I am her daughter, but she just treats me like someone who is just working for her. She never loved me enough. I don't think she even wanted me. What do you need enemies for when you have a family like that? A mother who ignores you, a father you couldn't hate more, and a sister who just enjoys taking everything from you.

I am the eldest daughter of this family. But my younger sister is the one who everyone loves. The smart one, the one who can never be wrong no matter what she does. I am only sixteen but I already feel like I have lived enough. I am tired of the constant yelling, the unfairness but it's not like I can just leave and never come back. I am still underage, and I have to wait another two years to leave. The problem is I can't get a job and I don't have a way of getting enough money.

We are a rich family so of course I can't go get a job. It would be bad for their reputation. I can keep my monthly allowance untouched but it's not like I get that much. Not enough to leave in two years at least.

How is my life so complicated. Ahhhhh

Ok think of the positive. Today is the first day back to school so this means I get to see him, again. I know there isn't a chance that he will like me, but I still can't stop thinking about him. He is so good and nice and even though he doesn't know me that well he treats me so nicely. More nice than my own family.

Ok let's get ready. It's not like I can do much since this is a private school, and we have to wear a uniform, but I can fix my hair and makeup. After all he is quite popular. If I want a chance with him, I need to cover that ugly face of mine. Sister is right for this. I am not as beautiful as her. Never was.

Knock, knock, knock

'yes?'

'Oh sister there you are. I thought maybe you had left already for school. What are you doing?'

'I ... Nothing I was just getting ready.'

'Oh... You know no matter how hard you try you won't be able to win his heart. After all he is quite beautiful and surely above you.'

She isn't wrong, but this still hurts. I know it's the truth but still. She is supposed to be my sister. Why are we like this? What on earth did I ever do to her?

'You know we are late lets just go.'

'Sure my dear sister. After all you are good in one thing. School is your domain. You are a bookworm. But you know people like you never get the pretty ones.'

I don't know what to tell her anymore. I have run out words. But does it even matter? No matter what I say she always says something to hurt me. Maybe if I just ignored her...

'We are going together right? I mean the soffer is waiting for us. Although I would prefer people not to associate you with me but what to do we are sisters after all.'

'Lets just go'

No, no matter what I do she always finds something. I should just pretend she isn't there. Yes that's a good plan. I will think about him. Yes ...

He is the only light in my dark world.