I love Blackpink, I want to become an idol but I don't have fate on me because I'm unlucky girl *sigh*

There is a concert tomorrow I wanted to go there, but I don't have money I'm broke, and it's my birthday tomorrow, this is what they called unlucky girl, I'm so disappointed

When mom came home she looked like tired and have a black eye, I laugh of that, but mom glanced made my laugh disappear I was so scared that I apologize immediately

And mom handed me a ticket to the concert but I was so confused that we were broke I hesitate before I pick it up

I was so happy that I give my mom a big hug, a huge hug and then I forgot mom hated me, but if she hated me why is she giving me the ticket?

Nahh, forget it *big smilling face* tonight i cannot sleep because im so excited like i want to write a story about me ahhh!!

Tomorrow I wake up at 6 a.m, I was so excited that I stand up and make a coffee first thing in the morning, this isn't my routine

My daily routine is sleep at 12 p.m and wake up at 10 a.m, like I'm a different person now

But when 7:00 a.m hit I was already going to the concert with my light stick I don't know why there light stick is a hammer pink and black, this isn't my problem

When I got to the concert I was amazed how it looks like, i sit where i'll be sitting meanwhile the concert had started i had fun when rosé sing the APT and their all song's like the pink venom, Boombayah, how you like that, whistle, ddu du ddu du, forever young, don't know what to do, the happiest girl and more

But when it ended i step out and there was a guy is standing my pathway, i said casually please, don't stand my way i was so polite that my nice word is not working anymore

He said that you want to join the K-pop idol? I wasn't sure if it is a scam but i agree anyway it was only a 10,000 and i have that for my birthday, i don't care if i don't go to school anymore

I was only 18, i thought it was a game of K-pop idol, but it wasn't he said that he will find me a group that suit's me the way i sing in the Apt, yeah i was singing apt with rosé it was so cool!!!!

And the guy said he found the group i was supposed to be in, i said in whisper ok, i can do this

The training begin, singing, dancing with singing and a lot of challenging, it was hard but i enjoy it anyway

This is the kind of challenge i want, one that is hard and two that is enjoying it

For the past few weeks we were are assigned of day break i was in Wednesday break so its Tuesday today and tomorrow is Wednesday

So i finally got home, when i got home mom is yelling at me that i didn't come to the house because it was all dirty and all my clothes are missing

I apologize to mom that i didn't tell her before i agree to that, in apologize over and over again and then mom finally forgive me

It was night time already, i was so tired of apologizing to mom, i went to my room and sleep i wasn't allowed to sleep yet because i haven't eaten anything.