Hi, I am Gorya. I study at Railway High School, and I am in class 9.

I love writing in my diary. I don't know why, but I like it. I do these things without letting my parents know. I also watch BL (Boy's Love) dramas, but one day my brother caught me watching a gay series. Since then, I have become his delivery girl.

The next day, I went to school. During the tiffin break, when I went to fill up my water bottle, I noticed a boy staring at me. But I didn't pay much attention to him. I filled my bottle and returned to the classroom. After that school ended and I came back home.

The next day, I got ready for school again and then went to school with my father. After that, classes went on, and then it was tiffin time. I had my tiffin with my friends. Then classes started again, and after that, I came back home.

Many days passed, and I noticed that the boy had been watching me for a long time. Even then, I didn't say anything.

Now it was the month of September, and our school sports were going on. I had signed up for three games. I was sitting alone in the classroom and noticed that this boy was staring at me again. Then my friend arrived

Her name is Javika and you could say she is my close friend.

I asked her why that boy always keeps looking at me

"I asked??

Do you know that senior guy? She replied, 'No, I don't know him.

I said, 'Oh, okay.

Then I was walking around with my friend. Just then, that boy and two of his friends came up to me and one of the boys started saying...

He asked..??

Hey sister, do you know him?'

I replied, 'No, how would I know him?

Then he said...

If anyone says anything to you, you come and tell us.

I reply okk.

"How strange it was"..!!

After that, for many days, that boy used to stand outside my class, (meaning in front of the corridor) . Then our final exams started, and we took the exams. Then the exams ended, and after that, our vacation started.....

When I was leaving the classroom after giving my last exam, I saw that boy. After that, I came back home and asked my mother..

What have you cooked..??

She said, 'Fried rice and chilli chicken.' I told her to feed me.

Then, after eating

I came to my room and was scrolling through Instagram. I don't know what I searched for, but then I saw that boy's ID. At first, I was confused about whether it was his account or not, but then I realized it was indeed his account...

After that, I spent my vacation really well with my family and my friends, and we had a lot of fun. My friends and I even went to a water park. After that, I had almost forgotten about that boy....!!

Now I am in class 10 and it is summer now. It's 9:00 AM now and I am getting ready for school..

I am in class 10 now, so I go to school a bit less. I don't go to school much now, but it's a lot of fun at school...

One day I was sitting at home and getting bored. The day was March 3rd, 2026, and I was scrolling through Insta when I saw a message. I jumped up, and then I saw it was that boy—I had almost forgotten about him...??

I saw the message and read it; it was written there-

Message - how do you manage to look this good very time!!

Then it was written Uhh I'm sorry if I feel you uncomfortable. I just wanted to friends with you...

Then I showed this message to my friend.

She said, 'Isn't that that boy?'

I said 'Yeah

that's the one

Then she said reply to him and see what comes next, just pass the time.

I said, 'Yeah

I can definitely pass the time with him...!!

Then I thought yuck, he looks so bad and short too. yuck I will never like a guy like him...!!

Message -Then I wrote thankies...!!

Then he texts me back "Can we be friends"

then I wrote I already have enough friends; I don't need any more...!!

No....!!

I don't really like to talk to many people

and then he say its completely fine i totally understand your situation!!

After that, we didn't write anything else.

Then I asked him, Brother, what class do you study in?

He said, '11

I said, 'Oh, okay.

Then he asked me, you study in 10, right?

I said, 'Yeah.

Then he said, 'Your exams are going on, right?

I said, 'hmm, yes, they are going on..

The next day I had my SST exam and he texted me 'All the best for your exam.

I said 'Hmm and then I left to take the exam.

I returned home after the exam and saw a message asking How did the exam go?

I wrote, 'Good.

He asked, 'Did you attend all the questions.

I wrote ,Hmm..

Then the exams kept going and we kept talking nicely. The next day I had my English exam and after coming back from the exam, I call him I called him kaku for the first time and said Hello kaku.

I don't know why I gave him the name 'kaku' but from then on, his name became 'kaku'

Many days passed, we talked a lot, had a lot of fun, and also did a lot of gossiping...

And finally he proposed to me on March 18, 2026 but I said with no to him a lot of word. I don't know why, but back then, I liked him a little bit but I couldn't realize at time that I had started to love him...!!

As time want by many days passed and we talked a lot but when they were busy or give the late reply. I don't like it. I don't know why. maybe because they are giving the late reply because l had rejected him...

After that, they came to meet me on the day of the math exam, but they couldn't find me because I had already left school since my car was waiting for me...

That night, I went out with my friends and noticed a handmade shop. I went into that shop and bought a sunflower keychain for him.

Then I texts him and told him to come on the day of the last exam, which was March 24, 2026 on the day l saw him properly starting downstairs wearing black jeans and a white jersey with kaka written on it...

They waved Hi, to me from a distance an I give them that sunflower keychain.

That was the first gift they even received from me...!!

Then after going home he texted me and said Thank you for giving me this keychain. When he said that, I felt really happy inside...

Then, after wishing him good night at night I fell asleep...

Many days passed a lot of chats a lot of conversations and a lot of gossip gradually..

And we became very attach. I never thought we would get this attached because I used to think this was just a time pass but then I realized that this is not a time pass at all...??

anyway even after that I kept thinking...

What's a big deal??

We are just taking and I have already rejected him

anyway so it doesn't matter .But thinking that was my biggest mistake.

and then one day they asked me in chats...

Bread now that exam are over can you meet up with me...??

I said yes...

I can...

Where do we meet...??

they said...

Bread you suggest a place...!!

I said No

You said...??

Then I ended up saying came to the rainbow cafe..

They said okk

Ohh I forgot to mention they had give me a cute little nickname "Bread"....

Ist that name beautiful...??

I absolutely love the name...!!

Then we meet on march 29, 2026 I saw him coming toward me jumping along and I was laughing so much watching that.

Anyway they arrived and were asking on the call..

where are you??

I said

look carefully. then he said okk madam..!!

Then the more he stepped forward that I stepped back..

He asked....

why are you backing aways??

I said...

"I don't know why I am falling behind.

After that, we sat down and ordered two coffees and they threw a lot of chocolate at me

And he had told me, I need your rubber band. But after that, I didn't ask him. why he needed my rubber band, I just said, Okay...

As agreed I give him a rubber band by taking it out of my hair.

After that, we talked a lot. I cracked jokes and told him many things, and he also shared a lot of things with me and they went back home right after seeing me.

What a funny meetup right...??

Then I finally asked him what will you do with the rubber band??

He said

I'll wear it on my hand....!!

I asked why will you wear it on your hand??

he said I don't know but I like it...

I said "ohh"

How weird...!!