So, this story is based off both true events and imagination...

If You All Ever Feel Trapped In Your Family,.

Don't Ignore It Like I Did.

Because even snakes look beautiful, and Crocodiles cry too...but snakes do bite...and so is the cry of a crocodile fake…

When I was 10,

My grandfather died from illness. Everyone was sad and stressed..

I saw my father crying for the first time,

I was genuinely broken from the core.

At his funeral, we cried a lot..

After all,

He was the only good man in this family.

After several weeks, Because of depression and some spine issues,

My grandmother was high on her depression Medicine and painkillers for spine issues..

She would cry at night in pain for 4-5 hours every single day.

I slept with her. I was hearing everything. I was feeling the pain in her cries.

Yet I Didn't Felt Pity.

Because Somewhere In The Deep End of My Mind, I Found Her Nothing More Than A Wolf in The Mask of Sheep.

She would tell me about family issues...about how she was treated...and how my parents treat her when I am gone to my tutor and school.

I would get on her side in any argument......

Even when I didn't know what was going on.

And Somewhere, Maybe...She was just Manipulating me to the Edge.....

I remember, the taste of food my mother cooked wouldn't taste good like it did before...I felt like puke..I had started to eat in a very low amount.

I was sad and depressed every single day I spent...

For A Year,

And then She Came...My Cousin Sister..She was a Savior.

The only light of Hope in A Void of Empty Darkness and Confusion.

I started to talk with her, Tell her everything....She was the one who consoled me in difficult times.

But the thing was,

She Came only a few days after 6-7 monthes.

Whenever I slept by her side, i felt safe.

Not the Empty Void of confusion and stress, i felt with my grandmother.

I was now in 7th grade,

I was getting low marks...I couldn't focus.

I would get shouted by and all those comparisons with others.

That's When I Realized,

They Are Just Using Me.

My Grandmother Uses Me To Go Against My Parents.

My Parents Used Me Against Relatives For Their Own Pleasure.

It Was Just An Illusion Created By Them To Keep Me In The Center Of Their Palm.

Just A Puppet.

My only hope was My cousin sister and My childhood best friend.

I Believed In Them....I Trusted Them.

Then Started The Biggest mistake of My life..

Or

Maybe..just Maybe...

My Mistake saved me...

The Biggest mistake of My life...the day I turned my life to a rather complicated situation...

I, Yuki Zetsumi, The disgraced daughter, a useless average girl...

Started a new typhoon of chaos....