The Toxic INTJ
Sweet as honey, It's you~
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Hello there darling, Have a good morning? I hope so, Prepare your coffee or a glass of milk if you should, Because morning or night it feels so cold without them to take your loneliness away (ㆁᴗㆁ✿)
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I do feel like this story wouldn't fully true and i just need you to know that this just a piece of someone with personality of INTJ that she not even sure she is but believe she is a part of them
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But i want you to know that this story was just create pure from a piece of my head that i forming to a words
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if you ask me how? i don't even know (•ө•)♡
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But if you feel like this story a bit bipolar or confusing, i can understand why (❁´◡`❁)
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Feels free to criticize me
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Because honesty? i don't care- eh? I CARE!!! ꉂ(ˊᗜˋ*)♡
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I accept any insult and Criticize, Especially from you ~ ° ͜ʖ ͡ – ✧
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So enjoy this short stories, Honey~
Shora
Can we just go straight to the story?
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Alright, Goodbye darling! Don't forget to give me a kiss before you read- Oh okay... bye bye
(♡´▽`♡)
Red butterflies in the water
Shora
*My eyes are burning tired, Stare at the ceiling of the bathroom, It feels like my whole body was drowned by water that slowly pull me down into the depth of its embrace*
Shora
*my blurry vision feels hot, Burning to my head, lay in the water in the tub that i don't even care when the water start to spilling out from the tub, it feels so cold but peaceful*
Ashley - Shora's Mother
Shora? Are you still there? I need to take a shower
*Ashley knocking the door of the bathroom her voice was not holding any warmth or coldness, just a Casualty-Or that what it sounds in shora's ears*
Shora
*I didn't answer, I don't want to, I just bury my head back down into the water feels the water buried me in* . . .
Ashley - Shora's Mother
Shora?
Ashley - Shora's Mother
I-... Shora you've been there for three hours already.
Ashley - Shora's Mother
Alright, let me ask you again
Ashley - Shora's Mother
Are you still alive?.
Ashley - Shora's Mother
Of what?, daydreaming all day in the bathroom?, Do you want your great-grandmother to come to you in spirit form and scold you?. Enough, get out right now.
Ashley - Shora's Mother
*Sounds like she was angry*
Shora
*I don't know what's in my mind right now, It feels so blank*
The sound of Ashley's anger lasted for at least two minutes before everything became completely silent, Shora slowly getting out of the bathtub in almost signifying exhaustion.
Shora
*Walked to the sink i hold myself onto it, My breath sounds so loud in my ears that i can't hear anything other than my own breath and the sound of water* Uh... hng..
Shora
*Looking up at the mirror i see my face, So red and pale, Eyebags under my eyes, at first i was surprised before it turn to a dry chuckle seeing my own face from the mirror before i taking such a heavy breath and swaying slightly on my own step* Uh... Ah.. fuck... my head
Shora
*I thought, I've never speaking my pain out loud than with an awkwardness, it feels so strange when you said your pain to other people that the pain isn't even theirs*
Shora
I need to wash my face
Two times she splashed the water to her face hoping the dizziness from her head will gone
with slightly swaying steps shora comes out of the bathroom slowly and she was managed to hide her pain with a towel, She didn't writhe, She never did
Instead of the pain her own bodies feels from the need of healed, She often feel the pain of her throat burning dry when she tried to call for help, Her pride burn all the lingering vulnerability from her, She knows she was sick but so often she ignored it, She feels it, She feels everything but he doesn't care
It wasn't about sadness, Shora never truly feel a real sadness, Instead she see it as a natural body reaction because she was stress and it's normal for her to hide it all away from public, But it's about a pride she tried to hold onto
Everytime she wrong, She search the excuse to be right
Everytime she feels something she studying it.
Many things about her that can't be explained with words that she never even understand what she is, neither even me
Jaguar - Party
✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* Saturday - May - 2019 - 07 -: ✧ :-゜・．
✧ :-{The message between Jaguar and Shora}-:✧
Alexander Jaguar
WHOHOHOHOHOHO
Silence going for ten seconds
Alexander Jaguar
Just- JUST '👍🏻'?!!!
Alexander Jaguar
That's all you have?!!!
Alexander Jaguar
Fuck shora you make me feel like a fool
Alexander Jaguar
Alright if that what you want
Alexander Jaguar
Sorry Wrong sticker
Alexander Jaguar
You're a fucker Shora, I hate you 😜
Jaguar's message is left with a read receipt by shora for two minutes without a reply
Alexander Jaguar
You're not even replied?!!
Alexander Jaguar
Typical you, BUSY PUSS-
Alexander Jaguar
Fuck you shora, You know that?
Alexander Jaguar
I'm mad shora
Alexander Jaguar
I'M MADDD
Alexander Jaguar
What i want?!!! I want-
Alexander Jaguar
Whatever shora
Alexander Jaguar
JoSU4 wA4+ +0 I4vi+3 U2 t0 a 74rTy
Alexander Jaguar
BET YOU CAN'T READ THAT
Alexander Jaguar
Tell me what does it mean then
Shora
Joshua invite us to a party
Alexander Jaguar
Fuck u dora
Alexander Jaguar
SHUT UT DORAAAA!!!
Alexander Jaguar
*ORAAAAA*
Alexander Jaguar
FINE! let's try again!
Alexander Jaguar
Guess a word starting with 'Si'
Alexander Jaguar
YEAH!!! wrong!!!!
Alexander Jaguar
Damn... You're so cruel shora
Alexander Jaguar
See you at the party then..
.・。.・゜✭・{Saturday - May - 07 - 12:07 AM } ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*
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