I wake with his name in my mouth

Will.

before I open my eyes,I watch him crumple on the pavement again. Dead

My doing.

Tobias crouches in front of me,his hand on my left shoulder.the train car bumps over the rails,and Marcus,Peter, and Caleb stand by the doorway. I take a deep breath and hold it in an attempt to releive some pressure that is building in my chest.

An hour ago, nothing that happened felt real to me.

Now it does.

I breath out, and the pressure is still there.

"Tris, come on,"Tobias says, his eyes searching mine.

"Wh have to jump."

It's too dark to see where we are, but if we are getting off, we are probably close to the fence. Tobias helps me to my feet and guides me toward the doorway.

the others jump off one by one: Peter first, then Marcus, then Caleb. I take Tobias's hand . The wind picks up as we stand at the edge of the car opening, like a hand pushing me back, toward safety.

But we launch our selves into darkness and land hard on the ground. The impact hurts the bullet wound in my shoulder. I bite my lip to keep from crying out, and search for my brother.