My Husband Is Gay but I Chose Him Anyway
marriage contract
[Group Chat: Uni Friends]
Hafiz
Guys emergency!!! Akashah Khalil is getting married next week
Mira
WTF??? The COLD CEO is getting married??? To who???
Hafiz
To our friend... Qaisha
Qaisha
BRO WHAT THE HELL IS THIS I’M JUST FINDING OUT NOW??
Hafiz
Arranged marriage. Your dad and his dad are business partners. You didn’t know because you blocked your dad’s number 3 months ago remember
Qaisha
I’M DEAD. I’m not marrying that walking iceberg
[1 Week After Marriage – Akashah’s House]
Qaisha
Mr. Akashah Khalil, handsome face but heart made of stone. How long are you gonna keep sleeping in another room?
Akashah
As long as this marriage is only for the contract. You don’t need to touch me, Qaisha.
Qaisha
Damn, you’re cold. I’m your wife, you know. At least smile a little. You look like a living corpse.
Akashah
I’m not good at pretending.
Qaisha
Good. I’m not good at staying quiet either. You know I’ve known about you for a long time? I’m friends with Hafiz. He’s obsessed with you. He said you’re cold, but your eyes change whenever you look at Alfian.
[Akashah goes silent. The glass shatters in his hand]
Akashah
Don’t say his name
Qaisha
Why? Does it hurt? Five years, huh? You threw him away because of this contract?
call from desperate Alfian
[2 Days Ago – Call from Alfian]
Alfian
Qaisha, is that you? If you don’t get out of Akashah’s life, I swear I’ll jump off this condominium building tonight. Do you really want to be the reason I die?
Qaisha
Whoa, slow down there. Are you seriously threatening me here? Listen carefully — even if I died right this second, Akashah still wouldn’t come back to you. His heart has been dead and empty ever since you first threatened to take your own life three years ago just to control him.
Alfian
SHUT UP! You don’t understand anything at all! You know nothing about us!
Qaisha
I know everything. I know he sits by the window every single night at 2 AM, just staring at your old photos. I know he never even touches me, because he’s terrified that doing so would mean betraying you and everything you two once had. But hear this, Alfian — I am human too. I am his wife, yet I feel like I’m living with a lifeless doll rather than a husband.
[Same Night – Inside Akashah’s Room]
Qaisha
You came into my room at midnight. What is it? Are you here to get angry because I spoke to Alfian on the phone?
Akashah
…What did he say to you?
Qaisha
He threatened to kill himself again. Exactly like he has done so many times before. Akashah, how long are you planning to keep living like this? For five whole years, you have been trapped — you became your own prison just to please him, and in return, he locked himself inside your heart and kept you captive too. Neither of you is truly free.
Akashah
If I choose you… he will die. He really will end his life. I can’t carry that weight on my conscience.
Qaisha
But if you don’t choose yourself first, you are the one who is slowly dying every single day. You are fading away little by little, and I refuse to stay married to a man who is nothing but a walking corpse. I don’t want a husband who feels cold, distant and hollow. I want someone real — someone who can get angry, someone who feels jealous, someone who laughs and feels joy… even if those emotions are directed towards me.
Akashah looks at Qaisha for a long time, staying quiet. For the very first time, he reaches out and gently holds her hand.
Akashah
Akashah:
You are so loud, you know. You speak your mind without filter, and honestly, you give me a headache sometimes.
But… you are also the only person in this whole world who talks to me like I am just a normal human being, with feelings and flaws — not like I am some successful CEO, not like I hold power or status. You treat me just as I am.
Qaisha
So? What is your decision now? Are you choosing me, or are you choosing his endless dramatic games?
Akashah
I already chose you the very night I signed our marriage certificate and made you my wife.
The truth is… I was just afraid. I was scared that once you found out I had loved another man deeply for five years, you would hate me, leave me, and look at me with disgust.
Qaisha
I would only hate you if you ever lied to me or kept secrets. But you never did that. You never touched me not because you disliked me, but because you respected me and were loyal in your own way. It’s actually… pretty foolish of you, but I admit, it’s also kind of sweet and adorable.
akashah's mom not agree this marriage
[1 Month Ago]
[Group Chat: Uni Mates]
Mira
Hey guys! Did anyone see Akashah Khalil’s Instagram???
Hafiz
HE POSTED A PHOTO WITH QAISHA???
Qaisha
Caption reads: “My wife. My headache. My choice.”
Mira
OH MY GOODNESS I’M MELTING 🥹❤️
Qaisha
Akashah, are you for real posting this? Alfian has blocked literally everyone now.
Akashah
He needs to move on. Just like I did.
Now… can you stay quiet for five minutes? I just want to hold my wife in my arms.
Qaisha
Five minutes? That’s boring. How about ten minutes instead?
Akashah
You really never let me win anything, do you…
Qaisha
That’s because I’m the most stubborn CEO’s wife in all of Malaysia. Deal with it 😎
[Continuation: Married To A Gay CEO]
[2 Days After The Wedding – House of Datin Aishah]
datin Aisyah
Akashah! Get in here right now!
Qaisha
Whoa… is my mother-in-law really this scary? I was just about to enjoy my layer cake and suddenly I’m under attack.
datin Aisyah
You stay out of this, Qaisha. This is between me and my son.
Qaisha
Nope, that won’t work. He’s my husband now, so whatever concerns him concerns me too. Say whatever you need to say right here, in front of me.
datin Aisyah
Akashah! Do you know the only reason I agreed to this marriage was because of the partnership contract with the Lee Group! Not because I actually wanted you to marry this sharp‑tongued girl!
I want grandchildren! Do you understand me? GRANDCHILDREN!
Akashah
Mother, you know very well that is something I cannot give you.
datin Aisyah
THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I NEVER AGREED WITH ANY OF THIS!
I arranged this marriage because I thought whatever you had going on with Alfian for five years was just you going through a confused phase! You are a man — a normal man, Akashah! You hold a respected name and you carry the honour of the Khalil family!
Even if you are married to Qaisha, your life is still empty and meaningless. You haven’t even touched her, have you? I know everything!
Qaisha
Mother.
Please sit down. Have a drink and calm yourself.
datin Aisyah
Don’t you dare try to teach me what to do!
Qaisha
If you refuse to sit and talk properly, I will walk right out of this house. And believe me, Akashah will follow me immediately.
The contract with the Lee Group was signed yesterday. You no longer hold any bargaining power or leverage over us.
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