The world felt different. Larger. Uncertain. Terrifying. Free. He adjusted his grip on the suitcase, his fingers tightening slightly—not out of fear, but resolve. No surname. No title. No cage. Just him. And the path he was finally choosing for himself. He didn’t know what waited for him ahead. Failure. Success. Loneliness. Freedom. Maybe all of it. But for the first time in his life— the choice was his. Taehyung lifted his head. And walked forward. Without looking back.
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