Ye Duniya ek Qafas hai.

Kise ke liye sune ka, kise k liye lohe ka kisi k liye kaisaa kise k liye kaisaa.

Pr hai ye Qafas hi. Mujhe esaa lgtaa hai ki aasman aur zameen ki giraah mai qaid ho aur mai ise mehfooz maano ya na maano ye maaine nhi rakhta.

Isse yaad aaya ki woh kehte hai, aur mai bhi maanti hu k sb ka haafiz khuda hai. Wahi khuda jisne hme filhaal iss zameen-o-aasman ke hisaar mai baandha hua hai.

Abb ye rawa hai ya na rawa ye mai nhi jaanti.

Pr mujhe ye pinjraa bht stataata hai aksr Na-gawaar sa lgtaa hai.

Aur agr mai maut ko azaadi kahogi, mrr jaane ki khwahish rakhogi toh ye glt hai kyuki ye kehte hai ki khud halaak krne ki ijazat tumhe nhi hai.

sch kaho toh mai puri tarike se khudkhushi ko glt nhi maanti aur dekho toh sahi iss mai "khud" aur " "khoshi" likha bhi hai.

Fir woh kehte hai ki tumhara maqsad khud ko khush karnaa nhi, usse yaane apne khudaa ko khush krnaa hai isiliye uske liye tumhe qaid rehnaa hoga.

Thora ajeeb lgtaa hai mujhe.

Pr drr hai agr iss pr sawaal kiya toh kaafir na ho jaao.

Aur kufr se sb se zyada drr hai mujhe.

Kyunki aakhiri tak mewri dua ek awchaa gulaam bnne ki hi rahegii.

Joh ki mai hu nhi.

Mai apne rbb se bhot mohbbat kwrnaa chahti ho

pr mujhe mohbbat krnaa nhi aata.

Afsoos ki baat hai ki mai gunehgaar ho aur mera gunaah mohbbat na kr paana hai.

mai laakho sher ishq k naam ker skti ho pr ye meri Haqeeqat nhi.

aur iss k liye mai khud kusurwaar ho.

Haa ese log hai iss zameen pr joh mujhe waqai psnd hai aur shyd ese bhi hai job mujhe psnd krte hai.

Ek burii baat ye bhi hai ke joh mujhe psnd krte hai ya mujhse mohbbat krte hai, unse mohbbat mai kr nhi paati.

Kitnii burii ho na mai rooh ki baat kr toh leti ho mgr ho toh mai neurochemicals ki aadi.

kyuki chaah kr bhi mai mera insaan hona rokh nhi paaa rahi hu.

Ese likhte likhte mai bkre ki awaaz sunn rahi ho joh kuch ghnto baad zabah ho jaayegaa usiii khuda k naam jisne mujhe qaid rakhaa hai. Yaaa wahi khudaa jisse mai mohbbat kwrna chahti ho.

Ptaa nhi kyu uss ki awaaz mujhe rolaa rahi hai.

Mai kisi aur ki jaan apne rbb k naam kaise qurbaan kr do?

Qurbaani hoti kyaa hai?

Aur kya waqai uski jagah meri aulaad hoti toh mai yo qurbaan krdetii? Mera jwaab "nhi" hai.

Mera Imaan Hazrat Ibraahim a.s jaisaa nhi hai.

Aur mujhe nhi ptaa mai maafi kaise maango pr

rbb ji mai Ismail a.s ko zabah nhi kr paati.

Toh iski jaan khud pr frz maan kr kaise qurbaan krdo?

Ek pl mere paas saare jwaab hai aur dusre hi pl kuch bhi nhi.

kyuki swaalo aur jwaabo k darmiyaan mai khud ko kho chuki

Uski awaaz-e mujhe bht zyada preshaan kr rahi hai.

I will forever miss you Shippeeee.

Aaj mai likh hi rahi toh ye bhi likh deti hu.

Kyuki raaz ya chupana apne dil ki baat aur jzbaat nakaaabile brdaasht ho jaata hai.

Mai chahti nhi hu ki koi mujhe sune pr mai chup rehna bhi nhi chahti. Ye jaan kr bhi ki khamoshi meri bht pyaari sahelii hai.

Sch ye hai ki mujhe likhnaa waqai nhi psnd.

Kabhi kabhi toh mujhe nfrat hoti hai.

Ek zraa se keybord jis pr kuch key maujood hai.

Ek chota sa dimaag joh fir kise dairay mai qaid hai aur iski ajeeb-o-gareeb rachnaa.

Pr fir jeete kaise hai.

Aadm ka qusoor uska Aadm hona hai.

Aur mera uski aulaad hona.

Iblees ki baate mai aksr nhi krti kyuki Mai uske baare sochti bhot km ho.

Sach kaho toh mai Munaafiq ho.

Wahi Munaafiq jis pr meraa rbb laant bhejtaa hai.

(Munaafiq ke maane Hypocrite.)

Mai Aksr aapko unhi chizo mai uljhi nzr aaogi jinse durii rakhne ki hidayat mai khule-aam deti hu.

Kisi shqs ne aaj mujhse kahaa k mai shraaft ki tasveer liye ghomtii hu.

Joh ki ajeeb tha sunna kyuki Shraaft kya hoti hai mai nhi jaanti.

"Acchai ki mehfil mai hm aksr bure aur boraai ki mehfil mai ache nzr aate hai.

Imaan waalo ko kaafir aur kaafiro ko Imaan waale nzr aate hai."

Ye bhi sch hai ki logo ki raay mere liye kuch khaas maine nhi rakhti.

Pr fir mai insaan bnn jaati ho aur raat k andhere mai khayaalo k daaman mai kabhi kabhi sochne lgtii ho.

Sochna bhi ek mrz hai.

Isse mujhe woh mzaakiyaa kitaab yaad aayi "Don't belive everything you think" by Joseph Nguyen uskaa ek chapter jahaa woh thought aur think k drmiyaan frk btaa rahe the.

Mai ne woh kitaab purii nhi padi iss hisse ko padh kr maine uss kitaab ko chor diyaa.

Wese bhi mujhe self help kism ki book se sakht chidh hai.

Pr fir wahi mujhse zyada meri jostajoo mujh pr qaaboo rakhti hai aur woh mujhe kisii bhi dar (door) le jaa skti hai.

Mai ye kayi dfaa sochtii ho ke Khuda ne Aadm ko bnaaya kyu.

Aur ye sawal toh farishto ne bhi kiyaa tha.

Iskaa jwaab joh mujhe aata hai woh kuch esaa hai ke usse likhne ya kehne se mujhe drr lgtaa hai kyuki agr ye sunn kr mera khaalik mujhse naraaz ho gya toh?

Mujhe jahnnam se drr nhi lgtaa hai na hi jannat k baare mei mai sochtii hu.

Mujhe bss usse naraaz krne se drr lgtaa hai.

Aur ye bhi bht ajeeb hai kyuki ye mai nhi mujh mai maujood koi aur keh rahaa hai.

Meri Munaafiqat ki ek aur misaal esi hai ki;

Mai aksr kehtii hu ki mujhe taarefy bilkul nhi psnd.

Pr Haqeeqat hai ki chaahe mai unn taarifo ko kitna hi khukhlaa kyu na maanti ho,

kahi na kahi mujhe woh acchi lgti hai.

Kaash aadmzaat ki kahi hrr baat scchi aur aitebaar krne laayak hoti.

Pr shyd achha hi hai ke nhi hi hain jhoot bolne ka bhi alg hi mzaa hai.

Hasii aati hai mujhe unn muftiyo pr joh Haraam aur Halaal jhoot pr vaaz dete hai.

Lancali kehti hai ke "There's nothing more human than sin."

aur isse padh kr mujhe waqai bht sukoon mehsoos hota hai. (ye bhi jhoot hai irl laughed while reading it)

"Ab ke hm bichde toh shaayad khwaabo mile

Jaise sukhe hue phool kitaabo mai mile "

Ptaa nhi kyu pr subah se ye Ahmed Faraz ka sher mujhe yaad aa raha hai.

Aadmzaat ke talluqaat, rishte bde ajeeb hote hai.

Ye jaan kr ke maut haq hai aur hrr mulaqaat ka anjaam judaai hai.

Ptaa nhi kyu ye fir bhi rishto se aur talluqat se baaz nhi aata aur na hi aa skta hai.

Hayatiati Irtiqaa iss sifaat ko smjhaati hai.

Ke kaise zindaa rehne, Baqa hone k liye hm mai ye khubi ya khaami kehlo aayi hai.

Mujhe yaad hai ke jb mai chotii thi mai aksr raato ko iss khyaal se royaa krti thi k mere aas paas maujood log mrr na jaay.

Uss waqt aur shyd abhi bhi maut ka khyaal mujhe takleef deta hai.

Sochtii ho khuda ko kaisaa lgtaa hogaa ye dekh kr k uss ka qaidiii dusre qaidii ko jaata dekh khone k drr se rotaa hai aur zindagi ki bheekh maangtaa hai.

Rishto ki maut mrr jaane se hi nhi hotii kisi ke yu chle jaane se bhi hoti hai.

Mai maut ko bht ajeeb nzriiye se dekhti hu.

kyuki meri nzr mai kisi ka hona ek pl kaafi hota hai.

Uske chle jaane se uska vojood nhi mitta.

Isiliye mujhe abb maut se km drr lgtaa hai.

Yaane apne aas paas maujood logo ko khone se km drr lgtaa hai.

Pr kuch ese log aaj bhi maujood hai iss zameen pr ke kl agr unhone meri khbr aur maine unki khbr na li toh mai bechain ho jaate ho.

Ek wajah k mai ilhaad (atheism) pr yakeen nhi rakhti ho maut hai.

Ke mrr kr yo mitti mai khaak ho jaana mere liye daraawna aur nakaabile yakeen hai.

Mai ilhaad ko kufr nhi kehtii.

kyunki k kufr ke mani kuch esaa hai k jaan kr andekhaa kr denaa, jaise chupaa denaa.

Aur ye maine zyadatar mazhabiyo ko krte dekhaa hai.

Kabhi kabhi toh mujhe esaa bhi lgtaa k maut ke aaspaas logo ne zyaada hi shor kr rakhaa hai.

Meri dost kehti hai ke zyaada se zyada kya hi hoga mrr jaayege aur kya.

Piyush Mishra ne bhi kuch esaa hi gayaa tha

"Hadh se zyada ye hi hoga ke yahi mrr jaayge maut ko spnaa btaa kr uth khde hoge yahi aur nind se keh dege lori kl sunaane aayege".

Toh Maut ke mutalliq meri soch iski Aasib pazeeri ya kamzori tak mehdood nhi hai.

Sufi jis tariqe se maut ko dekhte hai woh isse dekhna ka sbb se dilchasb pehlo hai.

Joh mujhe jaante hai unhe ptaa hai ki mai Shms ke baare mai baat krnaa psnd krti ho aur jiss tarah woh maut ko dekhte hai mujhe kaafi zyadaa awchaa lgtaa hai.

Schh kahi toh mai bhi mrr jaana chahti ho pr chaht k saath maut nhi aati ye sunaa hai maine.

Aur mai nhi maante joh khud ko maarna intekhaab krte hai woh buzdil hote hai blke iss k ulat mai unhe kaafi bahaadur maanti hu.

Baaki waqoof ki baat mai nhi krtii aur isiliye joh ise bewakoofana ya beaqli smjhte hai unn ki soch unhe mubaark.

Kyuki "intelligence is parasite"

waqoof parsto k aage mai apni soch ko waqf kr letei ho.