I always get whatever I wanted since from childhood from my parents, when I asked for a cone they try to bring my two. So it's funny when now in my teenage when I am wanting a boy I can't even say that to my parents not to even that boy because he is my brother in name.

"Rosy, if you won't introduce to him to me let me go and introduce myself to him. What you say?" my bestie Allie asked me. This friends of mine are obsessed with my brother, just like me. It's not their fault it's to be honest Ryan fault who told him to be shirtless all the time when my friends are around he are not 10 year old kid, he is now 22 years old soon he is going to join my father at least he should know that girls like us get tempted by seeing those perfect abs of his. My brother in name is like a Greek God, he body is so sculpture like them, tall, blue eyes like the ocean and his most sexy hairy that every girl might want to touch for even at once in a life. Every friend of mine became only because of him because they all want nothing from me but everything from my brother and as far as I know he has given that to them. The so-called Ryan pleasure they all talked about. But Allie is different she always says like she is interested in Ryan but in deep down I know her main motive is to gain Jacob attention. Ryan's best friend, he is here too with him. Wherever is Ryan there near we will see Jacob in public but the way. Like now, today I threw a pool party because mom and dad went to another city for a meeting and I thought Ryan would be out to like he always does, but today he chooses to stay not alone but even called his friend, when he definitely knows that my all friends coming. He even chose to be shirtless like the hell.

"You really want to try it, Allie!" I raised my eyebrow and look at him. Ryan is talking with Mary, one of friends who is deeply obsessed with him even she slept with him once, and now I guess she wants to go in his pants again. Ryan is flashing his dimple to him, he never shows me his this side, I only see his this side from far or with someone else I'm jealous now.

"Rosy baby!! You are not thirteen any more you remember Right! You are seventeen, and you are still waiting for what. I don't get it. If you don't take any step the others just like now keep doing it, and we all will just keep seeing." I looked away from him and fixed my eyes on my beautiful bestie. I love her because she is the only friend who don't like my this hot irresistible brother, she became my friend genuinely.

"I know Ally, but I can't stop when I don't even have any right. I can just see only. You know right he doesn't even see me not more like anything but as a little kid. I can't do anything." My bestie looking at me with pathetic eyes I feel that every time when I say that he sees me as a kid. I must a friend encourage her, "But I don't think Jacob will think that about you why don't you go and try it."

Allie smile and look in his way Jacob his having a drink with a blonde, "You are right but it not so that easy. If me to him then only i would able to say otherwise you know how poor my communication skill is."

I stand up, " Silly girl get up, we must grab the train of yours before he goes with that blonde." She smiles and get up.

"Hey, Jacob" I always call Jacob by his name, and he does not mind it at all. He is cool for that way.

He looked at me first, then to my back where Allie is standing" Hey! What is going on!" then looked at his companion.

I looked at Allie," I hope we didn't interfere, I came here to introduce my friend Allie. You guys might see each other more since you often come, and she does come too. So I thought it better to get you introduced so that the latter no quires required."

He looked at me and smiled and then his gaze stopped at Allie, his expression changed at her," Okay! Glad to meet you then." He got up taking the blonde hand," Let's get going where we might get some privacy." He looked at us and smiled at us and left us there speechless.

"Such a jerk." Allie said when he has gone away," I should have known he would become this kind of jerk." I pat Allie's shoulder," Relax there are like that only. At least he said glad to meet, without disrespecting more." Allie's voice began to break," I didn't get to say anything Rosy!! He went without waiting for my reply. Why is he so crucial. I am about to break. I need to go home."

I looked at her back and I hadn't tried to stop her if I was on her shoe I would do the exact same things because it kills from inside when the love of life went up with some other chick in front of you. I was so diverted that I forgot to look for Ryan when I tried to find him, he wasn't in his place where I had seen him earlier. The girl who was with him wasn't there either. I know where to go now.

I knocked at his door two times but there was no response so I opened it, " Sorry for coming I.." I stop because there is no one in the bedroom. Yes I get to his bedroom in search of him because I thought he would bring his girl her only but how did I get wrong where the fuck did he gone. I turned to just get out of his room, when I heard chuckles. It gives me goosebumps and my hands are telling me not to do but you know I always do what my mind tells me so I did. I open the bathroom door without knocking.

" Holy Fuck!! Rosy what the hell are you doing?" The girls shouted in embarrassment as she was leaning in the wall in a vulgar position and Ryan was standing behind her back, they were naked. What did I see, I was processing the image when my Greek God covered up himself in a second just below. " What the hell happened? Kid!" Ryan said. Not this kid again. I was so busy staring at him that I forget that I haven't responded to them yet.

"I was searching for you. I need, solp from you so I get in, I didn't think about it." I said in a voice through which it can be observed that I'm nervous enough. " Now, you have seen Right go outside and ask the nanny." Ryan said in a harass tone. He never talks to me like that, but he is doing, and I'm not liking it at all. " Yeah Rosy! Go now he will come back once he has done." Mary said. I have not looked at Mary till yet but the way she said it boils my blood who is she to tell me to go. I will do whatever I wish. Not only that, but I have thrown this party only for that she is able to come, and now she is thinking of having sex with none other than Ryan because Ryan is giving and now ordering me with him. Like fuck did they think I will listen to them. I stand there and look down then to Ryan our eyes again meet, " I need it from you not from my nanny. I'm in your bedroom waiting and it's too urgent so come out first." I didn't stand there anymore and left the bathroom. I went to the bedroom and sat down on the couch. I have fucking listen I get of the bathroom what the fuck is wrong with me, I shouldn't be out I needed to bring out her but didn't manage to because I cannot control this things. Just Five minutes later, Mary get out of the bathroom and looked at me, "Rosy, you seriously spoil my moods. I hate you for it." She said to me and blow out of the room.

What the fuck shouldn't I needed to be angry not her. I keep waiting for My Greek God to enter but I don't what the fuck is he doing inside it took him literally 30 minutes to come out of that bathroom.

" I thought you have gone by." He said coming into the bedroom rubbing his hair with the towel. He is so hot doing it who is going to say this to him. " Tell me what's urgent?" He said by tossing the towel in the bed and coming near the couch where I am sitting like a saint.

"Well! I thought of ending the party so i wasn't finding a loudspeaker so I thought to ask you to find it for me." What a terrible lie do i need to say at the most terrible moment. Is it even a point. I said rubbish I know too because my mind doesn't know what to say and that topic comes to mind suddenly so I said without thinking.

He looked at me from toe to head and laughed," And that's urgent to you. That makes you come to my bathroom too while you know that I was having a guest." He was mocking his tone and said it all.

I gulp," Yes, I needed you." He comes closer and sits on the couch," I know you need me but haven't you thought that your voice doesn't need a loudspeaker." He is saying this to me looking in my eyes and smiling and just about to get up when I stop him by his wrist. "Do you really need to do it?".