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I AM HIM

Episode 1:Prince Charming

The soft chime of the bell echoed through the quiet showroom of Milana Gowinies, a luxurious boutique tucked away in the heart of New Orleans. Behind the front desk sat Terry Penfield. At twenty-seven, Terry possessed a striking, handsome face framed by an aura of absolute innocence—the kind of look that instantly disarmed strangers. Usually, his lone employee, Paul, would be managing the floor, but today Terry was entirely on his own.

When the door swung open, Terry looked up. A young woman stepped into the boutique. She was in her mid-twenties, radiating a natural elegance that caught him completely off guard.

*Who are you?* Terry thought, his chest tightening in sudden amazement.

As she began wandering through the racks, running her fingers over the evening gowns, Terry stepped out from behind the desk to approach her. The exact moment their eyes met, the world seemed to slow down. Terry froze in his tracks, captivated.

*You’re so beautiful,* he thought, a genuine, warm smile spreading across his face.

"So, let me guess," Terry said, breaking the silence with a smooth, welcoming tone. "Is it for a big date, or is it your wedding?"

The young woman smiled, a faint blush creeping onto her cheeks as she brushed a stray lock of hair behind her ear. "Not really, but close. It’s a homecoming."

Terry watched the movement of her hand. *First you blush, and now you’re touching your hair,* he thought, his mind racing with a quiet, intense satisfaction. *Are you telling me I could be your date, or what?*

Aloud, Terry’s smile widened. "Okay, I know just what you waited for. Come with me."

He led her toward a transparent display wardrobe. Hanging inside on a rushed hanger was a slick, pristine white gown that seemed to catch the ambient light of the shop.

The young woman’s eyes widened. "Wow. This is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen."

Terry opened the wardrobe door, his eyes locked on her face. *No, you’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. Who are you?*

"This is a ball gown, AKA the Cinderella dress," Terry explained smoothly. "I think this will fit you perfectly. You’re gonna look even more beautiful in it." He noticed her blush deepening at the compliment. "It could also make you look incredibly sexy, especially when you keep on smiling."

She let out a hearty laugh, the tension fully melting away. "You are good at convincing people to buy your stuff. That’s cute and bold."

Terry smiled back, but behind his eyes, a calculated certainty settled in. *She thinks I’m cute and bold just because I complimented her on being hot. She’s the one.*

"Olivia," she said, offering her hand to him.

Terry’s smirk was playful as he hesitated. "Oh, sorry. I don’t give out my name to beautiful girls." Olivia laughed again, amused by his confidence. "Because, usually, it’s a trap."

"And... do you think I am in that category of girls?" Olivia asked, raising an eyebrow playfully.

"Beautiful?" Terry asked. She nodded. "I think you’re their top general."

Olivia laughed heartily at the response, and Terry finally took her hand, wrapping his fingers firmly around hers.

"Terry... Terry Penfield," he murmured, his smirk returning as she smiled back at him.

After Olivia officially selected the stunning white ball gown, Terry carefully took the delicate fabric over to the counter to package it securely.

"She is one of my favorites," Terry said, smoothing down the garment bag. "So take care of her."

Olivia smiled, leaning against the counter. "God, you’re such a nerd. Okay, how?"

Terry looked at her, his internal monologue twisting her amusement into something much deeper. *You love me because I’m a nerd. You try so hard to pretend to be Miss Popular, while deep down, you’re just the exact opposite of popularity. Your face says it all.*

"Treat your gowns like treasure," Terry instructed with a soft smile, handing the package across the counter. "Cover her, keep her dry, and give her room. She’ll return the favor when you need to shine."

"Wow, you’re unbelievable," Olivia smiled, taking the bag. "Thanks. Have a nice day."

Terry waved a polite goodbye as she walked out into the New Orleans afternoon. But as the door clicked shut, the silence of the shop rushed back in, and his gaze lingered on the empty doorway. The encounter pulled a thread deep within his consciousness, dragging his mind backward into the shadows of a memory from twenty years ago.

He was only seven years old, a young Terry playing in the living room with his two older siblings, Julia and Henry. The door had opened, and his mother, Sarah, entered alongside her sister, Kyler. They weren't alone; they had brought a twenty-six-year-old woman with them named Soniya, who was of half-Indian descent.

"Soniya," Sarah had called out to the young woman, introducing the children. "These are my kids. Julia is the eldest, Henry is the second, and round my last but not least, Terry." Soniya had smiled, giving a polite wave to the children.

But the memory shifted to the darkness of that same night. A young Terry had crept out of his shared bedroom, rubbing his eyes as he walked down the hallway to use the bathroom. When he pushed the door open, he was startled to find Soniya sitting on the floor, tears streaming down her face.

"Soniya?" Terry had whispered.

Shocked and exposed, Soniya quickly wiped her face. "I am not crying. Go back to bed."

"I saw you," Terry insisted innocently.

The innocence of a child was a threat to her. In a sudden flash of anger, Soniya stood up, her grip tightening painfully around his small arm as she dragged him toward the door. "Stop being so fucking nosy and leave!"

She stopped when she saw the immediate sadness and fear pooling in seven-year-old Terry's eyes. As the boy turned to retreat, a dark, manipulative shift occurred within Soniya. Realizing the power she held, she spun Terry back around to face her. Without warning, she leaned down and kissed the seven-year-old boy directly on the mouth—a confusing, deeply inappropriate violation disguised as affection.

Terry stood entirely frozen, his mind unable to comprehend the boundary that had just been shattered. "What... did you do?" he asked in utter surprise.

Soniya smirked, her voice dropping to a soothing, toxic purr as she planted the seeds of psychological grooming. "Something good and special. Now don't tell anyone about it. We could be having fun every night here, right?"

Desperate for approval and the comfort of a connection he didn't understand, Terry smiled happily. "You could teach me how to arrange the puzzle box, right? I don't want Julia and Henry to keep defeating me."

Soniya’s smirk widened, knowing she had successfully trapped him in a cycle of secrecy and emotional abuse. "Yes, my Terry. I will do that... only if you keep everything as a secret." The young boy had smiled and nodded, completely unaware of how deeply that secret would warp his understanding of love and intimacy for the rest of his life.

The memory faded, snapping back to the sharp glare of a laptop screen in the present day.

Terry was no longer in the boutique. He was sitting in the university cafe at the University of New Orleans, the ambient chatter of students echoing around him. His fingers moved methodically across the keyboard as he meticulously observed Olivia’s life from afar.

"You are a freshman," Terry muttered under his breath, his eyes scanning the data on the screen. "You are living in the campus hostel. You have a roommate."

With a few precise clicks, he pulled up the roommate's social media profile. "Your roommate, Darby... she is a popular girl. Not like you. But you always pretend to like that lifestyle."

Terry stared intently at Olivia's pictures, a dark, assured smile spreading across his face as he closed the browser. *But it's a lie. That is why you need me to be your lover.*

Episode 2:The Homecoming Night Stalker

The University of New Orleans hall was buzzing with energy, alive with the heavy bass of music and the bright chatter of students arriving for the homecoming party. Terry blended seamlessly into the crowd, wearing a regular outfit and a face mask that completely obscured his features. Tucked away in a hidden, dimly lit corner near the party organizers, his eyes never left the entrance.

*Where are you?* Terry thought impatiently. *You should be here by now. I mean, your friend Darby and her boyfriend are already here.*

He shifted his position, moving closer to where Darby and her boyfriend, Fred, were standing. He stood silently to the side, blending into the background like a shadow.

Fred glanced anxiously toward the door, checking his watch. "Where is she? Why is she taking so longer?"

Terry’s eyes narrowed under his mask. *Why does he care so much about you showing up?*

Darby smirked, stepping closer to Fred and wrapping her fingers around his arm. "Maybe it's a good time for us right before she comes," she whispered, dragging Fred by the hand toward a quiet, empty classroom down the hall.

A cold curiosity gripped Terry. He followed them at a distance, slipping quietly toward the classroom door. *Don't fucking tell me it's what I think it is.* He peered through the small glass pane of the door. Inside, the two were already pulling each other close, their intentions unmistakable. Terry watched in absolute disgust. *You've got to be shitting me. A fake roommate friend and a cheating boyfriend.*

As the opening theme of the party’s playlist began to echo through the walls, the sight of the betrayal pulled Terry right back into the dark labyrinth of his own childhood.

Twenty years ago, on the very next night after their first secret encounter, seven-year-old Terry had proudly carried his puzzle box down the quiet hallway, eager to see Soniya in the bathroom. But the moment he entered, the puzzle box was forgotten. Soniya simply scooped the young boy up into her arms and began kissing him, continuing the unsettling cycle of confusion and manipulation.

Suddenly, the heavy thud of footsteps echoed from the hallway. Panic flashed across Soniya’s face. Acting quickly, she grabbed Terry by the shoulders and forcefully shoved the young boy into a wardrobe in the toilet, shutting the door until it was just a sliver open.

Through the narrow gap of the wardrobe handle, Terry watched, his heart hammering against his ribs. The bathroom door swung open, and Aunt Kyler walked in. Soniya stood rigidly, a nervous, sweating smile plastered on her face.

"Are you with someone?" Kyler asked, her voice dripping with suspicion.

"No, ma'am... I... I..." Soniya stammered, her voice trembling.

Kyler cut her off, her expression hardening with intense anger. "You snake. I don't trust you at all, and I will find out who you really are."

Peering from the darkness of the wardrobe, seven-year-old Terry watched in utter shock, his mind swirling with fear for the woman who claimed to love him.

In the present day, Terry snapped back to reality, his eyes cold as he left the hallway. The party had officially begun, but Olivia was still nowhere to be found. Deciding he had waited long enough, Terry navigated his way through the campus until he reached her hostel room. Producing a master key from his pocket, he slid it into the lock, turned it silently, and stepped inside.

The room was quiet. On the bed lay Olivia, fast asleep, but her posture was unnaturally heavy, completely unresponsive to the ambient noise outside.

Terry approached the bed, looking down at her. *What are you doing sleeping while your roommate is screwing your boyfriend, and I am waiting to see you in that beautiful ball gown?*

Back in the empty classroom near the hall, Fred was hurriedly pulling his shirt back on, his eyes nervously scanning the dark room. "Chill out, dude," Darby said, leaning against a desk with a smug grin. "She's not gonna come."

Fred paused, looking confused. "What? How did you know that?"

Darby’s smile widened with malicious pride. "I drugged the bitch, and she's in a dreamworld now."

A slow, twisted grin spread across Fred's face. "Wow, Darby, you're amazing. Now I will also scold her for not coming to dance with me."

Darby moved closer to him, wrapping her arms around his neck again. "Guess we should continue what we're doing, right?"

Meanwhile, inside the quiet hostel room, Terry remained standing over Olivia's sleeping form. A profound, overwhelming sense of duty washed over him. *You are definitely the one. I haven't felt this type of true love since Soniya. I am him for you, Olivia.*

He noticed a half-empty bottle of soda sitting on the bedside table. Leaning down, Terry picked it up and sniffed the rim. The distinct, chemical underlying scent of a crushed sleeping pill hit his nose.

*Darby did this. She wanted this,* Terry realized, his mind calculating the dosage. *She used a hydroricen effect on you, which is approximately seven hours of sleep. She and your boyfriend are the problems. I need to protect you from them.*

Turning away from the bed, Terry walked over to Olivia's wardrobe and opened it. Inside, her clothes were impeccably arranged. On the opposite side, hanging with meticulous care, was the white ball gown he had sold her.

*You are neat and respectful to your stuff, just like me,* Terry thought, a deep sense of kinship swelling in his chest. *You keep your lovely clothes well arranged, and your perfumes are all over your clothes. You are her, Olivia. I need you, and you need me.*

Reaching into the wardrobe, his fingers brushed against her delicate lace undergarment. He picked it up, then grabbed one of her perfume bottles, lightly spraying the fragrance onto his own handkerchief. He inhaled the scent, the familiar rush of possession taking over his mind as the memory of Soniya rushed back to fill the gaps.

Back in the past, a terrified seven-year-old Terry had stepped out of the bathroom wardrobe, tears streaming down his face as Soniya closed the distance between them.

"What is Aunt Kyler talking about?" Terry had sobbed, his voice shaking. "Are you a bad person?"

Soniya immediately dropped to her knees, taking his small hands in hers, her voice dropping into a comforting, manipulative whisper. "No, Terry. I am a good person. Your Aunt Kyler... she is bullying me. She is the reason I am always crying. She's a bully."

Terry wiped his nose, looking at her with wide, innocent eyes. "What is a bully?"

Soniya smiled, a soft, dangerous expression. "Someone who is always judging you and making you feel like a mistake. Someone who you care for, but they don't care for you in return. Your Aunt Kyler is that person."

Deeply moved by her manufactured vulnerability, the young boy felt a surge of protective instinct. "I am sorry... but you have me. I will protect you, Soniya."

Soniya’s eyes gleamed as she pulled the seven-year-old boy into a tight, suffocating hug. "I love you, my Terry."

"Can I go now?" Terry asked quietly against her shoulder. "Yesterday, I didn't tell anyone our secret."

Soniya pulled back, smoothing down his hair. "You did good. Keep it, and I will never stop loving you."

"Goodnight," Terry said.

As he turned to leave the bathroom, Soniya suddenly called him back. She walked over to her laundry basket, pulled out a delicate piece of her lace undergarment, and pressed it firmly into his small hands.

Terry looked down at it, confused. "You know why I give you this?" Soniya asked softly. Terry nodded slowly, understanding the twisted token of her affection. "It means even if I am not around before nighttime, you can always feel my presence."

A loyal smile broke across young Terry’s face as he carefully tucked the lace into his pocket, completely bound to her will.

In the present, Terry carried that exact same dark devotion. He knew what he had to do. *Now I need to wake you up, so that you will see for yourself what a bitch Darby is, and what your boyfriend is.*

Using a clever trick, Terry produced a small container of coffee grounds, heating them slightly to create a sharp, pungent, awakening smoke. He guided the scent directly toward Olivia’s face. The intense, bitter aroma immediately broke through the heavy fog of the sedative. Olivia groaned, her eyes snapping open in a sudden panic as she realized how late it was.

Seeing her stir, Terry slipped out of the room and into the shadows just in time.

Disoriented but driven by an urgent panic, Olivia threw off the blankets. She rushed to her wardrobe, hurriedly pulled on the beautiful white ball gown, and ran out of the hostel toward the hall.

When she reached the quiet corridor, she noticed the door to the empty classroom standing slightly ajar. Pushing it open, the breath caught in her throat. There, in the dim light, she caught Darby and Fred together, completely exposing the betrayal.

And outside in the dark hallway, hidden perfectly from view, Terry watched it all unfold, knowing he was exactly where he was meant to be.

Episode 3:Problem Solver

The following morning, the sun rose over a quiet house, but the tension inside was already brewing. Soniya had gone out early with Terry’s mother, Sarah, for a morning shopping trip, leaving Aunt Kyler to serve breakfast to the children. Sitting at the table alongside his older siblings, Julia and Henry, seven-year-old Terry stared blankly at his plate, refusing to touch a single bite.

Kyler watched him, her frustration bubbling to the surface. "You said you didn't want the other meal, and I made you this. Why aren't you eating?"

Terry glared at her, his small face twisting with anger. "I don't want your meal. I want my mom's own."

Kyler’s patience snapped. "You little punk, eat the food now!"

Driven by a defiant rage, the young boy stood up from his chair. "NO!" With a sudden swing of his arm, he threw the plate across the room, sending the food flying as Julia and Henry watched in stunned silence.

"Okay, you called it," Kyler muttered grimly. Grabbing his hand forcefully, she dragged him down the hallway to his room, shoved him inside, and locked the door from the outside. "This is your punishment."

Left alone in the quiet room, Terry burst into tears, desperately missing Soniya’s comforting presence. Then, he remembered the secret token in his pocket. He pulled out the delicate lace undergarment she had given him the night before, hugging it tightly against his chest. As the scent washed over him, he felt Soniya’s presence filling the empty room, and a slow, comforted smile broke through his tears.

In the present day, the aftermath of a different betrayal was exploding in the university classroom. Olivia stood before Fred and Darby, her face flushed with a mixture of tears and absolute fury. Without warning, she swung her hand and slapped Darby hard across the face.

Outside, peering through the classroom window, Terry watched the drama unfold in silence.

"I know Fred likes screwing around with girls," Olivia cried, her voice trembling violently. "But you... I... I trusted you, Darby! You said we were best friends!"

Fred stepped forward, raising his hands defensively. "Liv, please let me talk to you."

"Don't you dare touch me, you piece of shit!" Olivia screamed, backing away. "I hate you!"

Turning on her heel, Olivia fled the classroom, lifting the hem of her beautiful white ball gown as she ran down the corridor in tears.

Terry’s gaze followed her escape. *Even when she cries, she is still beautiful,* he thought, a dark protectiveness taking root. *But I want her to smile, not cry. I will solve her problem.*

Inside the classroom, Fred turned on Darby, his face twisted in anger. "You told me she will not make it tonight!"

"I don't know how, but—" Darby started, but Fred cut her off with a harsh wave of his hand.

"This... me and you are done," Fred snapped. He turned and stormed out, leaving Darby completely shattered, sinking into a chair as she wept.

Terry watched Fred leave, a cynical smirk forming behind his face mask. *What is special about this guy? Why are girls crying over him? I guess girls like the guy that don't respect them.* Slipping a pair of leather gloves onto his hands, Terry stepped away from the window and followed Fred into the night.

Meanwhile, Olivia arrived back at her hostel room, completely heartbroken. In a fit of rage and grief, she tore at the delicate fabric of her ball gown, ripping the very dress Terry had sold her. Pulling out her notebook, she began writing frantically through her tears, pouring her pain onto the pages.

Outside, the campus grounds were quiet. Fred was walking down a dimly lit path, casually smoking a cigarette, completely unaware of the shadow closing in behind him. In one swift, practiced motion, Terry ambushed him from the dark, knocking him unconscious before he could even scream. Dragging the limp body across the asphalt, Terry hoisted Fred into the trunk of his car and drove off into the New Orleans night.

Arriving at Milana Gowinies, Terry unlocked the front door and dragged Fred’s heavy body down into the shop's hidden basement.

The basement housed a massive, specialized wardrobe made of a black, transparent material. It was large enough for five people to stand inside comfortably, but uniquely designed to fit one person laying down to sleep. The mechanics of the glass were entirely one-sided: from the inside, it was a wall of absolute, impenetrable blackness, but from the outside, everything was perfectly visible. Terry dropped Fred onto the floor of the structure, closed the heavy door securely, and left the basement.

His own apartment was located directly adjacent to the shop. Retiring to his living space, Terry finally relaxed. *Even though you cried, Olivia, you still made my day,* he thought, reflecting on the evening. *I saw the real you. Your weakness, your life, your anger.*

He pulled the lace undergarment he had taken from her wardrobe out of his pocket. Scanning the room for a secure hiding place, he neatly tucked it inside a decorative flower vase. *Flower vase... it's a good place for hiding important things. So I trust it.*

Sitting down, Terry produced Fred’s smartphone, which he had lifted from the guy's pocket earlier. With a few casual swipes, he bypassed the lock screen entirely. *You might be wondering how I knew his password. He is a stupid, dumb guy. He even posted his password on social media.* With a smirk, Terry began methodically scrolling through the cheating boyfriend’s private messages and data.

The next morning, the sun broke through the window of the hostel room. Darby stirred awake, opening her eyes just in time to see Olivia gathered her things, already heading for the door.

"Good morning to you too," Darby muttered sarcastically, rubbing her eyes. "You didn't wake me up."

Olivia didn't offer a single word in response. Ignoring her completely, she marched out of the room, slamming the door shut with a resounding thud that echoed down the hallway.

Down in the boutique’s basement, Terry walked toward the large black wardrobe carrying a small snack and a bottle of water. He reached over and flipped a switch, removing the black sensor effect from the glass. Suddenly, the darkness vanished for Fred, revealing the brightly lit basement and Terry standing right in front of him.

Fred scrambled backward against the glass, panicked and disoriented. "Who... who are you?!" he yelled, his voice muffled but furious. "Why am I here? Let me go!"

Ignoring the outburst, Terry unlocked a small, circular feeding port built into the wardrobe door. He tossed the water bottle and the snack inside, immediately locking it shut again. "Eat," Terry commanded coldly, turning to leave.

"I know you!" Fred shouted desperately against the glass.

Terry froze in his tracks, his back stiffening.

"You are that guy Olivia was talking about!" Fred yelled, pointing a trembling finger. "You own that shop she bought that ball gown from, right?!"

A cold shock waved through Terry’s system, his heart stopping for a fraction of a second. *Oh my fucking God!*

The sudden threat of exposure dragged his mind backward, triggering a vivid memory of the bathroom twenty years ago.

Soniya had been waiting anxiously for him in their usual secret meeting spot when seven-year-old Terry ran in, a bright, happy smile on his face. He wrapped his arms tightly around her waist, his small height only reaching her abdomen. Soniya immediately dropped to her knees to face him, but her expression wasn't loving—it was fierce with anger.

"What have you done to Aunt Kyler?" Soniya demanded, her grip tight on his shoulders.

Terry’s innocent smile vanished, replaced by an angry pout. "She disrespected you! That is why I did it to her."

Soniya’s eyes narrowed, her voice a sharp, harsh whisper as she corrected his sloppy execution. "You dumb, fucking child! Do I have to teach you everything? You don't solve problems in public. You do it in secret. You hear me?"

Looking into her eyes, the young Terry absorbed the lesson, nodding slowly as a loyal smile returned to his face. Seeing his compliance, Soniya’s harsh expression melted into a twisted, approving smile, cementing the dark philosophy he would carry into adulthood.

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