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Have Me

Chapter 1

The morning light crept in slowly, like it didn't want to disturb anything.

Sia was still asleep.

She always slept like this, curled into her grandmother like she had been doing since she was small enough to fit in her arms completely. Even now, at eighteen, she found her way there. Every night, without thinking. Her grandmother's side of the bed was the safest place she had ever known. Warmer than any blanket. Quieter than any quiet. She pressed her face close and held on, the way she had always held on, since the very beginning.

Mr. Vyne stood at the door.

He had come to wake her. That was the plan. But now he was just standing there, looking at the two of them, his wife, his granddaughter, tangled together in the early morning light. His little doll. That's what she had always been to him. His little doll, who used to chase the cat around the garden and fall asleep on his chest during long car rides and call his name out first whenever she was scared.

She was leaving today.

He had known this day was coming for months. Had told himself he was ready. Had even practiced, in his own quiet way, being okay about it.

He was not okay about it.

"Sia."His voice came out softer than he intended. "Wake up, baby. You'll be late. You have to catch the train."

Nothing.

Sia slept the way only Sia could sleep, deeply, completely, like the world had made an agreement with her to leave her alone for a few more hours. Getting her up was never easy. It had never been easy. Her grandmother used to say that Sia could sleep through a thunderstorm and wake up annoyed that someone had opened a window.

Mr. Vyne walked in. He sat down at the edge of the bed, close to her. He reached out and touched her forehead first, then her hair, slow and gentle, the way you touch something you are afraid of losing.

"Sia. Wake up."

She moved. Just a little. A small shift, a quiet sound. Then her eyes opened, slowly, reluctantly, and she saw him.

Her grandfather. Sitting right there. His eyes full. So full that it was almost embarrassing how close he was to the edge of it.

Sia blinked. Rubbed her eyes with the back of her hand. Looked at him, her cute, masculine grandpa, with his big hands and his serious face that was absolutely, completely, about to fall apart.

She opened her arms.

He picked her up. All of her, like she was small again, like no time had passed at all, and he held her, and then he was crying. Loudly. Openly. The kind of crying that doesn't care how it sounds.

Sia pulled back just enough to look at his face. She brought her hands up and wiped his cheeks, one side, then the other. Her expression was soft, warm, and then she started laughing. Not cruelly. Never cruelly. Just the way you laugh when someone you love is being so earnest and so themselves that your heart doesn't know what else to do.

"Grandpa,"she said, still laughing, still wiping his tears.

He kept crying.

She kept laughing.

And the morning light kept coming in, slow and quiet, like it had all the time in the world.

Chapter 2

The noise woke Grandma up.

She opened her eyes, took one look at the situation and immediately had opinions about it.

"What is all this so early in the morning?" She sat up, her voice still thick with sleep but already sharp enough to cut through the drama. Then she pointed directly at Grandpa. "And you. Stop crying. She is not going to some other house. She is not getting married. She is going to college."

Grandpa wiped his face. He did not fully stop crying but he did it more quietly after that.

Sia laughed and slipped out of the room before anyone could pull her back into another hug.

The rest of the house was already moving. Her parents had been up before everyone, quietly arranging her luggage in the corridor, carrying bags out one by one so nothing would be rushed at the last moment. Sia got herself ready, splashed water on her face, looked at herself in the mirror for a second longer than usual. Then she went to get dressed.

When it was time to leave, she went to each of them.

Her elders. One by one. She touched their feet, took their blessings, let their hands rest on her head for a moment. These were the hands that had held her whole life. She felt that, quietly, in her chest, even as she smiled.

Grandpa was crying like a baby by the door.

Grandma was trying very hard not to and failing at it.

Sia felt something rise in her throat. She swallowed it down, gave them one last look, and got in the car.

She didn't look back. She couldn't.

The station was its usual self. Loud and rushing and smelling like chai and iron. Her grandfather had booked 3AC tickets for her and her parents and when they found their compartment and settled in, Sia looked around at it properly for the first time.

It was her first time in 3AC.

It was nice. Clean. Cool from the air conditioning that hummed steadily above them. The seats were proper, the curtains were drawn, everything felt organised and contained.

But it was different.

Different from the regular compartments she had grown up taking on shorter trips. Those had open windows where the wind came in and hit your face and messed up your hair and you didn't mind at all. Vendors would come through every few minutes, chai, samosas, magazines, someone always calling out something. There was noise and movement and life passing through constantly.

Here it was quieter. Sealed. Nobody came to sell anything.

It was a whole new experience and Sia wasn't sure yet if she liked it or just found it interesting.

Seventeen hours. That's how long the journey was.

She settled into her seat and turned to the window. Outside, slowly, her hometown began to move. The familiar streets, the buildings she had seen her whole life, the sky she had grown up under. All of it sliding away, getting smaller, fading into the distance as the train picked up speed.

She watched it go.

And somewhere underneath the ache of leaving, there was something else. Something quieter. Hope, maybe. Excitement. The feeling of a page turning.

She didn't have words for it yet. But she felt it, sitting there with her face turned toward the window, watching her whole world shrink into the horizon while something new, unnamed and waiting, rushed toward her.

Chapter 3

She had a window seat and she was grateful for it.

Outside, the world kept changing. Fields, small towns, stretches of open sky. Sia watched all of it with her chin resting near the glass, letting the view replace whatever was going on inside her head.

Behind her, her parents were talking.

Her dad's voice was the kind that filled whatever room it was in whether you wanted it to or not.

"I don't understand why Dad had to send her so far," he said. "Can't she study here? Live a normal life like other girls?" He made a sound somewhere between a sigh and a scoff. "Wasting my money."

Her mother didn't respond. She knew better than to respond.

Sia kept looking out the window.

After a while, one of the train staff came through the compartment offering snacks. Sia took something small, unwrapped it quietly, started eating.

That was when her dad looked at her.

"Sia." His voice had that particular flatness to it. "Why are you wasting my money."

It wasn't really a question. He didn't wait for an answer either. He looked away almost immediately, like she wasn't worth the full sentence. "Leave it. I don't even want to know."

Sia kept eating.

She stared straight ahead and kept chewing and told herself it was fine. It was fine. She was used to this. She had been used to this her whole life.

But the tears came anyway.

They always did, no matter how many times she told them not to. They slipped out quietly, one after another, and she turned slightly toward the window so nobody would see. Her hand came up once to wipe her face. Then again.

Her mother saw.

She always saw.

She reached over and touched Sia's arm, soft and careful, trying to give her something without making noise about it.

That was when her dad's voice rose.

Right there, in the compartment, with other passengers around them and nowhere to go and no door to close, he started. At Sia. Then at her mother. His voice climbing in a way that made the air feel smaller, made the walls feel closer. Her mother's eyes filled up but she didn't make a sound. She had learned a long time ago that sounds made things worse.

Sia's relationship with her father had never been simple. It had never been good.

He worked under her grandfather, always had, and whatever he earned he poured into the cult he had attached himself to. That was what he called it, his faith, his path, but Sia had watched it long enough to know what it really was. A group built on control. On keeping women small and obedient and grateful for their smallness. He didn't just follow it. He pushed it onto everyone around him. His wife. His children. He thought it was his right.

Sia had never agreed. She had never pretended to agree either. Her values, the things she believed in her bones, had no room for what that group preached. And her father knew it. He had always known it.

That was why she was the one he hated the most.

But Sia was strong. She had built that strength slowly, quietly, the way you build anything when you have no other choice. She didn't let him reach her. Not fully. Not anymore.

That night, neither she nor her mother ate.

Her father finished his food, arranged himself comfortably, and went to sleep without a word.

The two of them sat in the dim compartment, the train rocking gently around them, the world outside dark and passing. After a while, without saying anything, they leaned into each other. Her mother's arm came around her. Sia pressed close.

It was the same thing they had always done. When things were too heavy to hold alone, they held them together.

They didn't say everything will be fine. They didn't need to say it. They just held on, in the warmth of each other, until their eyes grew heavy and sleep finally, gently, pulled them under.

The train moved on through the night, carrying them forward.

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