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Hate You, Love You and Repeat

episode 1

September 10 2025...

I am still not over, the fact that you have left and moved on doesn't fit with me. It's almost 2 years now, and I am still standing on the same place where you have left me hoping that one day you will come back. But I know that is not possible. The love once was there for you in my heart have now turned into hate, yes Ansh mehrotra, I amaira rai hates you, with my full heart but still it does remember you which I hate the most. I hate my self having the through of your returning but still I can't hate it full. It's like I hate bit still I love you. It's a bit complicated but I know somehow I do love you.......

Kyu ki humein tumse pyar kitna? ye hum to nai janthe mager Tum batana kabhi nahi hai ke hum abhi tumse pyar hai...

(How much I love you?I don't know but never wanna say it to you that I still love you....)

Character introduction

Name:Amaira rai

Role: main character

Family: mother- shivika rai , father- prakash rai, younger siblings- vihaan rai.

Occupation:CEO of rai pharmaceutical companies, family business.

Friends:Rayn Singhania, arman singhania, Shumathi verma.

Descriptive profile:

_Physical Appearance:_

- She has an ethereal beauty, with a radiant glow that captivates everyone around her.

- Her raven-black hair cascades down her back like a waterfall of night, with subtle hints of shine and softness.

- Her eyes are pools of deep, dark mystery, with black irises that sparkle like polished onyx.

- Her skin has a luminous, porcelain-like quality, with a subtle warmth that invites touch.

- Her features are delicate yet striking, with high cheekbones, a petite nose, and full lips that curve into a gentle smile.

_Presence:_

- She carries herself with an effortless grace, as if floating across the room rather than walking.

- Her very presence seems to command attention, yet she exudes a humility and kindness that puts others at ease.

- Her smile can light up a room, banishing shadows and filling hearts with warmth.

- Her laughter is music, a melodic sound that resonates deep within the soul.

_Aura:_

- She radiates an otherworldly aura, as if she's a celestial being who's temporarily graced the mortal realm.

- Her beauty is not just skin-deep but emanates from within, reflecting a pure heart and gentle spirit.

- She seems almost fragile, yet possesses a quiet strength and resilience that inspires awe.

This girl is indeed a vision of loveliness, a true angelic beauty who captivates hearts and souls with her heavenly presence.

But still the one who she loved with her full heart had cheated on her.....

What will happen if love and hate collide together will it will give birth to a romantic love story or a revengeful story. Stay tuned to find it out.

This is my new story on wattpad after the deletion of my pervious account, do give you support by likes and comments. See you in next chapter....

episode 2

Woh yaaden,woh pal,woh Mulakaten. Main kaise bhulayu woh chahat ke woh barsaate jo sirf bass...

(Those memories, those moments, those meetings. How can I forget that shower of love.)

ab woh kya kar rahee hogee, kya usse meree yaad bhee aatee hai? *hansate hue* beshak vah apane pahale pyaar ko kaise bhool sakatee hai.

(what may be she doing now, do she even remember me? *chuckle*of course she will how can she forgot her first love.)

Just a little time more my angel, you will be back to India again..*smirk*

"He was standing in his office will smoking,thinking about her.The one who cheated on her with her cousin sister, broken her heart into pieces now wanting to claim her back". WHY? find it out...

Introducing the one of the red flag, the one who look innocent but a real devil In human form

Ansh mehrotra

CEO of morphix Biopharmaceutical industries.

Ansh Mehrotra appears to be a charming and harmless individual at first glance. He has a warm, friendly smile and an approachable demeanor, often using these traits to put those around him at ease. However, beneath this innocent facade lies a manipulative and calculating individual with a hidden agenda.

Physical Description:

Ansh has a slender build and stands at around 5'9" with a lean, angular face and piercing brown eyes that seem to bore into those he looks at. His dark hair is always perfectly styled, and he has a sharp jawline that adds to his charming smile.

Personality:

Ansh is a master manipulator, using hiS charm and wit to get what he wants from people. He is a chameleon, adapting to any situation to achieve his goals. Behind closed doors, he reveals his true nature: ruthless, cunning, and devoid of empathy.

Red Flags:

- Ansh has a tendency to be overly flattering, making people feel uncomfortable with his excessive praise.

- He is evasive about his past, dodging questions or changing the subject when confronted.

- Ansh has a talent for making people feel guilty or responsible for his problems.

- He is overly possessive and controlling, often using gaslighting tactics to maintain power.

In reality, Ansh Mehrotra is a devil in human form, hiding his true nature behind a mask of innocence. Those who trust him soon discover the darkness lurking beneath.

Gaurav mehrotra

Chairman of Morphix Biopharmaceuticals

*Physical Appearance:*

Age: 50

Height: 6'1"

Build: Athletic, imposing presence

Facial Features: Chiseled jawline, piercing brown eyes, silver-gray hair

Style: Tailored suits, authoritative demeanor

*Personality:*

Confident, charismatic leader

Intelligent, strategic thinker

Ambitious, driven to succeed

Commanding presence, natural authority

Emotionally reserved, guarded

*Background:*

Founded Morphix Biopharmaceuticals 20 years ago

Transformed it into a cutting-edge industry leader

Respected expert in pharmaceutical innovation

Philanthropic efforts focus on medical research and education

*Relationship*

Ansh: Complex, strained (due to his demanding nature and high expectations)

Family: Loving, yet distant (prioritizes work over personal life)

Colleagues: Admired, respected (some envy his success)

*Conflicts/Challenges:*

Balancing professional ambition with family responsibilities

Navigating industry politics, rival companies

Personal demons (past mistakes, guilt)

Health concerns (chronic stress, hidden illness)

*Emotional Depth:*

Haunted by past failures

Fears losing control, failing loved ones

Hidden vulnerability, deep sense of responsibility.

Devika Mehrotra

Therapist

Physical Description

*Height and Build*: Devika stands at around 5.6 height with a slender build that exudes elegance, confidence, warmth.

*Hair*: Her hair is dark brown and falls in soft waves locks down her back.

*Eyes*: Devika's eyes are almond, round angular and shine with a warm brown that sparkles with kindness and compassion.

*Smile*: When she smiles, her whole face lights up with a radiant gentle glow that puts everyone at ease.

Personality

*Kindness*: Devika is renowned for her exceptional kindness, always putting others before herself and showing empathy towards those in need.

*Strength*: She possesses remarkable strength, both physical and mental, that inspires others to push through challenges and overcome obstacles.

*Sense of Humor*: Devika has a fantastic sense of humor, often cracking jokes and making everyone laugh with her quick wit and playful teasing.

*Values*: She is a firm believer in the importance of honesty, integrity, and family values, always striving to instill these principles in me and our loved ones.

Ekash Mehrotra

Lawyer

Physical Description

*Height and Build*: Ekash stands at around 5'11" with a lean and athletic build, reflecting his disciplined and focused personality.

*Hair*: His dark brown hair is styled in a sleek and professional way, often perfectly messy.

*Eyes*: Ekash's piercing brown eyes are intense and commanding, conveying a sense of confidence and authority.

*Facial Features*: His chiseled facial features and strong jawline exude a sense of determination and resilience.

Personality

*Protective*: As the elder brother, Ekash is fiercely protective of Ansh and will stop at nothing to ensure his safety and well-being.

*Responsible*: He is responsible and dependable, often taking on tasks and duties to help his family and clients.

*Ambitious*: Ekash is driven and ambitious, striving to become a top lawyer and make a name for himself in the legal world.

*Caring*: Despite his tough exterior, Ekash has a soft spot for those in need and is always willing to lend a helping hand.

Background and Skills

*Family*: Ekash is the elder son of Devika and Gaurav and he values his family above all else.

*Education*: He is a graduate of a prestigious law school and has a strong foundation in criminal law and jurisprudence.

*Interests*: Ekash enjoys reading about history and philosophy, and is passionate about advocating for social justice.

*Career Aspirations*: He aspires to become a renowned lawyer, known for his exceptional skills and unwavering commitment to justice.

Nisha Mehrotra

ACP (Assistant Commissioner of Police).

Physical Description

*Height and Build*: Nisha stands at around 5'8" with a fit and athletic build, reflecting her active lifestyle and dedication to her police work.

*Hair*: Her long, black hair is often tied back in a sleek ponytail, revealing her striking features.

*Eyes*: Nisha's eyes are a bright, piercing brown that command respect and exude confidence.

*Facial Features*: Her sharp facial features, high cheekbones, and determined jawline convey a sense of strength and authority.

Personality

*Confident*: Nisha is a confident and assertive individual who isn't afraid to speak her mind and stand up for what she believes in.

*Intelligent*: She is highly intelligent and resourceful, often using her quick wit and sharp instincts to solve complex cases.

*Loyal*: Nisha is fiercely loyal to her family, friends, and colleagues, always putting their needs before her own.

*Determined*: She is a determined and driven individual who sets high standards for herself and works tirelessly to achieve her goals.

Background and Skills

*Family*: Nisha is married to Ekash Mehrotra, and they share a loving and supportive relationship.

*Education*: She has a degree in law enforcement or a related field, which has equipped her with the skills and knowledge necessary to excel in her police career.

*Interests*: Nisha enjoys reading about psychology and behavioral science, which helps her better understand human behavior and motivations.

*Career Aspirations*: She aspires to become a respected and influential figure in the police department, making a positive impact on her community and inspiring others to follow in her footsteps.

Relationship with Ekash, Devika, Ansh, and Reyash

*Ekash*: Nisha loves and respects her husband, Ekash, and values their partnership and mutual support.

*Devika*: She has a deep respect for her mother-in-law, Devika, and admires her strength, wisdom, and compassion.

*Ansh*: Nisha is fond of her brother-in-law, Ansh, and enjoys spending time with him, often offering guidance and advice when needed.

*Reyash*: She is close to her brother-in-law, Reyash, and appreciates his creativity, enthusiasm, and kind heart.

5.Nisha understands and respects Gaurav's traditional values and strict nature. Gaurav, in turn, appreciates Nisha's modern outlook and independent spirit.

Reyash Mehrotra

Model

Physical Description

*Height and Build*: Reyash stands at around 6'1" with a lean and athletic build, perfect for strutting down the catwalk.

*Hair*: His hair is a stylishly messy black and often perfectly tousled.

*Eyes*: Reyash's eyes are a bright, piercing hazel that seem to sparkle with charm and charisma.

*Facial Features*: His chiseled facial features, sharp jawline, and captivating smile make him a natural in front of the camera.

Personality

*Charismatic*: Reyash exudes confidence and charm, making him a natural people person and a standout in the modeling world.

*Creative*: He has a creative streak and enjoys expressing himself through fashion, photography, and art.

*Spontaneous*: Reyash is a free spirit who loves to take risks and try new things, often on a whim.

*Supportive*: Despite his busy modeling schedule, Reyash is always there to support his family and friends, offering encouragement and advice when needed.

Background and Skills

*Family*: Reyash is the youngest son of Devika and Gaurav,and he values his close-knit family and their unwavering support.

*Education*: He has a degree in fashion or a related field, which has helped him navigate the competitive modeling industry.

*Interests*: Reyash enjoys photography, traveling, and trying out new fashion trends.

*Career Aspirations*: He aspires to become a renowned international model, gracing the covers of top fashion magazines and walking the runways of prestigious designers.

Relationship with Devika, Ekash, and Ansh,Nisha, Gaurav.

*Devika*: Reyash adores his mother, Devika, and values her guidance and unwavering support.

*Ekash*: He looks up to his elder brother, Ekash, and respects his opinion, often seeking advice on his modeling career.

*Ansh*: Reyash is close to his brother, Ansh, and enjoys spending time with him,car racing or just hanging out.

4 .*Nisha*: Reyash is most close to his sister in law,Nisha, with playful banter and provides supportive and mutual understanding.

5.* Gaurav*: Reyash and Gaurav share a complex and often strained relationship as father and son. Gaurav's strict nature can make it challenging for Reyash to connect with him on a deeper level.

episode

Amaira Pov

It was the sweet breath of the north wind that have woke me up maybe due to I have forgotten to draw the curtain of the window, which reminds me of the call of Devika aunty from yesterday. The sun is yet to rise, just like my next decision. I haven't replied her about wedding invitation. The course of actions by her are giving me a headache. My mixed through doesn't help me any further through. The anxious feeling, Strung-out through, and Perplexity. Why would she reach out to me in place of her best friend. What an unusual statement made by her too. i am damn sure I will need a cup of coffee to calm my train of thought now. 

Eventually after the dilemma, I decided to get ready, garb  a cup of coffee and deal with my current problems which needs my attention at most. "Good  morning Salim, aur unki jaan" (Salim and his life)  blows a flying kiss towards a women who was already having her breakfast with her husband, "Anarkali", I greeted them as it the first thing in my routine." Where is Dramatic Ki-Vihaan" I asked while changing the sentence in mid-way. knowing that I will get a lecture for calling him dramatic king from the self proclaim regal queen aka mom. Not by words but by her actions. After I have reached the dinning table, I sees that the breakfast is as usual seems like a normal breakfast today, no royal drama, no dramatic explanations for dosa and parathas to be eaten together I chuckle as I thought to myself. I settled myself in my usual place at dinning table and grabs an apple while roaming my eyes around. The structure orientation of my house is kinda similar to every house hold family. A Romantic doting  husband aka prince Salim aka my father;

 NISHANT RAI (Rajkumar Salim)

At sixty, dad carries his age lightly, as if the years had learned to walk beside him rather than weigh him down. There was an unmistakable enthusiasm in the way he spoke—hands animated, eyes alive with curiosity—an energy that refused to dim despite the quiet creases time had etched into his face.

He is a man deeply in love with life, and even more deeply devoted to his family. As a husband, dad unbelievable  love was a daily practice, not a promise made once and forgotten. He remembered small things—how his wife liked her tea, the songs that softened her silences, the way her smile changed when she felt truly heard. Their marriage was not perfect, but it was patient, held together by respect, laughter, and years of choosing each other again and again. As a father, my dad was always  gentle yet unwavering. He did not command his children's lives; he stood beside us. He celebrated our victories loudly and absorbed our failures quietly, never allowing disappointment to replace affection. To me, he is not just a parent but a safe place—someone whose presence felt like coming home. Dad's enthusiasm is not loud bravado but a steady warmth. He finds joy in morning walks, in conversations that wandered, in ideas that sparked possibility. Even in moments of fatigue, he believes that growing older meant growing deeper, not smaller. What defines my dad  most is his ability to remain emotionally available in a world that often demanded hardness. He listens more than he speak, loves without conditions, and carries his past not as a burden, but as wisdom. In the quiet rhythm of his life, he became the kind of man others leaned on—unassuming, steadfast, and unforgettable. 

and his royal princess, Anarkali aka my mom. 

SHIVIKA RAI ( Salim Ki Anarkali)

At forty-seven, Shivika Rai, my mom, is a beautiful contradiction—dramatic in expression, mischievous in spirit, and deeply rooted in her role as the heart of the household. Where others sees a housewife, mom carries an entire world within her walls, shaping daily life with emotion, humor, and an unmistakable flair. She speaks with her hands, her eyes, her pauses. Every story she told grew slightly larger than life, embellished with theatrical sighs or playful exaggerations. Drama, for mom, is not chaos—it is color. It is how she makes  ordinary moments feel memorable. Her mischief surfaced in teasing remarks, sudden jokes, and the way she could turn even tension into laughter with a well-timed smile. As a mother, mom was and is a fiercely attentive and emotionally expressive person. She worries loudly, loves deeply, and celebrates her children with proud enthusiasm. She has an instinct for knowing when something was wrong, even before words were spoken, and she never hesitated to step in—sometimes with warmth, sometimes with overwhelming affection. Her marriage to Salim, I meant dad is a delicate, enduring balance. Where he is calm and grounding, she is vibrant and unpredictable. She tests his patience playfully, challenges his seriousness, and reminds him that joy did not need logic. In return, he steadies her storms, offering reassurance when emotions ran high. Together, they have created a rhythm built on contrast—his quiet strength and her expressive soul. Mom found purpose in nurturing our home, not as a duty but as a creative act. Every meal, every arrangement, every tradition carries her personal touch. Beneath her dramatic exterior lay resilience, sacrifice, and an unspoken strength—one that held the family together even on the days she pretends she wasn't strong at all. Anarkali is not merely a supporting presence in the story of others. She is energy, emotion, and life itself—unapologetically vivid, deeply loving, and impossible to ignore. 

Nahin, mujhe nahin pata, main tujhe jaldi hi bata doonga. (No, I don't know, I will inform you soon), Rajkumar aakhir mein aa gaye hain (the prince have finally arrived) I spoke as soon I spotted Vihaan on staircase on his mobile while speaking on call. received a glare instead of reply. "Rude" I mumbled. "toh Kya aapaki neend poore hohigayi Maharaj ?" ( so did your sleep was over majesty ?) mom ask while raising her one brow and speaking in dramatic tone. sighing-ly " yes mom", he replied. "Good morning dad and angry bird" he greeted. we just nodded in response not going to stop mom from her up coming lecture to Vihaan. "Vihaan" mom called sweetly, so sweet that made us freighted. "I have a meeting to attend, bye shivi" dad kissed mom checks, and with that he ran away from the crisis. vihaan with a puppy look was looking at me to safe him but sorry bro I don't want to be involved, so I just ignored him. vihaan beta Kya aap bataana chaahenge ki aap pooree raat bina soe kya khel rahe the?, aur aapake game ki receipt aaye hai, wait a moment, usaka naam kya tha phir se, right, BGM?. ( son will you like to say what was you doing all night playing, without sleeping? and a receipt have arrived, wait a moment what was it called again, yeah BGM?. Mom spoke with almost killing him with eyes. If glares could be used to kill then vihaan would have been dead already. The look of vihaan doesn't help him any further, he was on the way to be hospitalized not for staying up for taking the lecture continues without any break. it went on for more than 2 hours, poor vihaan cant say anything too, I quietly left before the lecture could be directed towards me in next stance. 

VIHAAN RAI ( Dramatic king/ Rajkumari)

Vihaan Rai, the youngest of the Rai family, twenty-one years old  lived between two worlds—and mastered both with remarkable ease. To the outside world, he was a movie actor and model, polished, disciplined, and intimidatingly focused. On set, he spoke little, observed closely, and demanded precision—from himself first, and from everyone else

second. Fame had taught him professionalism early, and he wore it like armor.At home, however, that armor fell away.Within the walls of the Rai household, Vihaan is drama, laughter, and endless mischief. He teasing me relentlessly, inventing nicknames and playful provocations, fully aware of how easily he could draw a reaction from me. Yet beneath the jokes lay fierce protectiveness. No one was allowed to criticize me—not friends, not strangers, not even family—except him. His teasing was affectionate, his loyalty unshakable. Vihaan's dramatic streak came naturally, inherited in fragments from mom's expressive flair and sharpened by his life in cinema. He knew how to exaggerate a moment, deliver a line with perfect timing, and turn ordinary conversations into performances—especially when it earned him laughter from mom and dad. Despite his success, Vihaan remained grounded by his family.  Salim's steady wisdom kept him disciplined, Anarkali's emotional warmth kept him human. Fame never softened his sense of responsibility; if anything, it made him more vigilant. He believed talent demanded respect, and respect required hard work. What made Vihaan Rai compelling was the contrast he carried so effortlessly—strict professionalism balanced by familial humor, public restraint softened by private affection. He is the son and brother who made the house louder, brighter, and occasionally chaotic, but also the one who would stand tallest when family needs him most.

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