THE SECRET~
CHAPTER -1~
Kim Taehyung
(It's white.. everything around me is white ,what's even stranger is that even the inside of my head is like this too)
Kim Taehyung
(Everything's faded,not even my memories remain)
Kim Taehyung
*look outside the window*
Kim Taehyung
(it's as if someone forced to wipe it all out)
Kim Taehyung
*slip out of the blanket*
Caretaker
*step inside and immediately make him sit back comfortably* It's time for your meal
Caretaker 2
*pour water in glass and give it to tae*
After giving him food, both of them went outside again and started watching Taehyung through the window to see whether he was eating the food or not.
Kim Taehyung
*glance towards the door and gulp the water*
When they saw that he was eating the food, both of them left from there. And Seeing them leave, Taehyung let out a sigh.
Kim Taehyung
(My inconvenient daily life is repetitive in the simplest way...once a week I'm taken somewhere..they put me in some kind of machine and photograph me after that I meet a person wearing a white coat,that person asks me questions and persistently pushes me for answers..during those moments i-i feel like an animal being dissected)
Kim Taehyung
(I don't know the purpose of these sessions when it's over,i forget everything..I'm like a domesticated animal,a being kept and raised in a cage,a worthless life to be perished at someone else's hands once it becomes useless)
Kim Taehyung
(Quietly living and dying alone like this,may not be that bad)
Kim Taehyung
(Well it's been a while. Should I go for a walk today???)
Kim Taehyung
(Or I'll read some more,then after lunch I'll go for a walk that's how I'm gonna end my day)
Kim Taehyung
(Like I've always done,i thought today would be like every other day but-)
Caretaker
*place a few clothes on his bed* Take this
Kim Taehyung
*flinch* W-what's going on?
Caretaker
Hurry up and put it on *leave the room after giving him clothes*
Kim Taehyung
*wear those clothes hesitantly*
It was the first day of a completely different routine
The two caretakers were holding him and leading him outside. Seeing this, Taehyung became a little frightened.
Kim Taehyung
(This isn't the way of the trial though??)
Kim Taehyung
*look in front with scared eyes* w-who are they??
There were two men standing there, both dressed in black, while the doctor was speaking with them. When Taehyung reached theere the doctor shook hands with one of the men and then directed Taehyung toward them.
Caretaker
*shove taehyung inside their car*
Kim Taehyung
*turn around and look at the hospital with thumping heartbeat*
Kim Taehyung
(I could sense that i wouldn't be coming back again)
Kim Taehyung
*bite nails in nervousness*
Kim Taehyung
(I don't have any lingering feelings at the time..I only felt anxious)
A short while later, their car came to a stop in front of a huge house. The two men got out of the car and helped Taehyung out as well. Then they started walking toward the entrance and told Taehyung to follow them inside.
Men1
Come this way *says while walking ahead of tae*
Kim Taehyung
*following them like a puppy*
Kim Taehyung
*step inside nervously and get startled by the said person's aura*
Kim Taehyung
(THE FIRST TIME I MET HIM)
Kim Taehyung
(He stood there basking in the light)
Jeon Jungkook
*walk towards tae and lean down a bit near his face while looking at him with dark gaze*
Kim Taehyung
*flinch by the sudden closeness*
Jeon Jungkook
*raise hand to touch his shoulder*
Kim Taehyung
*yank his hand and look away*
Kim Taehyung
(I feel dizzy his gaze and the silence were all so uncomfortable)
Kim Taehyung
Who are you? *spoke in anger*
Jeon Jungkook
*raise eyebrows* Who do you think I am?? What kind of person do you think I am??
Kim Taehyung
(A man I've never met before..I don't have any idea I don't even know my own name or age but if I had to guess who this man is)
Kim Taehyung
*took a pause for a few minutes and then spoke* A STRANGER
Jeon Jungkook
*a quiet laugh escaped from his mouth after hearing tae's reply* Alright of course let's go with that lets start off as strangers but the kind of person I'm going to be from now on that's up for you to decide.just keep that in mind *said while pointing towards tae*
Kim Taehyung
(Those words sounded like advice,and a threat at the same time..that was my first meeting with him in my memory)
Kim Taehyung
📞 I'm at the hospital right now
Jeon Jungkook
📞 Okay *cut the call*
Kim Taehyung
(Whenever I go out, that man calls me unexpectedly to confirm my location,if I don't answer fast enough or reply to his question properly it gets scolded)
Kim Taehyung
(There are only two numbers saved on the phone it was not my decision to carry around a machine that I don't even use often..even without calling me he already knows everything)
Nurse
Kim Taehyung the doctors ready for you
Kim Taehyung
*nods and walk towards the doctor's cabin*
doc.Hoseok
*smile professionally* Come on in taehyung-shi have a seat
Kim Taehyung
*now before taking a seat* Hello
doc.Hoseok
How are you feeling today??
Kim Taehyung
Um I don't know *look at him blankly*
doc.Hoseok
Hmm,the results aren't very good this time either
Kim Taehyung
*make an o shape mouth in disbelief* That's a big deal....
doc.Hoseok
Do you really think it's a big deal??? *ask in serious tone*
Kim Taehyung
*nods silently*
Kim Taehyung
*look up at him* Because it means I'm useless
Kim Taehyung
(it's already been a year since I was sold off to him..but my heat cycle hasn't come at all,let alone the possibility of being pregnant)
Kim Taehyung
Is there any appropriate phrase that can describe what kind of Omega I'm?
doc.Hoseok
Did president Jeon say that???
Kim Taehyung
(President Jeon Jungkook,every time I recall his name,I get a. Strange feeling)
Kim Taehyung
*shook head* He's never said it out loud,but it's obvious
doc.Hoseok
*chuckle* Hmm obvious....
doc.Hoseok
By any chance is that what you are worried about?
Kim Taehyung
If I'm kicked out I have nowhere to go *said calmly*
doc.Hoseok
*look down and write a few things on the paper* you're sure you'll be abandoned if you don't give him children for you that's the biggest problem???
doc.Hoseok
*glance at tae* Have you try discussing this with president Jeon???
doc.Hoseok
How about discussing it with him?? Because what you think could be wrong too
Kim Taehyung
I don't know *said in low voice*
Kim Taehyung
(That man and I aren't equal..He is obviously above me and i am below him..that man is my employer and I'm the employee..it's not the appropriate relationship to have a discussion about it.)
doc.Hoseok
In my opinion you're suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder due to pregnancy concerns,it seems very likely that there is a hormonal abnormality due to it
Kim Taehyung
I don't know maybe I'm just a failed product *said innocently*
doc.Hoseok
*frown* That's a bad habit, treating yourself as an object
Kim Taehyung
But there's no difference...
doc.Hoseok
Your overall condition is not bad.the only problem is your hormone levels
doc.Hoseok
What I mean is that severe stress is adversely affecting your omega hormones,it doesn't mean that you are a failed product
doc.Hoseok
Just as I said so last month,I'm saying it again to you now
Kim Taehyung
Ahh..did you?? I'm sorry *scratch nape awkwardly*
Kim Taehyung
I'm a bit....I have a bad memory I often forget things
doc.Hoseok
*nods* I know,just make sure to take the medicine consistently..I will send the results of today's tests to president Jeon
Kim Taehyung
*look at hoseok with blank face*
Kim Taehyung
(Of course he would.he spent his money buying me,only to find out it wasn't worth the investment.somehow he's going to try to fix me and use me)
doc.Hoseok
And try to have a talk with him.as far as I know
doc.Hoseok
Anyways don't be too pessimistic..he is not that cold-hearted if you got to know hi.. doesn't he seem like a good person?? So what I mean is *smile softly*
doc.Hoseok
Maybe it wasn't his intention to have children with you
Kim Taehyung
(I'm not sure if it's not for that purpose then why would an alpha who lacks nothing,buy a failed omega like myself..I don't have any special value to him other than being an omega)
doc.Hoseok
That's it for today taehyung-ssi *said softly*
Kim Taehyung
*get up and bow down before leaving the room*
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CHAPTER-2~
continuation of Taehyung's pov
Kim Taehyung
(Right now Taehyung was standing outside the hospital, wondering whether he should go home or wander around somewhere for a while.)
Kim Taehyung
(Should I go back home? it's been a while since I've been outside should I hang around for a bit??)
Kim Taehyung
(But there's no better place to kill time other than a cafe)
Kim Taehyung
*sigh and walk ahead towards the cafe*
As Taehyung was heading toward the café, he accidentally bumped shoulders with an alpha guy
Alpha guy
agh *hiss in pain*
Kim Taehyung
*stumble cause of sudden force*
Kim Taehyung
An alpha *whisper*
Alpha guy
*got stunned by seeing his beauty* Ahh I'm sorry are you alright???
Kim Taehyung
*started walking towards the cafe after apologizing* I'm okay I'm sorry
Alpha guy
*grab his arm instantly* Hold on
Kim Taehyung
*look back in anger* Let go of me
Alpha guy
*sniff near his neck*
Kim Taehyung
*yank his arm* I said let go.do you wanna be reported??
Alpha guy
*gulp* n-no I mean
Kim Taehyung
*turn around and walk away from there*
Kim Taehyung
(What do you mean no, the reason is obvious *scoff*)
Kim Taehyung
*he sat down on a chair, put on his headphones, and started thinking*
Kim Taehyung
(That man gave me some free time until 6:00 pm,as long as I don't get myself involved with other guys he won't interfere with anything I do during this time)
Kim Taehyung
(What a generous owner he could have just locked me in a room and used me whenever he wanted)
Kim Taehyung
(After being outside i realised,just how miserable the life of an omega as a secondary gender is)
Kim Taehyung
(There are many alphas,who are trying to use the poor omegas as a tool)
Kim Taehyung
(The place I was in before was a kind of prison camp to be precise it was a human trafficking shelter that managed unpaired omegas like myself,and sold them off at the right time)
Kim Taehyung
(There was a large crematorium behind the building,once a month they collected unnecessary bodies and burned them all at once.if it wasn't for that man,my body also would've gone into the fire and turned to ashes *feel chiils*)
Kim Taehyung
(So I do not resent that man who bought me,it is only right to feel grateful)
Kim Taehyung
*check the time again and stand up*
Kim Taehyung
Ugh I don't wanna go back
After some time, Taehyung began making his way back home. He didn't want to go at all, but he couldn't bear the thought of facing that man's anger either. With a heavy heart and no other choice, he forced himself to head back.
And now, he was standing in front of that house.
Kim Taehyung
(My freedom is over the moment i go inside. I'll end up completely as his possession again)
Kim Taehyung
*thinking while looking at the front door*
But his thoughts were interrupted when a car pulled up beside him, and the very man he had been afraid of started looking at him.
Kim Taehyung
W-welcome home *stutter*
Jeon Jungkook
What time do you think it is?? *ask in cold tone*
Jeon Jungkook
I gave you a watch to use it..i didn't give it to you to use it as a decoration around your wrist
Kim Taehyung
It's just 5 minutes.....
Jeon Jungkook
It's not up to you to decide if it's "just 5 minutes" or not,I let you go outside because you said you'd listen to me so don't make me regret it.
And with that, Jungkook went inside the house, and Taehyung started following him while thinking that..
Kim Taehyung
(When he said those words, I started to wonder how will he look when he starts to regret it?? In fact he has a perfect face,with strong features will he look ugly or distorted when he falls apart??)
Kim Taehyung
(Even just once,i really want to see it.)
Jeon Jungkook
*remove coat and give it to the maid*
Kim Taehyung
*looking at them silently*
Maid
Would you like anything to eat???
Jeon Jungkook
*look back at tae* Go wash up and be ready in an hour
Kim Taehyung
I want to eat dinner first *spoke while maintaining straight face*
Jeon Jungkook
*look at tae silently for sometime and after that a loud chuckle escaped from his mouth* Pfft I told you to wash up how far did your thoughts go by themselves??
Jeon Jungkook
Could it be that you think I don't know what tricks you're trying to pull???
Kim Taehyung
*look at him with his almond pretty eyes*
Kim Taehyung
(I made a mistake i thought I was going to get punished for breaking my promise)
Kim Taehyung
*fidget with fingers* It's not like that
Jeon Jungkook
Then what?? *shrugged off*
Kim Taehyung
*he stepped outside from the washroom after taking shower* The clothes I took off earlier
Kim Taehyung
*look at the clothes which were placed on the bed neatly* Ahh..
Kim Taehyung
(The maid did it.These little things often remind me of my life at that facility)
After changing into fresh clothes, Taehyung headed downstairs and took a seat at the dining table, where Jungkook was already waiting. Soon, the maid served their dinner, and without exchanging many words, the two quietly began to eat.
Kim Taehyung
(Even now ,I can still remember those moments.. everything from what to wear and what to eat, someone else takes care of it.)
Almost half an hour later, they finished their meal, and the maid cleared all the dishes from the table. They still hadn't exchanged a single word. Once everything had been cleaned up, Jungkook handed Taehyung a medicine tablet. Taehyung simply stared at the pill, and seeing this, Jungkook frowned slightly and asked him...
Kim Taehyung
*look at jk and give a slight smile* I think it would be pointless to take it
Jeon Jungkook
I thought it was necessary so I gave it to you don't think about useless things and take what's given to you
Kim Taehyung
(Don't think about anything,just do what you're told,you don't have the right to make decisions is that what he meant???)
Kim Taehyung
*spoke in low tone* Um did you get the report or today's test results??
Jeon Jungkook
*shook head* Not yet...
Kim Taehyung
It's gotten worse...
Jeon Jungkook
So?? *raise eyebrows* Is that all??
Jeon Jungkook
What do you want to say?? Be clear that way my answer will be exact
Kim Taehyung
*hesitate* S-so I was wondering if you still need me
Jeon Jungkook
I Need You *spat right away after Taehyung's words*
Kim Taehyung
*nods* Oh i understand....
Jeon Jungkook
That's too bad.i was hoping for some improvement *chuckle mockingly*
After responding to Taehyung's words, the two of them went to their room, and Taehyung's suspicion grew even stronger.
Kim Taehyung
(After all, my expectations about being punished were correct)
Jeon Jungkook
*Thr*usting inside him from the back while pressing his upper body on the mattress* ugh~~
Kim Taehyung
HNGHH~~~ *muffle möan were escaping from his mouth with each thr*ust*
Jeon Jungkook
*grab his waist tightly and give a strong thr*ust*
Kim Taehyung
AHH~~ *clench on the bedsheet tightly*
Jeon Jungkook
*pull back and again shove the d!*ck inside with full pressure*
Kim Taehyung
ANGG~~ *tears rolled down from his eyes*
Jeon Jungkook
Mphm~~ *throw head back in pleasure while thr*usting deeply*
Jeon Jungkook
*grab fistful of his hair from back* I told you not to hold back your voice
Jeon Jungkook
SHOUT OUT PROPERLY *said in deep voice*
Jeon Jungkook
I'm well aware of your condition so, don't hold it in *thr*ust*
Kim Taehyung
*sob* Ah it hurts s-so much ..
Jeon Jungkook
*leave his hair instantly which makes him plop on the bed*
It's kind of a signal that he's looking for cigarettes of alcohol during sex,He has no desire to finish this quickly
Jeon Jungkook
*he lit up his cigarette and took a puff from it while moving inside tae*
Kim Taehyung
*flinch* Haah~~
Jeon Jungkook
*make tae lean on his back when he's still inside and also make him take a puff from his cigar*
Kim Taehyung
*cough cause of the smoke*
Jeon Jungkook
*staying still while taking puffs from his cigar*
Kim Taehyung
I-i'm sorry *whisper*
Jeon Jungkook
For what? *lick his earlobe*
Kim Taehyung
F-for being late *look at him from side*
Jeon Jungkook
it's a mistake,of course,but what does that matter now???
Kim Taehyung
I made a mistake that's why you're punishing me right now
Jeon Jungkook
*chuckle and hug his waist tightly* I don't think so *flick his right nipple*
Jeon Jungkook
Well I'm only doing what you like, just for you *grab his d!*ck and start pumping*
Kim Taehyung
*wrap right arm around his nape from the side while leaning on his shoulder* Ahhh~~
Jeon Jungkook
*smirk while looking at tae's d!*ck which is leaking prec*um*
Jeon Jungkook
See you like it when it hurts~ *press the tip gently*
Kim Taehyung
*eyes roll back as he's feeling immense pleasure*
Jeon Jungkook
You don't like it when I treat you nicely that's why I'm trying my best to please you *give a lick on his neck*
Kim Taehyung
*body shaking*
Kim Taehyung
(That's ridiculous you've never been nice to me....)
Jeon Jungkook
And I'm not angry I'm just upset~
Kim Taehyung
HNG~~~ *feeling his organs near*
Kim Taehyung
(That's a lie you're lying....)
Jeon Jungkook
*bite his earlobe and starts pumping faster*
Jeon Jungkook
Actually I've never been mad to you,you wouldn't believe me even if I said it
Jeon Jungkook
*stops and make tae's body fully turn around himself*
Kim Taehyung
*hug his nape and wrap legs around his waist*
Jeon Jungkook
Because for you I have to be a bastard right? *grin*
Jeon Jungkook
So you can just stop thinking about anything that's unnecessary..you always assume things by yourself *again start moving his hand around tae's d!*ck
Kim Taehyung
*bury face in his neck* Hngg~~
Jeon Jungkook
Because you don't want to forgive me,isn't that right???
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CHAPTER-3~
Kim Taehyung
Ahh please s-stop~~ *breathing heavily*
Jeon Jungkook
*make tae bounce on his d!*ck* just wait a bit ugh~~
Jeon Jungkook
*grin widely* You think I'm a bastard, so I'm behaving like one *pinch his both nipples and increase the speed of his thr*usts*
Kim Taehyung
NGHH~~~ *mòan loudly*
Jeon Jungkook
*bite his lower lip* So go along with with me~
Kim Taehyung
*lean down,old his nape and kiss him passionately*
Jeon Jungkook
*smirk,kiss back with same passion*
Kim Taehyung
*open eyes and look towards the right side where Jungkook was sleeping while his phone was ringing continuously*
Jeon Jungkook
*groan as his sleep got disturbed,get up annoyingly to answer the call* Who's this??
????
............... *talking from the other side of the phone*
Kim Taehyung
a woman's voice *mumble to himself*
Jeon Jungkook
*glance back at tae before speaking* I already hired someone for you to call when you have a problem so what the fuck is this? *ask coldly*
Jeon Jungkook
*sigh* I got it,wait for me
Kim Taehyung
*immediately shut his eyes when he felt that jk is turning around*
Jeon Jungkook
*lean forward and caress his hair lovingly* It's okay sleep some more
Kim Taehyung
*open eyes when jk leaves from there,stare at the ceiling blankly*
And for the whole night he stayed awake coz jungkook didn't come back
Kim Taehyung
I couldn't go back to sleep
Kim Taehyung
He didn't come back until dawn
Next morning at dining tabel
Kim Taehyung
*looking at the food blankly*
Jeon Jungkook
*glance towards tae* What's wrong?
Kim Taehyung
*look up at him* huh? What??
Jeon Jungkook
Your condition hasn't looked good for the past few days
Kim Taehyung
I guess so....
Jeon Jungkook
I asked what's wrong and you didn't give a proper answer *said in a serious tone*
Kim Taehyung
it's because it's summer .I'm usually like this in the summer *spoke with straight face*
Jeon Jungkook
I don't think you were like this last summer *cross arms against chest and lean back on the chair*
Kim Taehyung
It was the same back then,I guess you didn't notice *shrugged off*
Jeon Jungkook
That can't be...
Kim Taehyung
Do you think you know everything about me?
Jeon Jungkook
The only thing I don't know about you is what you're thinking *gulp the coffee while looking at his wristwatch*
Maid
Please take your medicine *place the tablet and water in front of tae*
Kim Taehyung
*swallow the pill* ugh
Jeon Jungkook
*stood up and walked outside the house after making sure that tae had his tablet*
Maid
Have a safe trip *bow to jungkook*
Kim Taehyung
*rush toward the washroom and puke everything that he ate sometimes ago including medicine*
After vomiting, Taehyung sat down on the sofa and started reading a book. After a while, he felt hungry, so he thought he would eat some fruit.
Kim Taehyung
I want to eat some fruit *pout*
Kim Taehyung
*walk towards the fridge and take out some fruits to cut,he was just going to cut them when the maid stopped him*
Maid
What are you doing? *said worriedly*
Maid
I told you to call me if you need anything,did you forget again?? *slam the fridge to shut*
Kim Taehyung
it's not like that *got scared* I just thought you were busy
Maid
Please give it to me,I'll cut it for you *forward the hands to take it*
Kim Taehyung
*give her the fruits and knife*
Maid
And I'm telling you once again,please don't enter the kitchen even just the slightest mess makes me too uncomfortable to work *said politely*
Kim Taehyung
Alright *nods*
Maid
it's my job to do this for you so please call me next time *cut the fruits* please wait in the living room
Kim Taehyung
*walk towards the living room and sit on the sofa while hugging his knees*
Maid
*place the plate of fruits in front of him after 5 minutes* Please enjoy your food
Kim Taehyung
*nods on turn on the TV*
While he was eating his fruit, the doorbell suddenly rang. It kept ringing for a long time, but since no one went to open the door, Taehyung eventually got up and went to answer it.
Kim Taehyung
Did the mad go out???
Kim Taehyung
*look through the camera lock and there he saw a woman and a child*
Kim Taehyung
It's a woman and.....
Maid
*rush towards the door and push tae slightly* Please go back to your room
Kim Taehyung
*got startled* I-I think we have a guest
Maid
They're not a guest,this happens sometimes.. people come here trying to sell things *making excuses* I'll take care of it don't worry about it and stay in your room,hurry along now
Kim Taehyung
*sigh and step inside his room* something's fishy
Kim Taehyung
*walk towards the window and slide away the curtains* i can't see them well from here.... But I'm sure what I saw earlier was a woman and a very small hand a child's hand
Taehyung was still thinking about all this when he suddenly rushed to the bathroom again and started vomiting. This continued for an entire week. Whenever the maid cooked food, Taehyung would throw up because of the smell, and he felt nauseous throughout the day.
Kim Taehyung
*plop on the sofa tiredly* I've been going through this for exactly one week now
Kim Taehyung
I quickly throw up when I eat something,and when I don't eat anything,I feel uncomfortable
Kim Taehyung
If I suddenly smell something disgusting,I start to feel nauseous
Maid
Please have some of this *offer vegetables soup*
Kim Taehyung
*take the bowl*
Maid
*bow and walk away from there*
Kim Taehyung
Damn it where else am i broken? I'm already full of problems *stir the soup* I'm so stupid that i sometimes forget that my hormones are so low that I didn't go into heat,which means I can't get pregnant....
Kim Taehyung
Wait...... pregnant? *eyes widened in shock*
Kim Taehyung
Well headache, dizziness, indigestion,nausea,back pain ,mild fever all the symptoms are the same
Kim Taehyung
In the case of male omegas,it isn't possible to tell if they're pregnant until about eight weeks in.The doctor might not have known at the time of the exam two weeks ago
Kim Taehyung
In other words there is a possibility that I can eventually give birth to his child *nibble nails nervously*
Kim Taehyung
So what should I do now...it worked out the way he wanted it to if I carry this child and give birth to it, my role will be over
Kim Taehyung
Then,will I get paid to go away and live freely?? Because there's no way he'll keep me after he gets what he wants. *heart feeling heavy on the thought of all this but he's not aware of it*
Kim Taehyung
What is this feeling? Is it happiness??
Kim Taehyung
I don't know because I've never experienced happiness before,but I don't think this is the case.am.i said then???
Kim Taehyung
*bury face in between knees* It's not that either..it's just that I feel discomfort....
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