The crick sound.. a whoosh of wind.. and a cooed smell of wild flower lulled me into sweet nap. My mind wandered to ten years ago where I still in my meddle schooI. I was a good and shy girl. Violet. This is what i used to be called. My full name Violet Clare. Now I used to be call Clare. I will never let anyone call me Violet since i was ten.

I had a crush which I keep to myself for almost three years.. He was my neighbour. My childhood friend. He was four years older than me. He lived with his mother and his grandparents. His father was an airforce army and he was rarely come home.

I was eight when I first met him. It was a nice day and I swaying in the garden when a truck comes in front of the vacant house next to us.

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