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YOU'RE MY OBSESSION (DAZAI X Y/N)

Episode 1: [EXTRA EPISODE] My drama king

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Author
Author
Hello, everyone so someone requested me to write a Fanfic of Dazai X Y/N.
Author
Author
And.... I'm also obsessed with Dazai so I don't have choices.
Author
Author
Though, I'm busy in school.
Reminder: This Episode is just am extra for the whole plot.
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DAZAI'S OBSESSION.
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Location: Armed Detective Agency
Kunikida opens the office door and freezes.
Kunikida
Kunikida
Why is Dazai lying on the floor?
Atsushi
Atsushi
Um... he's been there for twenty minutes.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I have been abandoned.
Atsushi
Atsushi
She went to buy a coffee.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
For twenty whole minutes, Atsushi-kun!
Kunikida
Kunikida
Get up.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
No, I shall perish here.
The office door opens again. A girl with shoulder-length black-blond hair and calm brown eyes walks inside, holding two cups of coffee.
Everyone immediately looks at her.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*blinks.*
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Why is he on the floor?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*suddenly sits up* Darling! You returned! I thought I'd never see you again.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Dramatically throw his self to Y/n*
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Casually steps aside*
THUD
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*faceplant*
Atsushi
Atsushi
Ouch...
WIthout even looking down, Y/n places a cup of coffee on the desk.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You were texting me every thirty seconds.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I miss you.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
We were apart for twenty minutes.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
The longest twenty minutes of my life!
Kunikida
Kunikida
*sigh* Why are you like this?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Because love is painful.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You're the only one suffering.
She takes a sip of her coffee. Dazai crawls across the floor and wraps his arms around her leg.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Don't leave me again.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I literally came back.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
But what if next time you don't?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Then you'll survive.
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Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I don't want to survive!
Atsushi
Atsushi
That's… concerning.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*finally looks down at him* Get up.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Carry me.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
No.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Then hold my hand.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
No.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Then at least smile at me.
Y/n stares at him for several seconds. Then— A tiny smile appears. Dazai freezes.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
...She smiled.
Evryone looks at Dazai.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
SHE SMILED!
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Atsushi! Kunikida! Witness this glorious moment!
Kunikida
Kunikida
Sit down.
Atsushi
Atsushi
Congratulations?
Y/n's smiled disappears immediately.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
No! Bring it back!
She calmly walks to the couch and sits down.
Dazai follows like a lost puppy.
Dazai follows like a lost puppy. He sits beside her.
Then closer.
Then closer.
Then rests his head on Y/n's shoulder.
She doesn't react.
A victorious grin spreads across Dazai's face.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Ah… this is happiness.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You're heavy.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I know you secretly love me.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Keep dreaming.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Then allow me to dream forever.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Sighs but doesn't push him away.*
Across the room, Atsushi whispers to Kunikida.
Atsushi
Atsushi
I think they're kind of cute.
Kunikida
Kunikida
Don't encourage him.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Point at them* Stop staring at my queen!
Atsushi
Atsushi
We weren't—
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
No looking, she's mine!
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I'm not an object.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You're right. You're my queen.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*take another sip of coffee* You're weird.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Smiles* And yet, you still came back with coffee for me.
. . .
*glances away. A tiny blush appears on her cheeks.*
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*gasp dramatically*MY DARLING IS BLUSHING!
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
No, I'm not.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You are!
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I'm leaving.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Wait don't leave! *immediately hugs her arm*
And once again, the office is filled with Dazai's dramatic complaints while his darling remains completely unbothered.
For some reason… she never lets go of his hand.
...
End of special episode...

Episode 2: The girl who read books in library

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Author
Author
Hello, dear readers.
Author
Author
Before I start this story.
Author
Author
I will introduce first the important character here.
Author
Author
To those who don't know the character in BUNGO STRAY DOG anime.
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2. Osamu Dazai Personality: Playful, sarcastic, genius strategist, mysterious, and often jokes about suicide. Beneath the humor, he is extremely intelligent and observant.
Ability: No Longer Human Nullifies any supernatural ability simply by touching the user.
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Y/N L/N Personality: Cold, always neutral expression, genius, serious, barely smile, and observant.
Ability: Chronoa scar Can stop time, slow it, and can see future and bring back the past. But, have dept.
Starting for the first Episode.
Yokohama Public Library –
Afternoon
Tap. Tap. Tap.
Rain lightly hit the windows. You, Y/N, sat in your usual spot by the window, completely absorbed in the novel.
The library was Y/n's favorite place—quiet, peaceful, and free from annoying people.
Or so she thought. A chair suddenly scraped against the floor.
She looked up. A young man had sat across from her. Messy brown hair. Bandages around his neck and arms. A strange smile on his face.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Blinked.*
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
[There were dozens of empty seats. Why was he sitting here?]
She went back to reading.
A minute passed.
Then another.
Then—
Stare.
Y/n slowly lowered your book. The man was staring directly at Y/n.
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He's staring at Y/n with a grin on his face while resting his chin in the table.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
...
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Can I help you?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Smiled* You have nice eyes.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
[Huh?]
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...Thank you?
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Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
And you're reading upside down.
She looked at her book. It was, indeed, upside down.nYou quietly turned it around. The man looked victorious.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...Were you waiting for me to notice?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Yes.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You seemed very focused.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Close the book* Who are you?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Dramatically put hand on his chest* I'm wounded.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I'm asking for your name.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Oh. *grinned*
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I'm Dazai Osamu.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Okay.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
...That's it?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
What else am I supposed to say?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Looked offended*You could introduce your self.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Sigh* Y/N L/N.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Y/N. *he repeated the name with thoughtful expression*
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Smiled* Nice to meet you Y/N.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You too.
. . .
Y/n opened your book again. Five seconds later—
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Do you come here often?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Yes.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
What do you usually read?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Books.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
...I walked into that one
She nodded, another minute passed.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You seem like the kind of person who enjoys tea.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Looked up.* I do.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I knew it.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
How?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I guess.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*leaned forward* You know, you're the first person who hasn't told me to leave.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You haven't done anything wrong.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Blinked then he smiled softly.* I like that answer.
You stared at him. He was weird. Very weird. Yet… not annoying. At least not yet. A librarian suddenly walked over.
Librarian
Librarian
*said politely* Sir, please stop bothering the other guests.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I wasn't bothering her.
Librarian
Librarian
*Librarian looked at Y/n* ...Were you?
You looked at Dazai. He looked oddly hopeful. Y/n looked back at the librarian.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...No.
Dazai looked delighted. The librarian sighed and walked away. He turned back to Y/n.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You saved me.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I answered a question.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You defended me.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I really didn't.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You did in my heart.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
[This man was ridiculous.]
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Opened her book again.*
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You're smiling.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*froze*
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I'm not.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You are.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I'm not.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You are.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*touched her cheeks*
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Oh. I actually were.*
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Quickly looked back at her book.*
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*smile widened.*
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I think we're going to be friends, Y/N.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
That's a bold assumption.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Then acquaintances.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
No.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Future acquaintances?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...Maybe.
He grinned. Victory. Neither of Y/n knew it then.
But this strange meeting in a quiet library would be the beginning of many chaotic days to come.
And somehow… the empty seat across from Y/n would never stay empty again.
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To be continued...

Episode 3: The libraries visit

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Three days later… The bell above the library door chimed. Y/n didn't bother looking up. She were too focused on your book.
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Then—
A chair scraped against the floor.
Y/n slowly raised your head. And there he was. The strange man from three days ago.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
[No. There was no way.]
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Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*smiled brightly.* Good afternoon, Y/N.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Blinked.* ...Why are you here?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Looked offended.* Can I not appreciate literature?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You came here once and didn't read a single page.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Sigh dramatically* How observant.
Y/n sighed. He sat down across from her. Again
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Did you follow me?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
No.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Good.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I asked the librarian what days you usually visit.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
...
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You what?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I was curious.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
That's slightly concerning.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I prefer the word 'dedicated.'
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Stared at him.*
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*smiled.*
Y/n returned to your book. Silence settled between her. A few minutes passed. Then—
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
What are you reading?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Looked up.* A mystery novel.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Is it good?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Yes.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Can I borrow it?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
No.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Can I read over your shoulder?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
No.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Can I at least know the ending?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
No.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*He dramatically placed a hand over his heart.* You're so cold.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You've known me for one day.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Three days.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...Why are you counting?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I remember important things.
Y/n didn't know why that answer made her pause. She quickly looked back at her book. The rain outside began to pour. Dazai glanced at the window.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
It's raining again.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
It is.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
We met because it rained.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*raised an eyebrow.* That's an odd thing to say.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I think rain is lucky.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You almost got soaked last time.
He smiled. For some reason, he looked different today. Quieter. Less dramatic. Y/n closed her book.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Do you come here often?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Eyes widened.* You asked me a question.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Answer it.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Yes.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Really?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
No.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I wanted to see you again.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*nearly choked.*
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
[He said it so casually. As if it were the most normal thing in the world!?]
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Why?
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Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*rested his chin on his hand.* Because you're interesting.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I'm just reading.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Exactly.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...That doesn't make sense.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
It does to me.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
[What the hell is wrong with this person? Did he lose one screw of his brain?]
Y/n had no idea how to respond to that. A comfortable silence settled between her.
Then—
Rumble.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*blinked.* [Did… his stomach just growl?]
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Immediately looked away.*
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Narrowed your eyes.*
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...Are you hungry?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
...No.
His stomach growled again.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
...
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
...I may be a little hungry.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
When did you last eat?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Looked thoughtfully* ... Yesterday ?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Nearly dropped your book.* Yesterday?!
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I forgot.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
How do you forget to eat?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I was busy.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Doing what?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Existing.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
[This man was unbelievable.]
She sighed and reached into her bag.
Dazai watched curiously. She pulled out a small packet of cookies.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
They're home-made.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Take them.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*blinked* For me?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Unless there's another starving person here.
For the first time since meeting him, Dazai looked genuinely surprised. Slowly, he accepted the cookies.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
...Thank you.
Y/n simply nodded and opened your book again. A few moments later—
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
These are delicious.
Y/n looked up. He was smiling softly. A real smile. Not his teasing one. Not his dramatic one. It looked… warm.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...I'm glad.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Stared at the cookies on his hands*
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
No one usually gives me things.
Y/n blinked. Before she could ask what he meant, his usual smile returned.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Y/n...
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
What?
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You're a very kind person...
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I'm not.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
You gave me food.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
Because I didn't want someone starving in front of me.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Laughed quietly.* You really are interesting.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Looked away.* ...You're weird.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
...I know.
For some reason… she didn't dislike that. The rain outside finally stopped. She packed her things.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I'm leaving.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Looked up.* Oh.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You sound disappointed.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I am.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
...
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Stood as well.* Then I'll leave too.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You don't have to.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I know.
The two of them walked out of the library together.
The streets were still damp from the rain.
At the crossroads, Y/n stopped.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I go this way.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
And I got that way.
. . .
Then—
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
Will you be at the library next week?
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*looked at him* ...Maybe.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
*Smiled.* I'll take that as a yes.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
I didn't say yes.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
But you didn't say no.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*sigh* [This man...]
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
You really are strange.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
And yet you keep talking to me.
Y/N L/N
Y/N L/N
*Couldn't argue with that.* ...Goodbye, Dazai.
For a second, he seemed surprised. Then he smiled.
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
See yah, Y/n...
As Y/n walked away, she didn't notice him watching her. Nor did she hear him quietly say—
Dazai Osamu
Dazai Osamu
I think meeting you was a good thing.
Far ahead, she touched the empty cookie bag in her hands. And for the first time in a while… she found herself looking forward to next week.
...
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