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The Lie That Loved Me

The perfect one

Zara had a boyfriend.

At least, that was what she told everyone.

His name was Kade.

He was tall, with dark eyes that always seemed to understand what she wasn’t saying. His voice was quiet and calm, the kind that could make a bad day feel bearable. He remembered her coffee order without asking. He knew when she wanted to talk and when she needed silence. He opened doors for her, carried her shopping bags, and made her laugh when the world felt too heavy.

He was everything a girl could ask for. The only problem was that Kade didn’t exist. Zara created him on a lonely night when her room felt too large and the silence felt unbearable. It started as a harmless thought. A small comfort. Someone to talk to when nobody else seemed to notice she was struggling.

But somehow, Kade stayed. At first, it was just inside her head. Then it became something more. “Kade thinks this lecturer is going to give us a surprise test today,” Zara said one morning as she walked into class. Her friends looked up from their phones. “Who’s Kade?” one of them asked.

Zara smiled casually as she dropped into her seat. “My boyfriend.”The answer came so naturally that nobody questioned it. Not at first. Over the next few weeks, Kade became part of every conversation. “Kade said I should take the bus today.” “Kade loves this song.” “Kade thinks you’re funny.”

The name slipped from her lips as easily as breathing. Her friends laughed whenever she mentioned him. “Aww, someone’s in love.” “When are we meeting this mysterious boyfriend?” Zara always smiled.

“Soon.”

The truth was that she never intended to fool anyone. It just felt nice. Nice to belong to someone. Nice to imagine there was a person waiting for her after class. Nice to pretend she wasn’t alone. As the days passed, Kade became more real to her.

When she walked through the busy market, she imagined him beside her. When she sat alone in restaurants, she pictured him across the table. When she felt sad, she could almost hear his voice telling her everything would be okay. And somehow, that was enough.

One afternoon, Zara stood in a supermarket pushing a trolley through the aisles. She reached for a carton of orange juice. Then she paused. “Kade likes the mango flavor better,” she murmured. Without thinking, she picked up a second carton and placed it in the trolley.

The action felt completely normal. As if she really was shopping for two people. As if someone would be waiting at home. As if Kade was real. She didn’t notice the strange look the cashier gave her later when she placed both cartons on the counter. She didn’t notice because Kade was talking. At least, she thought he was.

By the end of the month, her friends stopped asking to meet him. The jokes disappeared. The curiosity faded. Something else replaced it. Concern. Whenever Zara mentioned Kade, conversations grew awkward. People exchanged glances. Whispers followed after she walked away. “Have you ever actually seen him?”

“No.”

“Maybe he’s just private.” “Or maybe. The sentence was never finished. But everyone was beginning to think the same thing. Everyone except Zara. Because to her, Kade wasn’t imaginary. He wasn’t a lie. He was the only person who never left.

And every day, his presence felt a little more real than the world around her. That night, as Zara lay in bed staring at the ceiling, she turned toward the empty space beside her. A soft smile touched her lips. “Goodnight, Kade.”The room was silent. Yet somehow, she could have sworn she heard a voice answer back.

“Goodnight, Zara.” But there is no one in the room except Zara.

The next morning came too quickly. Zara woke up with her alarm ringing sharply beside her ear, but something felt different. The room was too still, too clean in a way she couldn’t explain. For a moment, she just lay there, blinking at the ceiling.

Then she turned her head. The space beside her bed was empty. Of course it was empty. But her eyes stayed there a little longer than they should have. Like she was expecting something or  someone to be there.

“Kade?” she whispered softly, before she could stop herself Silence answered. She sat up slowly, brushing her fingers through her hair. A strange heaviness settled in her chest, but she shook it off. It was just a habit. Just her mind playing tricks again.

In  the bathroom, she stared at her reflection as she brushed her teeth. Her eyes looked normal. Her face looked normal. Everything looked normal. And yet, the feeling lingered. At breakfast, her phone buzzed once. No message. She checked anyway. Nothing. Still, she found herself typing.

Zara: Are you awake?

Her thumb hovered over the send button. Then she stopped. Who was she even sending it to? She deleted it quickly and locked her phone. At school, everything felt louder than usual. The laughter of her classmates echoed differently in her ears, like it was coming from far away. She sat down beside her friends, forcing a smile.

“ Morning,” someone said.

“ Morning,” Zara replied.

A  pause.

Then one of them asked carefully, “So. how’s Kade?” The question made her heart jump,but not in a good way. “He’s fine,” she said automatically. Another pause. Longer this time.

“Did he. say anything today?” someone asked.

Zara frowned slightly. “Why are you asking like that?” No  one answered immediately. Instead, one of her friends just looked at her phone, then back at her. “We just. want to understand,” she said softly.

Understand what?

Zara forced a laugh. “Understand what? He’s just my boyfriend.”But even as she said it, something inside her tightened. Because for the first time, she noticed something strange. No one ever reacted when she said his name anymore.

No jokes. No curiosity. No teasing. Just silence. Like they were waiting for her to notice something she wasn’t seeing. That afternoon, Zara walked home alone.

The streets felt longer than usual. Every sound the distant horns, footsteps behind her, the rustling wind felt slightly offbeat, like it didn’t belong in the same world she was walking in. Halfway down the road, she stopped. For a second, she thought she heard her name.

“Zara.”

She turned quickly. Nothing. Just people passing. Just life continuing like normal. She laughed under her breath, shaking her head. “I’m losing it,” she muttered. But as she started walking again, something happened.

A  voice soft, familiar spoke right beside her ear.

“You’re not losing it.”

Zara froze. Her breath caught in her throat. Slowly, she turned her head. No one was there. But the voice didn’t feel far away. It felt close. Too close. “Kade?” she whispered, her lips trembling. A pause. Then “I’m here.” Her heart pounded violently.

But the street around her remained empty of anyone standing beside her. Only her shadow stretched across the pavement, and for a moment, it looked like it wasn’t alone.

By the time she reached home, Zara wasn’t smiling anymore. She sat on her bed, staring at her hands like they didn’t belong to her. Her phone lay beside her, silent. She tried to remember when she last saw Kade clearly. Not imagined. Not felt. Not heard. Actually saw him. Her mind went blank.

And for the first time since she created him, Zara felt something she had never felt before. Fear. Because if Kade wasn’t real.

Then who had been answering her all this time?

Episode Two: Everywhere I Go

At first, it started as something small. Something Zara could still pretend was normal. A laugh that came too quickly. A sentence she didn’t fully remember forming. A feeling that someone else had already spoken before she did.

“Kade said we should take the longer route,” she told her friend one afternoon as they left class. Her friend paused mid-step. There was a long silence. Then a careful voice. “Zara. who are you talking to?”

Zara blinked like she didn’t understand the question. “Kade,” she said simply. “My boyfriend.”But something strange happened after she said it. Her friend didn’t laugh. Didn’t smile. Didn’t tease her like before. Instead, she looked away quickly, like she was uncomfortable being seen.

Oh,” she said softly. “Right.” And they kept walking. But Zara noticed something she had never noticed before. Her friend didn’t ask about Kade again. Not that day. Not the next. Not even when Zara mentioned him again. But Kade didn’t disappear. He grew. At least, that was how it felt.

He was in the space between her thoughts and her words. He was in the pause before she answered questions. He was in the way she tilted her head when she was thinking. “Kade likes this song,” she said once in a taxi, tapping her fingers softly against her leg. The driver glanced at her through the mirror.

“Who?”

Zara frowned. “Kade.”

A pause.

Then the driver nodded slowly, like he was agreeing with something he couldn’t see. “Of course,” he muttered. But his eyes stayed on the road a little too long after that.

At home, Zara began setting things for two without thinking. Two cups of tea. Two plates. Two pillows arranged neatly on the couch. She would stop sometimes and stare at it. Then laugh softly. “What am I doing?” she would whisper. But she never changed it. Because it felt correct. Like correcting it would make something important disappear. Something she couldn’t afford to lose.

The next morning, Zara woke up earlier than usual. The room was quiet, but not empty. That was the strange part. It never felt empty anymore. “Kade?” she said softly, before she even opened her eyes fully. A pause. Then

“I’m here.”

Her lips curled slightly into a smile. “Did you sleep?”

“I don’t sleep,” the voice answered gently.

That made her pause. She frowned a little. “That’s weird,” she said. A soft silence followed. Then Kade spoke again. “You’re thinking too much again.”

Zara exhaled, relaxing into the mattress.

“Sorry.” “It’s okay,” he said. “I’m still here.” And just like that, the unease disappeared. But outside her room, something was changing. People were starting to behave differently around her. Not openly. Not in a way she could easily point at. But in small things. In hesitation. In silence that lasted too long. In eyes that avoided hers a second too quickly.

One afternoon, she sat with her friends again. She was smiling. Talking. Laughing softly at something one of them said. Then she leaned forward slightly. “Kade thinks you’re funny,” she said. The table went still. Not dramatically. Just. still. Like someone had paused a video. One of her friends blinked.

Then slowly asked, “Zara. are you okay?”

Zara tilted her head. “I’m fine,” she said.

“No,” another friend said quietly. “I mean really okay.” That question felt heavier than the others.

Zara smiled anyway. “Why wouldn’t I be?”

Silence.

Then one of them spoke again, carefully. “Because there’s no one here.” Zara stopped smiling. Just for a second. Then she laughed lightly. “What are you talking about?” But no one laughed with her. No one smiled back. And for the first time, Zara noticed something she had been ignoring for a long time.

When she mentioned Kade. People didn’t react like they were hearing a joke. They reacted like they were hearing something they could not see. That night, Zara walked home alone. The streetlights flickered slightly above her head. Each step felt louder than it should have. Tap. Tap. Tap.

“Kade,” she whispered as she walked, “are you here?” A pause.Then “Always.” She smiled faintly. But then she stopped walking. Because something felt wrong. Not outside. Inside her. A missing weight. A missing pressure. Like she had been holding something for a long time. and just realized it was gone.

“Kade?” she said again, slower this time. Silence. Her chest tightened. “Kade?” louder now. Nothing. Her breath started to shake. “No,” she whispered. “Don’t do this.” The wind moved through the street. But there was no answer. For the first time in a long time. There was nothing. No voice. No presence.

No warmth behind her thoughts. Just her. Alone. Zara ran the rest of the way home. Her hands were shaking as she pushed the door open. “Kade!” she called immediately. Her voice cracked.

Silence.

She rushed into the room. “Kade, stop it! This isn’t funny!”

Nothing.

She checked the kitchen. Two cups were still there. But one of them was cold. Untouched. She froze. Slowly, she turned toward the living room. The second pillow was still neatly placed. But something was different. It looked. unused. Like it had never been touched. Like it had only ever been arranged.

Zara stepped back. “No,” she whispered. “No, no, no.” Her breathing grew uneven. Then A sound. Soft. Behind her. A voice. But not where she expected it. Not beside her. Not in her head. Not comforting. This time. It came from the hallway. A little deeper. A little darker. And it said something she had never heard before. Something that didn’t sound like Kade at all.

It said: “Zara. why did you stop seeing me?”

Zara turned slowly. Her heart slammed so hard it hurt.The hallway was dark. Too dark. And standing at the far end of it. Was a shape. Not fully formed. Not fully clear. But tall. Still. Watching.And for the first time. Zara realized something terrifying.

Kade was never gone. He had only stepped out of where her mind could protect her. And now He was standing where she could finally see him. But in her thinking. Kade was not physically there. Or visible. He is invisible, she is happy creating a man in her head. That she fell inlove with.

He had only retreated into the part of Zara’s mind where reality could no longer reach him. He had never been a man standing beside her. He had never been flesh and blood. He existed only where she allowed him to exist inside her thoughts, her loneliness, her desperate need to be loved.

And to Zara. That was enough. She smiled into the empty room, her heart racing as if someone had just whispered her name. Her eyes followed an invisible figure across the floor. She laughed softly at words no one else could hear, then reached out, her fingers curling around nothing. Yet she felt his hand. Warm. Real.

She closed her eyes and leaned into the embrace that existed only inside her mind. “ Kade,” she whispered, smiling through happy tears. “You came back.”

Silence answered.

But in Zara’s world. Silence had always sounded exactly like him. Then, somewhere in the house. A man’s voice whispered her name.

“Zara.” Her smile widened. Because she believed it was Kade.The terrifying question was.

If Kade existed only in her mind. who had just spoken?

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